27.11.24


    a friend

he was dismembered and reassembled in odd proportions by his mothers prenatal alcoholism drug use and smoking

    he was luckyfrankly
                             to even get out of that hole alive . . .  

Noonish,  Friday,  27  10. 06
1439,  day-between-2-Ts,  27  11. 24

What I Love About Women

I love their smell

       their smiles

               the quicktaunt of their tongues


I love the humour they radiate

       their silken powders

               colourful augments

enhancements which arent necessary

       for freshshaken in mornings bed

            their hair crazy

                        night sheets spuntwisted in sexpanic

                                 encouraging deepdeeper kisses   raw frolic
the blur of sleep evaporates

       aroused

                inspired hardbright eyes  they see and
throw shimmering mirrorballs of possibilities aroundsurround  us

       inciting invigorating  us


I love their Twin mirrors

       that Im unable to take my eyes from . . .  

Saturday,  18  11. 06
1415,  day-between-2-Ts,  27  11. 24

     Gide
            Do not understand too quickly.  excellent advice


he was often misunderstood
at the CRACK of a starting gun
                                     Gide beat him to the punch
misconstrued 
              he refused to lie
when speaking  in no manner lied


words can be like luminous oil on water
                                          bright reflective    enticing
people like to be enticed
                           entertained

which he felt was a failing  because wait  wait     wait for it      there is no commitment        

unlike written words  scrutinised 
                                    their errors  lies  exposed     excised
scales are balanced
                        only then are enticement desires   truthful


    Do not understand me too quickly
                                          Im learning to understand my warring selves
encouraging my many selves
                               who are  initially
by the same words shining on water  throwing off disinfectant sunlight 

he challenges
                ridicules

offensive perspectives

Do not understand me too quickly

Ill try to not understand you too quickly


    maybe together we can learn

Wednesday,  15  11. 06
1200,  day-between-2-Ts,  27  11. 24

she said  she was something
                               Excuse me?
Me

    You. I’m looking, talking, right at you.

Havent the whole night Twice Ive tried to say hello but you were involved in other conversatio . .
. . Not to my likings; I try to not be rude to men.

Perhaps three time’s a charm.
Or a strike out
                she laughed same music hed been hearing all night across rooms  behind him after he entered
he entered
             smiled mischieviously  Have you been following me

Oh look at you, not as thick as you appear.
Saynow
           A compliment or not

Take it, it is.
               I excused myself.  It’s late.
I wonder if you might walk me to my car. You see  she lit a cigarette  I’m very appealing to the opposite sex and throughout the party they have continually been making untoward advances that I’ve repelled. I believe because I’m here unaccompanied they’ve made poor assumptions.

    They’re incorrigible.
                          she blew a plume of smoke to the ceiling smiled pleasantly at him

Youd like me be your knight in shining armour

Night.  Possibly.
                  I’m concerned I’ve angered severaldismissed them curtly, saw their dirty looks; under the cover of darkness I may be attacked, or raped.

she was something
                    from a lesser woman her remark would have been ludicrous  she didnt strike him that way

    You want me to take you  he hesitated  to your car

she smiled real big  exposed pearly canines behind her full red lips Would you?
                                                                                               he got lost
maybe her teeth did that to him

Woud I
          Wha
seeing his expression she laughed
                                     Yes.  Take me.

he chuckledsaid Yaknow I like where this conversation has gone  so finish your cigarette an Ill just enjoy where I am
    No harm no foul

Wherever this goes cant compete with where I am right now

 

seemed a blur
               woke in nighttwisted sheets like binds her breasts on his thigh face on his belly hand on his chest crazyhair   was looking up at him
                                     hard bright eyes
Good morning.

cleared his throat Mornin

gently kissed his belly looked up at him again  looked at his erection Good morning.
                                                                                         chuckled  took him in her mouth

Wednesday,  15  11. 06
1012,  day-between-2-Ts,  27  11. 24