4.8.20


           2121 hours   ya gotta have something to say when its 2121 the day after a full moon a full moon that rose over a ridge and split uprights made by a cluster of palms to each side a moon that shone down through the livingroom skylight on the bed he made a futon on a green unfinished concrete floor where he would sleep whenwhenever he did

he sat at the futons foot finishing off a whisky that he poured earlier in the evening and hadnt been too attentive of

it followed him room to room as he moved restlessly through the house clinging to his hand forbidding him to set it down because if he did he wouldnt remember where he set it 

seemed the glass knew that better than he 

it vibrated like a slender struck tuning fork more motion than sound

he had been absentminded of late or appeared absentminded 

if that aroused as an issue he correctedquelled the assumption

he was distracted 

he was frustrated


when he was relievedwhen he wasnt the immediate caretaker restlessly he went through the house rarely outside if something went awry he could come at a call a bark to sounds which no words were attached or could be described in words

he admired the artwork hung in rooms books on shelves and stacked inside bookcases books read reread unread waiting patiently their turn hopeful of their turn
hundreds of books
                    which paled in comparison to his thousands

he told his girls when he died he wasnt leaving them money – unless they sold off his first-class library his art vinylthe 78s 45s 33s they knew where he stashed cash in the house but five grand in coins was backbreaking
he called it bait

that disturbed them

he spoke about it loosely wherever he might be

that disturbed them
                      because he also said if he caught a robberrobbers in his house they better kill him because they werent getting out alive hed put them up and have plenty for months

he teased Violaters will be cannibalised 
                                            it was looselybased on handpainted signs he saw on barbedwire fences in Montana Trespassers Will Be Violated
                                          he supposed his signhad he posted it might be considered more off-coloured still it made him laughnade him laugh uproariously
                                                        and that uproariousness his evident delight  was his daughters unease

he didnt talk about the war their mother said when she met him after it he worked as a carpenter a part-time butcher since he knew his way around meat she left that provisioning to him

he was a good cook too  they split shifts in the kitchen which tickled them to be able to 

lastly growing up ethnic he was raised on organmeat
                                                          when their distaste leveled in their eyes -- they and their mother didnt eat them -- he teased Isnt that offal  

when they were younger they thought he meant awful
                                                          so the mention of cannibalism compounded their worry  he said hed eat anything they took him at his word



sitting at the foot of the futon it bathed in moonlight he remembered a fascinating redhead who were few and far between
          he had a hard time recalling when or where

thinking he would have thought that such rare occurrences would have been fixed in his memory

almost funny he could remember names Giselle Rene her mother didnt care for the double-e  

she wasnt Giselle

she wasnt Rene

she was Giselle Rene

how she introduced herselfhow they met hazy  but he always called her by her name which was a mouthful  as was she

she was Frenchthe South of France she liked that he called her by her name it seemed she said Americans enjoyed abbreviating butchering names  nicknaming a despotic shorthand thought that they were oh-so-clever-an-cute
Giselle Rene
             she was a witch

she said she was

who was he to doubt her

long darkred luxurious hair

she was dark-complexioned for a redhead
                                             but he hadnt met many people from the South of France what did he know 
he didnt

so he shaddup

she had crystals placed throughout her condo in corners under tables bureaus on window ledges in lavatory sinks under her bed under the bed in the spare bedroom-study

when the moon was full as it was this evening Giselle Rene gathered specific crystals placed them on an ornate inlaid tray and cleansed them in the moonlight  cleansing and empowering them

she also moonbathed naked

he made damn certain he timed visits according to the full moon
                                                                    which was probably why he thought of her tonight

he quietly turnedswished the whisky in the crystal tumbler watched it move like a circular wavewatched the moonlight play in it off it prismatic lines reflecting mesmerising

he set the glass on the floor after a deep sip 

he laid on the futon under the moonHA maybe the moonlight would cleanse his rocks


he wondered where Giselle Rene might be this evening

they enjoyed a torrid sexual relationship obliging fuckbuddies
                                                                  then parted like plate tectonics he thought naturally


had she been more witchy she might have kept him

2121,  Sunday,  9  2. 20
1029,  Twosday,  4  8. 20
The Hollies  Witchy Woman  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0Laqi_pfEo8

$159K -- killed


“It is what it is.”

President Donald J Trumps pronouncement on American coronavirus death

he didnt expect any more out of a sociopaths mouth
1757,  Twosday,  4  8. 20