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the ways of seeing it is also a book by English art critic John Berger they should be recognised as the ways that perhaps most men see women 
                              he wasnt a woman so he couldnt possibly speak for them but intransigent in his thinking was that men and women were human beings and their sex didnt separate them terribly  therefore if he had a perception he was keen women would have that perception too 
                                                                he remembered a girl he knew as teenager who taught him how to slow down Slow down woudja? Slower. so she could cum with him  he thought only guys came  she was as every bit as randy and ribald as he

Berger wrote of the European nude

he had to pay attentionhed never been outside America  except for sailing

Berger wrote . . . the European nude . . . a series of conventions revolving around men and their fantasies and power . . . (they,) the principal protagonist(,) is never painted. He is the spectator in front of the picture . . . Everything is addressed to him. Everything must appear to be the result of his being there. It is for him that the figures assumed their nudity . . . This is the guiding principle in pornography. The female subject WOW allowed subject stature the object of desire, does not confront the viewer with a will of her own. She is, rather, a mirror enlarging CLEVER and reflecting the viewer back to himself.

that was certainly a way of seeing

he wondered what Berger would say about vaulted imaginations who with their eyes closed can see and perhaps see better than if they actually saw 
                               for that is a way of seeing too 


he used gimmicks and drugs to see differently  used mirrors and glass which threw hard and ethereal reflections  he used other people to tell him what they sawwhich was experimental  and frightening  because they rarely saw beyond what they saw  he imbibed  wore different cloth and fabric blindfolds to colour or obscure his vision  limiting it  forcing his other senses to reason and inform his eyes


as a kid he laid on the threadbare livingroom carpet feeling the coarse mat on his bare arms or legs with the sun through a window magnifiedwarming himturning him to soft butter or laid outdoors in the grass halving his vision with a cloudy sky and shimmering leaves in the crown of a black walnut or pear or plum tree 
                                                                                 What are you doing? his mother or father 
Im watchi . . 
. . You’re doing nothing. Why don’t you get up and do something constructive?

asif developing his perceptionshis seeing wasnt constructive 


Move, or I’ll move you.

he didnthe was too curious how they were going to force him to move  it accompaniedpunctuated by their accusation YOU’RE LAZY! 
 
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Who  See Me, Feel Me/Listening to You  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NzuNJod_o7g 

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