Tarzan didnt say as much

                          but he was certainly leading him to it  

he knew Tarzan was too kindtoo reserved to say as much to hurt – nobody could hurt his feelings  he didnt have any – to hurt his feelings

                   which unfortunately was a deficit in Tarzans makeup he couldnt bring himself to offend anyone – ifya cant say something nice say nothing at all   which was horseshit – people need to be dressed downneed to be heldup to scrutiny heldup to derision heldup to scepticism

                                                     otherwise they skate away quickly feel free to neglect questions or challenges or opposition  and then too far away from the point they interjected they aint doublingback to offer any explanation or defence

which is why people called him rude   rude to deflect his interruption and try to rally polite listeners to their defence

that ploy didnt work either

and thats when in fact he became rude

he could be as rude as the smell of freshcrushed dogshit on someones sole

so . . Tarzan didnt say

                       an hed have to say it for him holdup Tarzans gun to his head

I think what it is you want to sayare trying to say is that either Im perverted or what comes out of my mouth you find to be perverted at least in regards to your sensibilitiesyour . gentle . sensibilities kind sensibilities of which I have no patience for

Am I accurate

he looked like a worm twisting on a hook impaled  fearful to be feed to largemouthed toothed denizens of the deep

still no reply

hed let him off the hook

                       he looked pale looked uncomfortable despite his joy in making comfortable people uncomfortable

Tarzan if pressed Id concede that I write – as I speak – pervert prose and poetry

Yaought to give it a try sometime

                                   It is liberating

Anif anyones worth liberating you are

I couldn’t. It’d be rude.

Sometimes nicety ought to be fucked in its nice clean white teeth

2137,  Friday,  7  8. 20

1354,  Monday,  10  8. 20

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1711,  Monday,  10  8. 20

when Tarzan thats what he calls him said it the first time it went off in his ears like a Fourth of July rocket firecracker  

he didnt say anything thenhe could imagine he wasnt hearing right they were pretty fucked up maybe they didnt need that third bowl but the shit taste great like smoking flowerslike creamybutter melting in their mouths seeping down their throats filling their lungs and exhaleddrifting like lazy smoke from a censer

                                                                              anhe was a bit distracted by the two chicas who sat across the street in the park on a blanket in skirts facing him with their knees drawnup 

it was a warm day and a slight breeze tickled the hems of their colourful skirts

maybe they were giving him a show

or maybe they werent

hed take them either way

white cotton pants the backs of ambercoloured thighs shins

                                                                reminded him of being a gradeschooler pleasant memories

AGAIN

       jarring  he heard him clearly  clearly the first time   it snatched him out of his prepubescent flashback

Comon Tarzan  Check it

Check it? he was obviously perplexed 

                                         he could see it in his face  Tarzan was telling a story and he really didnt want to interrupt him but . yareally gotta tell it right . . inaccuracies distrack  inaccuracies mar the Imagination thats kicked backshoes offwigglin its toes goin with a remembered flow a humourous tale

Tarzan wasnt a storyteller

for him  it was as easy as letting the air out of a blownup coloured toy balloon

maybe for others it wasnt that easy

he had to allow that

Im sorry

Fuck, man . . don't, I’ll lose my train of thought.

Fuck  A runaway train

I don’t know what you’re talkin about.

he wasnt going to waste his time he wanted to enjoy his high

I said I don’t know what you’re talking about.

Check it Stow it  Fuckin stop it  Youre veering me off the tracks train of thought runaway train Full set of hair

Whas a full set of hair

A full set of hair. It’s a full set of hair.

Saying three then fourfive times aint saying what it isI know what it is or what youre trying to say . . but its disrupting the story youre trying to tell me

I don’t know what to tell you, man.

                                     It’s a full set of hair.

Okay You mean . a full head of hair a full head of hair because a full set of hairIm seeing simian tits and cleavage tits covered with coarse Neanderthal hair .a full set of hair A full head of hair

Ohyeah.  Yeah. That’s what I meant.

I figured Cant tell you how disrupting your imagery was

                                                            Maybe you can start again

I don’t remember what I was talking about.

Fuckin guy 

it wasnt just because he was stoned  taken off point he often misplaced his point

Maybe itll come back

                       Yadont want me to say cuz youll kick yourself

No. Please say.

River float college-aged girls in thong swimsuits  but you cant hardly take your eyes of their full luxurious manes  the sunlight playing in them

Ohyeah.

Thong swimsuits They could have been bald for all the fuck I would have cared

the white cotton pants were still peeking at him

3-ishafternoon,  Friday,  7  8. 20

1143,  Sunday,  9  8. 20

Daisy Gray  Wicked Games  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=L4VU-AwxzSY