6.7.18


he wokein no small measure assisted by october his perpetually in-heat feral clawing at the walls the screened windows woken from a wavering flamelike dream a ribbon etched with manmade  manmade  manmade a strict font on and on and on and through its sheer fabric to its other side seeing forged metal tools pass flinted arrowheads spearpoints pass handhoed fields felled trees hacked stumps pass
                                                    then with a crisp turn of the wrist manmade upside down trembling then effacing fading then writover upright again a Teutonic twist menschmade  unmenschmade menschmade menschunmade  madeamen  madeamended  madeamen  madeAmen  Amen  ahmen  ahmenmade  Ahmenmade Ahmadmanmade  Ahmadmanmade  menschmade and on and on and on  ludicrous

confused he threw his hands up to his eyes halfbelieving he was blindfolded by film

of course nothing was over themnothing swathed his head

the length ran in his eyesdreamed in them

all he could do was wait  wait for the hypnagogic suggestion or insult to evaporate on its own 


he didnt mind

similar veilsthough typically panoramic played out virtually every day  as if a play acted on a stage or watched on a television or theatre screen  senthe assumed to bemuse and entertain him

he wasnt critical

he accepted what he was given as a matter of course and marveled at his fortunehis ad hoc gifts


Amen ahmen ahmenmade Ahmadmanmade Ahmad?
                                                        the strand winding through his eyes was probably the child or orphan or vagrant of his recent readings Persias Muhammad ibn Musa al-Khwarizmi The House of Wisdom Dār al-ikma where he studied mathematics and astronomy and whose text were shared and delivered to Europe by religious men which helped Western Civilisation drag itself out of the Dark Ages into The Enlightenment or him nipping at the heels of the Fall of the Ottoman Empire atthe First World Wars end or really or what seems the work of activist or political jurists on the Supreme Court who upheld the Fakers Muslim travel ban

any one of the three or all may have been formative to the mischievous unwinding in his eyes 


he wasnt one to judge what his unconscious revealed

such stern currents  if he got into their midst they might easily drag him away

he liked where he was

eyes open

ear to the ground

aware

not ignorant           


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