5.5.15



I am an ant 

I am an island
 

Sing it boys! You know how
Just like I taught you 

I am an ant I am an island

Aw comon . . . on a freshly fallen shroud of snow . . . Okay . . . if I never loved I never would have cried . . . Getting there . . . I touch no one and no one touches me . . . Thats right . . . I am an ant

                                                                                                                      . . . I am an island
Lets close it out . . . and an ant feels no pain

Together now!
. . . and an island never cries

                                                      dumbdedum  dumbdedum    dumbdedum    dumbdedum   a rock  dumbdedum  dumbdedum a leaf   dry   too big for me to carry alone  tastetaste   tasteless   aint wasting another ants time    dumbdedum   dumb  dumbdedum      dumbdedum   ahwisteria blossom  drying    still humor    pollen     ach beeshit    grab a few  dumbdedum  dumbdedum      BUMP Watchit   oh  Hello     wisteria    behind meYes    follow my pheromone   cant miss them  big      as big as we  strewn far and wide   dumbdedum    dumdbedum  dumbdedum  stick dumbdedum  lichen oops slick  dumbde   hardpack earth dumbdedumb  dumbdedum  hardpacked   rain  no rain  rain  ha whats that dumbdedum  not that wed miss it   dumbdedum   snff  tobacco  snff  burnt   dumbde   filter  red lipstick  dumb     dumbdedum  dumbdedum  BUMP  Watc . . . oh Yes   behind me   follow my pheromone  Yes  following its   twin trails then cant go wrong        dumbie         dumbdedum  dumbdedum
I am an ant   
                    dumbdedum I am an island    dumbdedum  dumbdedum   and an ant feels no pain   dumb      dumbdedum  and an island never cries   dumbdedumb
                                                                    Really


he followed this lone musing ant  
                                                     which crossed the broken sidewalk in front of him  he saw it over the top of the book
he was reading as he walked
You do see things despite what people think
the book published posthumously(posthumorously) was by Kurt Vonnegut  it was published on the anniversary of his death   Armageddon   the ant herky jerky   broken field running   would have been a great runningback  without a navel to fix on  and its frantic flight was suddenly worth the investment of his time to see where it was going   if it was going anywhere  if someone followed him eventually he would end up somewhere  so  was it foraging  or was it heading home at the end of a long day that it might have thought was fruitless  just another date to X out with Magicmarker on the calendar hung beside the backdoor   some fucking tally sheet perhaps  Xd out counting the doldrums  dumbdedum
of ones life  their day after day after day to day
not that he did
calendars and clocks and timethings inhibited him
and who in their right mind wanted to be inhibited

so he walkedreading exhibiting himself

much like this bumbling though it may not be bumbling  he was casually assigning bumbling to it   after all  it could be a drunken stumble and wouldnt he be feeling bad if it were already noon somewhere in this ants world hours ago and it was well ahead on it way home and sillier than he

My apologises my eusocial insect friend  of the family Formicidae(which made him think of Formica and formidable)
of the order Hymenoptera(which no one wanted to know what that made him think of) which has been in existence
for more than one hundred million years

about time someone followed this little tike
he had quite the headstart

he followed it over the remainder of sidewalk  past an edge of a shrub  descend the face of a red painted curb onto a tarmac driveway that divvied up small business suites  ascended another curb  entered a browned out thatch of useless grass to a well maintained aggregate sidewalk that it crossed  then descended to the bare earth there  raked free of foliage debris  to the foot of shrub where loosened earth had been perfectly formed into a blunt cone  at its apex an opening he could have slipped the end of his little finger into if it werent for the mad activity of hundreds of other ants  milling(again  his assignment) and many foraging  a hundred  easily  who returned to their nest with organic debris clenched in their jaws  

his tike without pause disappeared down into the hole
unaware it had betrayed its entire colony        
                                                                    if he bore it or its colony any malice or ill will

by his guess
                     the trek  the interlope cost nearly a half hour  and fifty sixty feet of shoe leatherwear   dumbdedumb
Really



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