incentivised ?

                               hed say enthused

enthusiastic

wasnt profiting

he was innately pro-fittedinnately bound by habitreminded him of a line from a series he was watching  Industry

           It’s only an addiction if you can’t afford it.  brilliant

                                                 

he could afford his habit

                           was 

in another manner of saying

                                habitchualised

third of three sweet bitches it was his great fortune to know

 

Brother. You need to get out, socialize.

                                        his Irish twin

Brother  Youre not one to talkbe very grateful your wifes not dead

 

 

awkward silence

 

What’s that supposed to mean?

Wha I said

I’m not following you.

You never havethink

                                Who do you socialise with  I see three people on occasion

    No

Correct me ifIm wrong

You see your wifes friends your daughters friends your grandchilds pre-school classmates parents

What’s your point?

Corwreckly his brother wouldnt question himthought  correctly  a form of socialising

                                                                                   But tell me

Tell me the last time you went out with a buddy for a beer coffee bite to eat hung with them or you entertained

Last time

 

 

awkward silence

 

Don tell me I need to get out

Im enthusiastically enjoying myself doing what I wanna do when I want

                                                                                   Unencumbered

    Cucumbers in my chopped salad

Coudnt resist

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. . . chopped salad of her unconscious

                                           paints a pretty picturewasnt hers  would have loved otherwise

from Bat eater and other names for Cora Zengcolon a novel by Kylie Lee Baker

an unexpected friend turned her onto it

on an American flight leaving Phoenix

she was on the aisle

unexpected  middle seat  tableback down scribbling feverishlylooked feverish  

                                                                                      You have to provoke me

she lookedup immediately

                             Excuse me?

Youre lefthanded

her look Duh

Me too

lefties relate immediately

                           they should have been otherwise

her grandmother when her Mom left her in Grammas care would bind her hand shut

Mama tore Gramma a new asshole when she returned unexpected and found her bound

Gramma

Old Country

A lefthanded child is an evil child.

she had a few boyfriends who might agree with her

                                                       exploring her sexuality she found them wanting

Hit the road Jack

 

unexpected and she hit if off

the flight brokedown when backed up

towed forward  deplaned   walked to another gate in another concourse

Phoenix is spreadout even wider than she could spread her legs

boarded an aircraft

no airconditioning

good thing unexpected was beside her

they sweat forty minutes though were cooler than other passengers for the conversations they breezed through

flight was cancelled  Mechanical

they were informed to go to another gatejah  in a another concourse

arriving at that gate agents informed them there wasnt a crew to fly the aircraft and departure would be the following morning

it was that following morning

                            unexpected took up Americans comped Uber ride and motel

she lefthanded Luddite  spent the night at the terminal

                                                              couldnt fall asleep   bugged

by the chopped salad of her unconscious

wish she recognised it as that and would have said so before Kylie Lee Baker published it

    shed have beaten Kylie

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1048,  reggaefriday,  12  6. 26

The Mamas & The Papas  California Dreamin’  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wbld9mv9APw

raw clay

Tolkien

Suck on tha

Aren’t you being more than a little rude?

No

       Wish he were walkinround kickin

Id crossed the pond to West Midlands rural hamlet Sarehole where he grewup to Oxford 20 Northmoor Road 3 Manor Road 99 Holywell Street 76 Sandfield Road Headington  he coudnt hide from me if he tried

                                                                                                             So

Turns out death can be a fine hidin place

 

Raw clay doesnt impress you

shrugged Words.

    Poetic  Raw clay imagery

Imagery?

                No.  Nothin . .

. . Your fuckin brain deadyour brain could be raw clay

                                                          Were it Id scoop out a handful throw it at a wall see ifitll stick scoop out another avoid your optic nervesId want you to see an toss it on a potters wheel fashion a goblet fire it unglazed so when its filled maybe that wetness will relate to you better than   words

  

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1002,  reggaefriday,  12  6. 26

Emerson, Lake & Palmer  Brain Salad Surgery  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WTLsNRpxcuk

    they think youre alone

but they dont take into account your pets your ashes your ghosts the sixAM peacock alarm sevenAM neighbours fighting as theyre going to separate cars to go to work eightAM travel alarm that on occasion as this morning sets itself

                           she did say ghosts

It’s unhealthy.

Maw  You were married at nineteen had me when you werent yet twenty

                                                                              How can you say Im unhealthy

It’s implied her

                   her mother could be explicit although saved that for others wouldnt be with her

she could say I am my mothers daughter  but held her tongue

 

was it unhealthy her mother had eight children

were her ghosts  unhealthy

                               they have a fantastic relationship

she believed in her heart of hearts better than most

                                                          their ghosts terrified them

they didnt relatedidnt seek intimacy

 

No Maw

             Its healthy

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Alicia Keyes  Fallin’  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Urdlvw0SSEc