kingcunt and ringleader oops!
meant sociopathclown standing in the
center-ring is it State-run media FOX it
aint News or Media-run State
Flip a coin
I call
delusion
1735, Twosday,
5 5. 20
5.5.20
she didnt say
she didnt say was a play they had between them You wouldnt know if I didnt say so he said every time something crossed his mind so that shed know what he thought
she didnt say was a play they had between them You wouldnt know if I didnt say so he said every time something crossed his mind so that shed know what he thought
he was distracted
he returned to the page he was reading he wondered what she didnt say
to be precise she couldnt say he hadnt heard her voice since August
in August Time stepped in gooey thick mud and slowed
when they were apart Time fleddidnt stick around
if he could elicit a Yeah, sure, I’ll wait, but make it snappy, would ya? no sooner had would ya? slip out of Times mouth it seemed to be leaning in the opposite direction looking for mischief or hustle and to leave him high and dry trying to slip the noose of agreeing to wait trying weak explanations to back its way out of trouble
Time I didn’t do whatever you thought it was I did.
Time could be convincing
Im innocent itd protest its innocence was not accepting fault
or Time tried to hang trouble on him
the cops wanted him to fess up
Time wanted him to take the fall
the cops wanted to close the book
he was no ones patsy
he wasnt a liar
cops could lean where did he see that before but he wasnt changing his storyflipping facts
no way no how
he memorised faces badge numbers names
hed exact his pound of fleshkeep his finger off the scale
paybacks a bitch
he remembered their indiscretion and wrongs in his sleep
forgiveness wasnt his reality
it isnt reality at all
reality stretched like saltwater
taffy
she didnt say he wished she could she didnt say
she didnt bitch about others eating in front of her when she was taking food through a tube he tried not eating in front of her
she didnt bitch about others imbibing in front of her when she was taking water through a tube he tried not drinking in front of her
she didnt say Stop he kept waiting for her to shake her head No
her remedy was texting with her cellfone while her left hand still worked her right had accompanied her voice
a clever app to her cell enabled her words to be formed into words spoken by a queer voice a womans voice
it was a gift she gave them he felt by not having snippets of her voice from recordings then electronic estimates of what unspoken words would sound like in her voice
her voice then rendered into a sterile reality
which isnt reality either
her sterile voice haunting her
haunting him
he was grateful she didnt say
2307, Thursday,
19 12. 19
1509, Monday,
4 5. 20
if he had his druthers – but who
ever has their druthers – hed be sitting outside in the garden at the cafe
table
from where he sat inside he could see the
hummingbirds work the flowers behind the table and two chairs
amid the hummers minute bees foraged
soft sunlight
diffused by the blue skymarmalade with
thin clouds that tried to muster join forces threaten rain
a subdued sunny day
a thoughtful day
wandering machinations considering what they may or may not do were veiled in this feminine day
masculine days are too
busyembroiled in themselves to pullback for a moment when they know no one or nothing
can stay their hands impugn or reverse them they are corrupt
Nature was the first Master
until
the Titans attacked it on too many frontsbreached and stole its senses controlled it or something like that
then the Gods the Titans children
slayed them wrested control and then the
Gods paled and withered and died as human beings believed in themselves more and
more and saved only one God demanded that
he sacrifice his son to them and obsessed homoness made all creaturesall other earthling subordinate and submit they were to be used consumed and neglected as homos saw fit
and when that
was apparent they turned on each other and subordinated races and creeds fashioned subhomos
if he had his druthers
but no
one does
if he did
if he did
but then he wouldnt know what his looked like
if it came up to him on the street and tried to introduce itself
1545, Wednesday,
18 12. 20
1125, Monday,
4 5. 20
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