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   after thinking that  he was wonderingnow trying to ascertain how sociopathic he might be


driving through a remote moneyed conclave via French from Latin lockable roomlockable  estate  he saw a filthy brown dogwhite saddle standing in wet mud inside a yard contained by barbwire 
                                                                                his tail was down ears were down he looked like the kind of dog not that he knew much about dogshe favoured cats that if attended or kept with another dog his tail and ears would be up

he genuinely felt bad for the dog  his circumstance predicament   being alone 


having passed he turned the dogs circumstance onto a man a woman either alone   and that he couldnt care less 
   genuinely

he had more sympathy for the dog than he had for a human being 


   sociopath

socio -- pathetic 
                  or that a human being should be able to get along fine by themselves 


fine by themselves
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ZERO SUM game theory

military theory

football theory

social theory

economic theory 


Americans let them run their course  hands up  surrender 
                                                               Way its always been 
You owe me.

   debt  
         who is you typically a bloodless entity  corporation (Dracula) looks ‘as if his youth (had) been half renewed.’ The reason is clear. He has been renewed by blood. On his lips thick blotches of fresh blood which trickled from the corners of his mouth and run over his chin and neck. Dracula is gorged with blood, ‘like filthy leech.’  Bram Stoker 

theyre not entitled to a risk-free environment make shitty loans theyre obligated to suffer their bad business practise

he didnt casually remember the 2009 financial crisis doesnt suffer American amnesia

illegal deriatives  trading

bank bailouts

banks unchecked  not busted up  

CEOs didnt lose their jobs received shameless bonuses


10 million people lost their homes

 

Where’s this animosity coming from?

Accurate Good for you it is animosity  Its disgust 
                                                     At the beginning of the play-offs I happened to see a military flyover  Years nowas you know Ive watched game highlights on the computer  I saw football celebrate the military  I see their obscene bondrecognise their shared zero-sum mentality

Zero-sum. I think you’re reaching, going too far . . I think you're wrong.

I believe its difficult to make the blind see the ignorant learn  Bread and circuses Ironic isnt it attributed to Juvenal late first an early second century C E 
                                  CE  See   Si
 
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Do ya hear yourself

he irritated him 
                 Of course I hear myself.

Wha did yasay

What did I say.

Wha did ya just say why Im pushing back hard on you why AI isnt the solution tha we must be tha we have experience and by it from it our decisions mineyours ought to be made OUGHT based experientially not through data culled by some fuckin machine

You got a hard-on for AI . .
. . I do Unnecessary but stay on pointdon divert distract digress Wha did you just say

Regarding what?

This Our experiences versus AI

What did I say?

Regarding corporate greed corporate gouging Pricesthe last fuckin time you got a thirty percent raise
                                                                                                          Your experience ought to be tellin ya OUGHT 

So what did I say that tipped you?

   Tipped me  Understatement enraged me

I enraged you?
Yes  Wha did you  say

I have no idea how I enraged youwhat I said that would.

Are listenin to meevidently ya have trouble hearin yourself

I’m listening.

Thank you he took a breath  I don know tha You sure as fuck do

Know what?

Were being gouged An government isnt doin shit

I don know tha. 
AGAIN 
       You do so You fuckin do so

I’m telling you I don’t know that.

You do Wha did you pay for a Snickers bar as a kid

A nickel.

Yes anwhile you don know I know it weighed twopointfive ounces

I . .
. . Don give me tha take me at my word or put a hunred dollars down against me  I dare yaI fuckin dare ya 
Any idea wha it weighs now

I haven’t bought one recently. 
Quit woudya Don obscure the question ya don knowsay you don know excuse me  say I don know tha

No. I don’t know.

Good We can agree It weighs onepointeightsix ounces difference is wha

Difference?

Flash cards Two five zero minus one eight six fourteen to two fifty to two fifty Sixtyfour Yawanna do the math on the percent difference between when we were kids to now

I think not. You seem to have things well in hand.

Twentysix percent a quarter smaller 
                                      Whadoes our not-five cent Snickers bar cost today 
I haven’t I ah . don’t know.

Thank you 
           One dollar and sixtynine cents  I aint doin the math to know that corporate is gouging us  My experience tells me so

You Older than me 
                      Obviously have no experience
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Peter Tosh  The Day the Dollar Die  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=W33LC4Lch1w


perplexed shrugging within Im flummoxed  Yare telling me a woman hasnt ever turned you down when youve asked her out

No, I can’t think . . I can’t think of a time.

Not once

No . . no. Not that I can recall.

Ya cant recall 
               Whell thas horseshit

No I’m telling you, I can’t recall.

We can agree yare memorys for shit

I just saying I can’t recall. 
Because  your memorys for shit

I can’t remember being turned down. 


So then one might assume  you were playin it safe

Safe?  No I don’t think so.

I think so  hard to believe yawerent intimidated  Not to where ya didnt askwoudnt ask
Have you . .
. . Cant begin to tell ya how many times Ive been turned downtold no

You readily admit that?

   Ya deaf

Why?

Why wha

Why did they turn you downwhat did they say?
Say 
     I didnt askwhy woud I ask

I’d’ve asked. 
Horseshit 
           Women who intimidated youya didnt ask out
I said I don’t remember.
No
    Not in possession of tha faultless memory of yoursof course not


Why wouldn’t you ask?

I no why

You knew why. his face pinchedmissed his innuendo  Why?

They said no 
               A woman says no she means no wha do ya mean when you say no

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