five times five times scribbled in chalkin the same hand at odd intervals along the side of the road
the first time surprised himit
was written on the side of a concrete curbpalette that an ironworked dimpled sewer
cover was inlayed
given its messageits obscure
location weeds grew between seams in the concrete whoever wrote it had to pull the weeds
forwardout of the way to write their message he had a keen eyehe usually saw things other people didnt
because
he looked
he thought it was a one-off
then he rethought damning himself that he considered it a one-off things were never a one-off he was a superior customercare representative
because he didnt believe the computer system he used was infallible IT accused him of scrutiny Gawddamnright You have to buy into the cosmetic perfection technology believes it
is I dont
he
found errors repeatedly
they said they didnt have the time to correct
them
Then I will
it was tedious
he knew he was missing errors
he did the best he could
he couldnt muster any assistancehelp
from his colleagues
they told him he was being petty
If it was your moneyyour
pocketbook youd care significantly
even that commonsense accusation didnt
win him any support
it wasnt their money
he went it alone
No it wouldnt be a one-off
and it wasnt it occurred four more timeswhy was the writer so insistent
how many times is one allowed to
commend themselves
he thought Anne Boleyn To Jesus Christ I commend my soul; Lord Jesus,
receive my soul.
Once
he wasnt too sure repeated
appeals secured anything
frankly he was surprised after
the first message he didnt discovercome across a shabby carcass
he fingered his cellfone
hed call cops
to cleanup a mouldering suicide that was
probably the extent of him contacting them others thingsand he had he handled on his own
no body
then another scribble
and another anotheranother
the writer bored himall yipyap
and no action
probably psychotic or drugaddled
drugaddled needed to keep it to
themselves
psychos well they needed to saythey needed help
I commend my soul to the Lord
Jesus Christ to ascend to God
What if ones soul didnt want to
go
1334, Twosday,
10 9. 19
1253, Saturday,
12 10. 19
The Beatles In The End
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=12R4FzIhdoQ