love letters

    he hoped people were still at it

handwritten pen to paper envelopes stamps   maybe even a lipstick kiss on the back

fucked with his girl several times 

  

his Dad kept all the letters his Mom wrote him while he was in the military

her kiss on the back of each

and the man didnt keep letters

when he was in college and fellas got turnedround in their relationship  things souringcouldnt put their finger on it  gaga over their gal

    Five spot  I can help

                           Money back guarantee

Five bucks?

Ja

      You answer my questions

Ill write a humdinger  You rewrite it in your own hand

                                                          Money back guarantee

Ya get a blow job I expect a bonus

You seriou . .

. . As a heart attack

never returned money

                         didnt receive many bonuses  but often smiles big enough to suggest they did

 

    love letters

people might assume they know what theyll read

from his girl

                he  wouldnt  dare

might begin

               My love –

end

       . . . I love you so very much.

in between

              all bets were off

Baby. There are some things money can’t buy, and you, ferally uninhibited, is one.

                                                                                        Thank you.

2100,  Wednesday,  14  8. 24

1308,  Thursday,  14  8. 25

they werent his

but they were raised by a mind he helped inform for good or for bad

he didnt solicit

she asked

he said

for good or for bad

wasnt his call

“Harmony is secured through sameness.”

                                               why want  harmony

discordant played better in his head

and hers

               they werent looking for friends

when they happened

they werent looking

turned out a good fit

“Pure mind obeys without question.”

pure

        seemed to him that mind

was dead

 

he telephoned her

                    Hey kiddo Read your texts

 

she was listeningcould hear her breathing

In a tough spot

    I am.

              Thank you. I know I can always reach out to you.

 

Did you want to talk about it

No.

     I just needed to get it off my chest.

I knew you’d listen, you’d hear me.

Any old time at al . .

. . All ya got to do is call.

 

                              I won’t ever forget.

Thas my grrl

 

I love you forever.

I love you 

1440,  Saturday,  12  4. 25

1030,  Thursday,  14  8. 25

James Taylor  You’ve Got A Friend  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5_r6yp8xGa0

Beatles  All I’ve Got To Do  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=anMW41uvb_s

hed been to some pretty outrageous parties

                                              a particularly memorable one

in a crowded livingroom two fleshy women engaged in a lively sixtynine on a hardwood coffee table

he hung around to see who came first

                                                  made no bets

   he wasnt invited

crashed it

most of those parties he crashed

    this was another in that category

entering crossing an expansive foyer what he thought were incense simmeringthin whispers of smoke emitted from slender metalworked wall sconces swirleddivined by passing bodies turned out to be smouldering Thai sticks

                           itd been some time since he partook

he took deeply

wandering deeper inside amid attractive people he excused his way to where an complete bar was set up

a help-yourself

he helped

then meandering sipping from a tall whisky and soda three icecubes looking for some funsome game she crossed his path

unattended

maybe a meanderer like him

she was spectacular

making a beeline towards her she saw him coming didnt divert he wondered how the hell it was possible to pack all those curves onto such a short frame

maybe  five feet tall

she beat him to the punch

                             You’re new.

amicably Youre a sight for sore eyes

You have no idea what sore is.

he was lost for words

she smiled  turned away from him  began up a hall that lead into a wing of the house

as she walkedChrist she undid untied unbuttoned garmentsdropped them on the exquisitelypatterned runner laid over the wood parquet herringbone floor

                                                                   Think he was overstimulated

Well he thought as he followed Feels like a dare          

supposed he had to discover what sore was what it entailed

as he followed gulped his drink  set the glass on a console table   and either a bit of it splashed onto his chin or was spittle

                     aroused word entered his mind

casually she kicked off her heels

naked to her skirt  luxurious black hair across her shoulders sweeping her back she went left through an open doorway Said the spider to the fly he thought                                                                                                                 he said Inya go

must have heard him  

she laughed gayly

OneAM,  Wednesday,  6  8. 25

0922,  Thursday,  14  8. 25