she broke his heart

he admits it

time an again

              ravagingache its murmur echo went out spread  like oil on water went down up a myriad of directions  spread like fine aerosol  atomised  

                                   she broke his heart she broke his heart she broke his heart

they were heartbroken for him

wondered how to console him

he heard he always heard them

                                 could feel them  bubbles within

he put his hand over his heart pressed

he could feel fractures mismatchededges facets plateshe could feel the heat of its molten interior somehow  contained  coalesced

he put his hand over his heart to console them

                                                 There there

he was fortunate to get that out

there really wasnt anything he could say

he remembered when his grandfather diedhis fathers father his grandmotherhis mothers mother held him rocked him

There there

she said nothing more

she broke his heart

all of Him suffered

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1129,  day-between-2-Ts

Israel Kamakawiwo’ole  Somewhere Over the Rainbow & What a Wonderful World  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fahr069-fzE

You’re ridiculous!

hed taken her around the bendcouldnt keep he didnt stop  lost her

                                                                       an whenever he lost or was losing her she refused to crySTOP

so he didnt

ridiculous was her insult

he thought as often as he lost her her insult would have improved

he gifted her a thesaurus

                          when he told her he was getting her one she momentarily looked confused

Not a dinosaur Unless a Synonym was  A Synonymsaurus

                                                                Not ridiculous   The terms ludic 

he printed on a piece of paper  R I – D I C U L – O U S

                                      L U D I C

Some funhuh 

              You were in the neighbourhood

now she was simmering

as he knew she would

he used a word and hadnt offered its definition

                                                   they usually afforded the other that

she could crySTOP

not be lost

was her choice

You know what ludic isright

I don’t.

Why didnt yasay

I was waiting for you to say you usually do.

Aw  Ya didnt give me the impression you didnt know Did I blink when you did

                                                                                       Ludic

A fine term Adjective descriptor

                                     Showing spontaneous undirected playfulness

The ludic behaviour of kittens  An me

Playful?  Time’s there’s nothing playful about you.

Aw STOP   Yare teasin me 

                             Im off the charts playful 

Im riludicous

               Sounds like a Roman gladiator

You know wha tha is

I do I know.

Thanks he noddedalmost mockingly teasingly  Playfully Just wanted to be sure I hadnt blinked in the meanwhile

   maybe if he bedded her

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1256,  day-between-2-Ts,  6  9. 23

The Who  You Better You Bet  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UCfO9zClQ8I

he didnt listen close enough then

had he

he might have been a bigger fan

as it was

Peter Gabriel leaving Genesis leaving the door open for Phil Collins to emerge excited him Bout time he thought if he remembered correctly

                       if he was a betting man hed bet he did

Sledgehammer

the lyrics that would have incited him

he and his girlfriend were discussing the beauty of vaginashe called a woman who was scorningbitching her a cunt  ha! she’s too good for a cunt. a cunt is beautiful in my humble opinion.

he enthusiastically agreed a cunt is Beautiful

                                                but comon baby I called her a scummy cunt  he could have been more descriptive he apologised soured warm whippedcream with a wormy cherry on top  but he rather not

you just did.

I said I could have said but I rather not

   they suspended animation

                                      then howled in unison

often they howled in unison

Sex ran a hard first touching out their ardent pleasure of laughing at many many things together

but he digressed

Sledgehammer

Show me ‘round your fruit cage

‘Cause I will be your honey bee

Open up your fruit cage

Where the fruit can be sweet as can be

he would have been a huge fan

not occasionally curious

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1044,  day-between-2-Ts,  6  9. 23

Peter Gabriel  Sledgehammer  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OJWJE0x7T4Q

Phil Collins  In the Air Tonight  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YkADj0TPrJA