as Mothers Day approaches this Sunday May8 we can see it differently from the last 50

                                                                                               for the immediate future we can call it Forced Mother’s Day

                                  put that on a pretty Hallmark card   

the United States is saddling up with only 24 other countries many third world countries one or two that former brayed were shithole countries

he couldnt refrain himself

                            an Exceptional country Indispensable country   Horseshit

1039,  Monday,  2  5. 22

Lawrence O’Donnell  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=E20xhRrR18w

Hillary was offbase  https://time.com/collection-post/4521509/2016-election-clinton-exceptionalism/

Degradation

he was for womens rights was pro-abortion 

he was against amateur-abortion back alley abortions

he hopes politicians who want women to suffer the “opportunity” to birth creatures of rapists children of incestuous uncles brothers cousins have plans to build thousands of orphanages across the country to house children they demand are born

         those children belong to them  

                                         they are not going to be as white as those politicians think

  

2057,  Monday,  2  5. 22

https://www.politico.com/news/2022/05/02/supreme-court-abortion-draft-opinion-00029473

                          

https://www.cincinnati.com/story/news/politics/2022/04/28/ohio-republican-calls-pregnancy-after-rape-opportunity/9568456002/

https://theconversation.com/children-of-color-already-make-up-the-majority-of-kids-in-many-us-states-128499 

   They

        persistently they  Carlson doesnt say who they  are

convenient 

     though its understood who you are who us is 

                                                    whites fearing “the replacement of legacy Americans” Jesus legacy Americans

            asif there is such thing  such a thing   THEY are people who have their heads tucked up their ass like ostriches hiding their heads in the sand which they dont do though is an apt an colourful comparison flamboyant FOX flamboyant Tucker Yes  he resisted swapping out the first consonant of his name despite how appropriate it might be  look at him being discerning

                    an ofcourse other whites who stand to cash in

Tuckers a cunt Ohwell so much for discerning

    lastly critically

                         what is Tucker FOXtheir bottom-line teaching children they ought to be ashamed

    

1732,  Monday,  2  5. 22 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9jr40n2VCCQ&t=1024s  

https://www.seattletimes.com/nation-world/inside-the-apocalyptic-worldview-of-tucker-carlson-tonight/

https://www.vanityfair.com/news/2022/04/tucker-carlson-covid-vaccine

made him blue yesterday 

gently pushed his buttons turned down his dials

   quieted  his mechanisms

wetted his flameAries don like being wetted against their will 

                                                                he had to concedeif he were honest hed been taken off his game

this might be the stuff one takes into confession

                                                not that theyve done something wrong had sinnedNo just needed to get it off their chest share it

over the past couple of days he watched a documentary and heard tapes of Marilyn Monroes voice

he and she went back a long time

                                  first Playboy he ever got his hands on as a boy was the December first issue 1953  Marilyn graced the centerfold

he knew he liked girlshe really liked Marilyn

                                                then that was fortified a black an white televised Sunday Matinee  a broadcast of Some Like it Hot  light effervescence Marilyn exuded it  he remembered looking around to room at his parents brothers sisters friends who had stopped specifically to watch the movie  a classic they said theyd seen it when it was first released in theaters in ’54

                                          he wondered if they saw what he was seeing 

furtivelybriefly he spied them while Marilyn was on screen they didnt seem to

                                                                                      he reallyreally liked her

in his early twenties he had a dream he made love to her

                                                              to this day he can close his eyes and see the dream fresh as cream rouged like a pinched cheek red as a handprint after a crack on the ass

                                                                                   it was a story beginning to end they met in a soda shop palegreen appliances harshwhite tiles shiny metal darkred upholstered swivelstools bolted to the floor

they shared a chocolate malted sipped it through red and white striped straws the whipped cream was cold giggling shed take dollops of it with her finger shared with him  a brilliant red cherry was on top

                                                                                             they walked in the dark on a city street to her apartment went up three flights of silent carpeted steps slowly undressed each other laid on her freshlaundered bed

they were eagerrolled tussled went back and forth laughed breathed heavy then she was on top of him she leaned down kissed him her hair across his face

                                             he whispered Marilyn, you’re dead. 

she smiled beautifullyplayfully 

                                 Does it matter?

  it did not

                 sometime during the night exhausted they collapsed into sleep 

                                                                                     he woke beside her in the morning didnt disturb her he watched her sleep admired her face her body

       on a tape Marilyn asked 

                                   Happiness, does anyone know that?

evening,  ReggaeFriday,  29  4. 22

1229,  Monday,  2  5. 22

Eddie Higgins Trio  Begin the Beguine  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rc6iJswVnUc

Hey Big Brother

sometimes his eyes and ears go akimbo sometimes his handwriting joined in Drug on Wars still  truth in his mishandlingmisplacement

both hand and ears kicked in went into effect yesterday

                                                          War on Drugs rewritten  and Wha did yasay

What did I say? I don’t know, what did I say, what are you talking about?

Yasaid it a moment ago bout overload

  Yes.

        Overload.

Killing me  I don think I heard ya correctly What did yasay we were discussing presentism  I told you I read it in LikeWars how social mediadamn smartphones  access  accessed  can overwhelm us drive us to hang our hats on that that is immediate Now. .

. . You would argue that being in the moment is wrong? I’m often told, complimented, how I’m in the moment, alert, observant.

Thats head on a swivelobservant is that your compliment

I suppose . .

. . Im not talkinbout that Presentism In the sense that social media todayby the animal it has become bombards people relentlessly twentyfourseven News coverage opinion talking heads purveyors no longer in cycles avalanches an for that were unable to process digest what weve seenheardread I wont say learned gleamed not learned because learning requires study requires context wha preceded it teed up the ball questioning where the ball might go 

Mishmash of news opinion experts misinformation propaganda hurled at us disconnected snapshots pull quotes talking points code confetti dash dash dot dot without breaks  by design compressed  Now becomes overweening subsumes Past encroaches on Future Times procession weighed differently interrupted Dot daaaaaaaaash dot if you would

   So wha overload

Overload?

You said one thing I heard another

Ahyes. I said sensory overload.

Yadid I heard sentry overload

                                 Which was teed up was in light of our conversation prior where for all intents an purposes were living in a surveillance stateperhaps not as overwhelming in other countries but were surveilledwatched by commercial cameras home security systems think  in airports depots traffic banks people to either side of us  cellphone in hand cameras in hand

Sentry overload Daunting to ones privacy their anonymity           

1500,  Sunday – May Day – Chicagos Haymarket Riot,  2022

1048,  Monday,  2  5. 22

1971  Rare Earth  Hey Big Brother  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ESSH9JxK5A4