30.8.23


first day of schoolgrade school 
                                 teachers are going to want them to write a paper on their summer vacation 
he coudnt wait


it didnt happen until the following week
                                           Class.  This morning until lunch we’ll write a paper about our summer. 
about time
           he flipped open his wood desk opened a notebook took out several pieces of lined white paper closed the notebook closed his desk
                           he had a pencil behind his ear
his teacher didnt like that she asked him several times to remove it
he accommodated her in the moment
it found its way back
she quit asking


he wrote a dialogue between two boys on a playground on swings swinging in unison

when his teacher graded the papers he got an A he usually did on things he wrote  the other stuff  not so much  placing his down on his desk before him she asked when school let out that afternoon if he would please come up and see her
Yes. Of Course.


Let Out bell rang

she required the class to leave the room quietly their classroom was one of the very few that did usually the school shook beneath the cacophony of end-of-the-day I’m-out-of-here voices yells howls more than a thousand feet in halls feet stomping down steps

approaching her shed placed his desk immediately in front of hers 
                                                                 Mrs. Thompson.
something was on her mind  she silenced him holding up her handher index finger pointing to the ceiling brow softly furrowed
           everything was soft about her not fatsoft deliberatelysoft

he stood before her quietly


Joseph. 
Joe.

Excuse me. Yes. Joe.

Yes Mrs. Thompson.

I wanted to talk to you about your paper.

Yes.

Could you take it out of your notebook, please.

Yes Mrs. Thompson.


You can have it facing you I can read my writing upside down I’ll be able to follow you.

Very good. Your cursive is distinct, yet very legible.

I practise a lot.

And your practise shows, very good.

Thank you.

You’re welcome.
                      So the boys swinging together are talking about the other boy’s Mother.
Yes.

He said to the other boy, you I assumed . .
. . Excuse me Mrs. Thompson, a character I assumed, not really me.

Not you?

No.

The assignment was your Summer vacation.

Yes.

So this is not your Summer?

It is part of my Summer that I thought about.

Is there a grain of truth in your paper.

Of course. Fiction is made up of truth.

 Yes.  So.
                The other boy's Mom is an influencer.
Yes.

And you know what that is?

Yes.

What is it?

An influencer influences. I’m not really into that computer stuff. She influences people on-line.

Okay. Thank you.
                    And . . . she’s a cosplayer, and you know what a cosplayer is. 

It’s like dressing for . . er Halloween, dressing for Halloween . a lot.

Do you know what she dresses up as?

Japanese anime characters. I think manga characters too I might find them to be more interesting if I could read Japanese.
            I think.

And all of it, their conversation, while they’re swinging.

They’re swinging in unison, playing, yes.


And you’re going to share your paper with your parents this evening?
Right after dinnerare you kidding me? I got an A. 
                                                     My older brothers and sisters get As all the time.
I got to show-off when I can.

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dark matters -- consequences


dark matter
             “How to seek a substance that has mass and therefore exerts gravity, but that does not emit light, reflect it, or blocks it.”  physicist Fritz Zwicky determined

evidence by inference

its presumed influence on observable objects

to perceive dark matter that casts no shadows

one must search not for its presence but for its consequence
                                                                                         consequence
consequences

excuse him all the way to Hell and back
                                           dark matter in many ways reminded him of the fat former  
“Stand back and stand by.”

“I am your retribution.”
                              to what violent grim consequences

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retribution  (noun. Punishment inflicted on someone as vengeance for a (perceived) wrong or criminal act)  REVENGE https://www.youtube.com/shorts/zqW2wBJu1eM


You’ll have to explain, why mariachis?

Settin yourself up mahn

Up?

   Why not

Why not, that’s ridiculous.

Is it

Come on, they’re decidedly, well, they’re, mariachis, are Mexican.

You got something against Mexicans

No.
No

No. 

   Maybe ya do

I told you I don’t.

Ought to see your faceaint got a poker face
                                             I say Mexicans see a subtle squirm like when I say faggots fags niggers  Pronouns recently  For whaever reason those descriptors throw ya for a loop  despite   you insisting otherwise  

That’s not language I use.

Im prompting you

You mean you’re try . .
. . No  Got

Got?

Under your skin
                 Make no mistake  The difference between us is tha I appreciate Im entitled I was born a white male as you however  raised entitled I wasnt privileged unlike you

And for that you’re jealous.

I appreciate you not denying your privilege Im not jealous  Im honest
                                                                        Just the facts maam just the facts
But we digress
Mariachis
Theyre the array in my head tha Im fortunate to have attend me An I prefer it to callin em a band they don circle in my head as you indicaterepeatedly despite my corrections There are not nine Theyre too numerous to count hence array rather motes or cosmoses cosplaying Moses Moseses 
Individual personalities    

eyes go round an round You mean of course . your personality . . or personalities. tips his head

Not at all Consiglieres 
                         But perhaps since their musics like polkasMexico is closer Ive not been to Italy or intend to go . .
. . You don’t intend to go to Mexico.

I don I said closer
                     I used it once an it stuck Been usinit since
You’re crazy, man.
You shoudbe so lucky
                        They keep me on my toes
   
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I’ll need your driver’s license, I have to scan it.

Whell nuts
            If I don have it you cant sell me whisky

No. Every liquor purchase now must be accompanied by a driver’s license.

You remember meselling me whisky before   This feels a before an after

Yes, I do, but that’s beside the point.

Lets use your license

he rolled his eyes

You don have your license on you

eyes still scribbling Not on me, that’s not how this works.  Do you have yours or not?

I have mine
             I was tryin to get away with bein a teenager

Twentyone years old correct

To buy liquor, yes.

Have laws been amended the military cant signup anyone until theyre twentyone
I don know
Which is nuts
You can die for your country but you cant have a drink 
Vietnam hangover
Bullshit

   Can I scan your license?

Thanks for not asking to see it for being uberspecific 

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The Who  Won’t Be Fooled Again  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Jtb10ZwbReY


kindergarteners were losing their mindsSCHOOL FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL  at least most  excited to be at schoolmeet new kidsmake new friends
                            up the road is the University of North Carolina – Chapel Hill 
a shooter
         SHOOTER LOCKDOWN   the University   the Grade schools

kindergarteners first  DAY


the newspaper fell from his hands onto the kitchen table  

bringing their coffee to the table she had no place to set them down
                                                                       What’s happened?
Hunting Seasons begun

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