8.11.19



AwwKahrist JesusChrist involuntarily came out of his mouth
                                                             he had lifted his eyes out his book as he walked to snatch a quick peekassess possible obstacles lots of years of practise he was beginning to think he couldnt walk unless he was reading

ahead heading downhill probably another ten metersprobably twenty meters off the intersection  something lay near the edge of the road where the asphalt rottedcrumbled  the earth beneath it eroding winter rains coursed and undercut the road the citythis was the old city didnt have sidewalks or curbs it was quaint anything dysfunctional might be called quaint  

he walked now loosejointed his finger a bookmarker because he saw he couldnt walk past itignore it 

if it was an animal he was going to pay his respects
                                                      he was also going to fume people in cars didnt give a fuckTHEY had someplace to beTHEY were in a hurry


he stood over it hoping the destroyed organic body was a large pomegranatethats what it looked like  a large dirty smashed pomegranate

it was just past Halloween 

he knew some people to give pomegranates as trick or treats

he dug that

in the Midwest some people gave out apples when he was a kid

maybe this California bunch was upping the game

maybe watermelons next infused with vodka  chilled by the night air

he might have to take up trick or treating again
                                                man the stories he had of adult Halloweens 
he was glad he had them packed in his skullso fucking glad  then he called Halloween Debauchery anhe could debauch with the best of em 



maybe
      maybe it was a pomegranate


Nah  pomegranates havent bones


pulverized

without inspection introspection  unrecognisable

he might be the only person who believed an animal struck and killed and then repeatedly runover was a desecration 

he liked to think he wasnt
                          he just didnt have any proof


the telltale cluethe clincher the flesh marltuffs of fur  gore   still clinging tenaciously to the poor asphalt near the roads center
       a fading bruise  never healing

there wasnt really anything he could gather up off the road  remove to the gravelly edge the busted flesh and bones and organs were crushed into the teeththe black maw of the lousy asphalt

it was times like these he entertained unsavoryghastly thoughts of whoever killed the small animal another earthling
that driver crucified along the roads edge  or those who mangled its body
                                                                            that wouldnt bother him

he sighed

         he took up Thirteen again  before his eyes  and began walking walkingtamping down the violence he needed to allay needed to not let infect him

at least not any more than it did  



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