2.7.23


Hey, boy! it was Frank  I heer you doin’ deliveries this day.

I am canya believe it

I can, Mr. Phillips likes you, ya work hard, almost as hard he messed with his crotch  as me.  gave him a big toothy grin

Jesus Frank . .
. . You big boy, I tease ya like a man.
                                       Though bein’ white an all . . only so much a man ya can be. I do dislike bein’ the bearer of bad tidin’s.  Truth. 
rolled his big eyes

he shook his headchuckled 
                              Anyway The deliveries  Mr Phillips tossed me the keys said he was breakin me in easy north suburbs  Did you know we delivered to private homes I didnt

It be big enough order Mr. Phillips deliver to the devil . mind ya, you . . not he.

Yare really on a roll today Frank

Yah, yah I is, feelin’ good, feelin’ my oats. Wife called Mr. Phillips told him she made me a doctors appointment. I told her No, I’m working, she call anyway. Mr. Phillips came onto the floor told me go, he didn’t want to disrupt the peace an harmony of my home, said he’d pay me out the day, which is cool, very cool. I thanked him began warmin’up a bow, he saw it coming, Don’t you dare, Frank he says Wha’? I says he says You want paid out for the day? Yes, sir, I surely do. Then don’t you dare. 
                      I withheld it, thanked him again, copiously. He a good boss man.

So you got pleasure for your ride, man?

The van has a radio doesnt it

No.

No radio

No. I was talkin’ pleasure, got smoke?

No

he tapped his breast pocket pulled out a couple of joints tucked them in his shirt There radio too but don’ya go changin’ the station, I found it, good soul, I was last to drive, don’t let me drive next an find ya fucked with my music.

No Frank

No wha’?

No sir

You a good boy you’ll go far. he winked
                                          how he made tha heavy eyelidded rheumy bloodshot eyeball smile as he winked was beyond him

Best get goin’. You on tomorrow?    

Im not

Damn. Best have a good story for me bout north. Friday?

Ill be here Friday

Thadbe two days, two good stories boy.

Yes Frank

Who Frank?

Yes sir

That’s my boy. Roll on out.

at the door to exit the warehouse FRANK Frank turned  he tapped his shirt pocket  THANK YOU

he nodded Roll safe boy. 


he didnt see Frank Friday
had threefour doozies to lay on him

didnt see Frank alive again

doctors appointment

brain cancer confirmed

Frank asked the doc Ya got a cure?  Chemo.  I got a cure Frank said

going to his garage told his neighbor Big Charles not to let his wife in  

Frank shot himself in the head

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he called an old frienditd been forever 
                                         Hey, Shirley just walked into the room, yawanna say Hi?
Yahsure please Put her on

Hi Joe.

Shirley

she laughed Ohmy, you still sound like yourself.

Thank you as you  This is a nice surprise

Yes.

Its been a long time I understandBruce tells me youre tryin to make him pickup a book start reading again

I have, though I imagine he told you that's been useless.

He didnt say only that you were the readeralways a book in your hands  Me too  Whacha reading

she giggled  You'll laugh.

No  

I read selfhelp books.

Selfhelp

Yes. I really like them, I find them informative.

Have they helped

That’s a great question. I like to think so but I can’t say for sure, there’s so many all about the same thing.  
                                                                                                               I don’t know.

Wha don you know

If they're helping. They do intrigue me, but given how long I’ve been reading them I can’t say I’m able to, what, actuate, I think that’s right, what they impart. I seem to get hung up between C and D or the 4th 5th step . . you know?

   I don 
            I don read em

Don’t think you can improve yourself? They say there’s always room for improvement, wouldn’t you say?

Whos they

The writers.

Theyre making a buck  How to say this Shirley 
                                                      Ill just say  Ive known myself me a long time  The information knowledge I crave are usually subjects tha pique interestcuriosity  Improving deepening them is wha I pursue  Coud supposemight  kind of selfhelp books  Nonfiction fiction

Oh. 
      Well I didn’t go to college.

I didnt know

I went to a local junior college but didnt finish, didn’t make a year.

Not your cup of tea
                     Whadoes tha have to do with your reading

You and Bruce did.

Bruce did

I thought you met in college.

We did  I went for other reasons   
                                        Business

Bruce did too, he graduated with a business degree.

Not my business 
                    I sold grass hash helped people locate more esoteric drugsif you like College was my consumers  Being a student my front

I . I didn’t know that.

No you didnt
                Coudsay  I helped myself

   she giggled  That was a joke . . wasn’t it?

Yes   

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