5.4.20

1 part Bear


I got have a bear suit I really need a bear suit

in the same breath he covered need and want 

which was peculiar for him

normally they were separate

he preferred invoking need

want he maintained wasnt necessary

she didnt flinch she did tilt her head very slightly Okay, what kind of bear? she asked despite knowing the bear it would be

Griz

A grizzly bear suit, a grizzly body, legs, claws, a grizzly head completely covering your head or a headpiece and your face decorated to look like a bear?

whoa he couldnt help but wonder if she hadnt given this some thought already how she was spooky presentso very  thoughtful

Suit Headpiece Face decorated

I thought as much, I just wanted to be sure we were on the same page from the getgo.

Yes Apparently so right out the gate

Not an Alaskan Brown . .
. . No . .
. . Kodiak . .
. . No Griz You know

I know. An though you might find this hard to believe, I think I know of someone who might be able to help.

Wha no shit

No shit. You know me.

I love you

I do know you


Got no love for me

she rolled her huge brown beautiful eyes I’m helping you find a Griz suit.

You do

I do!


she didnt ask why he wanted a bear suit 

it didnt matter




she told him to jump into the Toyota a Toyota shed had nearly twenty years 

inside it it looked like a womans closetthe insides of a womans purse 

she grabbed some prettyslipped tampons off the seat so he didnt sit on them

What  no con . .
. . In the glovebox . .
. . doms
she fired him a ridiculous smile We gotta go, babe.

We gotta go now

Now, yes. He mentioned he might be leaving town. And when he goes he goes, no telling when he’ll be back.

Do I know him

Nope.

Hes a crafts guy aint he

He is. Completely unlike you.

Hed stay in Cotton Ball with youhelp you hash out your colour palette for the different quilts

He would.

Is he gay

Possibly. I’ve never asked.

He ever hit on you

You jealous?

Nah Youre married to me 

Yeah. I know. Got an itch, wanna scratch it, tell the other first.

Yup Respect goes two ways

Yet again why I love you.



she went out of town over the dry river bed

they were in the boonies inside ten minutes

He lives out here

Tell me that’s a rhetorical question.

Stating the obvioushuh

No huh. Duh.

he looked out the sideview mirror and watched the dust kick up off the dirt road behind them he could almost imagine them as a spaceship riding on a tail of flames

Drifting on me?

Imagining

Drifting and imagining aren’t unlike.

They arent I was thinking how cool we must look from above he turned and looked at her Im also thinking how cool youd look and move if I opened your blouse unclasped your bra

I would, but around this next grove of oak is where he lives.

On the way back . . pretty please

Maybe, on the way back.

If Im disappointed because he doesnt have a line on a Grizwho is he whats his name

Jerald, with a J.

If Im disappointed and Jerald doesnt have a line on a Griz suit then yesdefinitely  on the way home

I said maybe.

Im looking for a commitment

Ill commit youya keep it up. The Funny Farm’s white labcoats would love to play around, tinker, with what’s inside your skull.

Theyd find its filled with G-spots
Jesus.
       We’re here.



a narrow dirt roadnah two dirt lines where tires ranran beside rusting and some snapped and curled barbedwire on rudehewed woodposts some were capped by rusted-out tin pails a few more festooned with old hats that looked like jerked beef weathered and hard
                                   then the road opened a ramshackle lean-to appeared rusting hulks of machinery to its right inside it sat a not-as-rusted hulk chipped babyblue pickup truck

she veered leftbumping and bouncing as they went and stopped on the grass  twentyfivethirty yards beyond them an equally ramshackle cabin save for some fresh unpainted board patches on its face and bright shingles on the roof

a lazy blue smoke rose from the riverstone chimney   

she laid on the horn as she got out of the car Jerman!

Thought you said Jerald

You don’t know him; you haven’t been formally introduced. Then maybe he’ll allow you to call him by his pet name.

Pet name All yours Im happy to call him Jerald  JERALD

Jesus. Woudya stop? You’re so loud.

He might not have heard you or the car horn

from inside WHO’S BELLOWING?

ME

WHO’S ME?

MEs ME

HELLO MEME! A walking, talking one. I can’t wait to see.

I think Ill like this guy

she winked I think he’ll like you and winked again Particularly in a bear suit.

Aint cosplayin babe

No. Though to others it might seem so.

Ive no intention of wearing it around others

she gave him a quick smile You’re no fun. as Jerald came out through wideopen standing door

Hello! Jerald hailed Cece! Nice to see you! 

Jerald looked to him Is it Joe, or Meme?

We could go with JoeMeme rather rhymes  Jerman  Doncha think

Formality be damned. I know Cece’s keen on it, but knowing her one can’t help but know you too.

he was quickbuilt  a lean rubberband he crossed the tall grass and wildflowers to them making up better than the halfway between them 

Jerman hugged Cece then extended his hand  Joe. JoeMeme.

Jerman

they shook hands

So what the hell brings you out this way? Another halfhour you'd've missed me.

Thought as much. said Cece We jumped in the car and beat it. I thought you might be able to help, or at least give us a lead.

For?

Joe interrupted A Griz suit

Jerman looked at JoeMeme no expression visitedcrossed his face A Griz suit?

Yes Please

I told Joe youd likely be our best bet. Cece said

Well. You never aim to flatter, Cece. I think I may know someone who has a bear suit; although I can’t say for certain a Grizzly suit.

Really said Joe

Really. We’ll take my truck. His place is really out-of-the-way.

This is out-of-the-way

This really isnt, JoeMeme. But Bobby’s place is.


-- continued--


1246,   Twosday,  31  3. 20
1751,  Sunday – with three stops inbetween,  5  4. 20
Aerosmith  Walk This Way  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4c8O2n1Gfto




he rolled overwoke to Eve of Destruction playing on the radio  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_38SWIIKITE

he should have turned it off earlier this morning before he laid down to fall asleep

Fuckin McGuire he sighed  Whadhe know prowled out of his throat

Nothing He knew nothinghe knew a good song

Sloan knew he wrote it he knew times were bad 

he just pointed his finger at it

commercially it probably did well


he as he listened listened to it and the sound of rain falling softly behind it like a blush through the open window he thought damn right it was mighty fitting this morning  for this time

good thing he didnt turn the radio off when he went to bed



the world made it through 1918  through World War II   

itd make it again
                   and maybe some real bad ideas and decisions will be changed for the better

0158 & 1149,  Sunday,  5  4. 20
John Lennon  Nobody Told Me  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=idA4NWlk-gc


Trump hes just a symptom

hopefully a symptom we can banish and set straight

0051,  Sunday,  5  4. 20
Billy Joel  We Didn’t Start the Fire