she left with more than she could possibly carry comfortably
                                                                but he knew she could withstand discomfort
she withstood pain that sheas he aligned with discomfort Discomfort, Dadu, nothing more. it poignantly reminded them they were alive

One has to choose to suffer, don’t you think? Why would I do that?
                                                                       he nodded preachin to the choir

yet she would patiently suffer the ignorance of others if she believed she could enlighten themmake a difference

anhed have to admit his surprise how often she succeeded

she was a velvet glove 

he was brass knuckles

Girl ya got the patience of a saint

it was upon that gracious extraordinary patience she fell when she enlisted him and her husband and her sister to caretake her through the end of her life
                                          through the excruciating drip drip dripthe loss of her voice loss of her motor skills the drip drip dripdecline that accompanies dying slowly that ALS devised

her death certificate alluded to her ALS as the cause of death
                                                                 but they her caretakers knew she triumphed and lorded over her illness

her huge smile at her death confirmed it

0805,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  4  3. 20

1356,  Thursday,  3  9. 20

Doors  Crawling King Snake  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=K5cwmZxW0Jc

https://www.msnbc.com/the-reidout/watch/joy-trump-runs-on-law-and-order-but-he-breaks-the-law-because-he-does-not-care-for-it-91104325544 

                               when a cunt is a cunt is a cunt

tell him I said so

                   Id love to meet his fat ass on a common street alone

1751,  Thursday,  3  9. 20

he stepped in front of a buddy heading into the tavern from out of the alley

                                                                               Man yamight wanna not go in just yet  mebbe give it tenfifteen go around to the front look in through the window see ifa cat in a plaid shirts still sittin at the bar Youll wanna wait him out

Hes cryin in everybodys soup

Nobodys gettin a pass

The manll stalk ya

Hes buyin drinks

Ya drink

Yer doomed

Youll wanna shoot yerself

Whassup with him?

Hes upset

Whas upsettin him?

Letters  Letters he wrote home

Letters home?

Yah His maw died  She had kept all his letter since he moved out of his parents house Forty years of letters see

Forty years. There couldn’t have been ma . . 

. . Many Cat told me he wrote fourfive letters a week home and to other family  Imagine

Forty years?

Yah  He was in there scribblin a letter at the bar when I sat down beside him I asked Whoya writin man

Cat was writin his nephewya ever written your nephew

Nah. I don’t write a soul.

See  Hes in there writin and drinkin whisky an beer Bought me three rounds 

He bought your time.

He did  he nodded

they flinched as a couple of toms tossed some garbage pails getting at each other had to be some punany around or maybe territory

Fuckin cats.

              So what's with this cat, his dead maw?

She kept his letters His old man burned em

They were her letters, not his.

Yah I thought too Turns out his old man couldnt read his handwriting so his old lady read him the letters his son wrote him

He ditched hers and his see

Forty years?

Forty years Anhe said the letters were usually tenfifteen pagesfront an back

Fuck, man, cat had a lot to say.

Yah

      He said he could rationalize why his old man did itthough he thought he might have offered them to him before he burned em

I could see that.

Yah Me too

              Then he said it reminded him of his first girlfriend all the letterslove letters he wrote her When they split her new boyfriend was jealous of em wanted her to toss em

She resisted

One day the boyfriend went into her place when she was out took em all anburned them in the yard with some goofy carnival toys hed also won for her that she picked out

He burned up their memories

What a prick.

Yah Not gonna be a long relationship

She called him antold him all his letters were burned up

He asked why she didnt just give them back if he was threatening em Imagine how fuckin insecure  Threatened by old love letters  Written before he was ever around see

Jesus. So these guys burned up . . his memories.

Pretty fuckin cruel

                    But thats wha we excel athuh

Yeah. Wanna have at drink at Johnny’s up the streetI’ll buy ya onekeep your streak alive anless costly to your psyche

Me anmy psyche thank you  Yah

0850,  Thursday,  3  9. 20

Joe Cocker  The Letter  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LlX5IWwizGg

the CDC wants states to prepare to distribute a nonexistent vaccine November 1  that will be nonexistent until likely mid-2021 end-2021

                      https://www.politico.com/news/2020/09/02/cdc-states-vaccine-distribution-407783?nname=politico-nightly-coronavirus-special-edition&nid=00000170-c000-da87-af78-e185fa700000&nrid=00000167-851a-d01a-a567-d79e0c9d0000&nlid=2670445

a politicised vaccine to yank the presidents ass out of a sling which Americans are suffering because he was inept
is horseshit

remember the game Mother May I?

                                      this game is called Cunt, I Aint. 

1553,  Thursday,  3  9. 20

Frank Zappa  I’m the Slime  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iiCQcEW98OY

when things were called to an end

                                    he realised  when she was 20 half her life was over

not that anyone could possibly have known


although she insisted she was going to die young

anwhenever she related that she incensed him

                                                 they were the only times he found himself angry with her

as a matter of fact she said emphatically she knew it would be true   

                                                                        she was certain as he was when he said he knew hed live into his 90s  perhaps beyond

his advanced age would be a matter of his bad habit of noticing everything  and because everything did not reveal herself at once he had to be patient

                                        everything would unfurled unraveled  like a good stripper

anhis rope had to be long enough to allow him to rappel to the depths he intended to venture

she said he was a chronicler

a listener  lister

a namer

a charlatan of preposterous fantasy and reality

2147, Day-between-Two-Ts,  4  3. 20

1600,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  2  9. 20

Simply Red  Holding Back the Years  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yG07WSu7Q9w

$186K -- killed

radiologist not infectious disease expert not public health expert Scott Atlas insists on the advent of herd immunity

https://news.yahoo.com/trump-appears-surrender-coronavirus-spread-044630166.html 

                                                                                             AwrightOkay lets begin Atlass herd immunity at the very top lets infect Atlas every senior White House official the president vice-president chief of staff cabinet members every administrative White House support staff with coronavirus

give em 14 days

then letem talk to the American people

no skin in the game

                     shut your fuckin mouth

0008,  Thursday,  3  9. 20

ELP  Welcome Back my Friends  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0VsifANR96s