21.4.14

lovely



he thought they were stars
hewed around his stooped shoulders and mane
they erupted in shunted flares   like abrupt butterfly wings or slender almonds

                                       our eyes play tricks on us if we let them  if we dont call them out
and he always afforded his a dramatic berth
as long as theyre seeing unaided   unalloyed
                                                                                                                       unentertained
he saw curious things that never happened or would exist
and for them a gentle perverse smile twisted onto his face

                                                             their reckoning was held privately inside his head   
         a solemn campfire counsel   a peacepipe smoked between them

his eyes always felt they existed in toto before his brain and by that surly lance stabbed
in the surfwetted beachhead of sentient existence  it always ran separate of the rest of
him

it placed its ample bets with the freshly made neocortex   mesmerized by the fantasy of
its vastly corrugated face 
they becoming faceted like insect compoundeyes  
and through the paleocortex as mediator they argued against the archicortex 
                                                                                                                        but it smelled
his eyes claimed  even before they were presented
the archicortex bore the mock of memory and recalled this reoccurring ride time and time
again

                  and braced
his eyes shrugged
conceded
and departed counsel

they went back to what they did best
fabricating




they werent stars
they were an array of tinshaded soft lamps backlighting a guitarist
                                                                 through his eyes  a romantic bloodhued mist


lovely
if lovely isnt true
does it really matter


2018,  Thursday,  14  8. 13