he liked to wear things outrelished keeping them long after others would thrown them away tsk tsk people because he respected themrespected their diminishing form and abilities anwhile they were no longer young thats a sin no longer as colourful or crisp handsome or beautiful they steadfastlyarduously retained their primacy could still and would perform their purpose their commodity

commodity may sound odd

   value

            ahbetter

his blatant shabbiness put people off though many were chasing their dreams

he was living his

                   if someone said anythingOhshit hed saypat his chest awnuts left my No soliciting pin at homeI was in a hurry  ya know what they sayFranklin said Haste makes waste  and smileleer ludicrous

it was curious someone would think hed give two shits what they thought

until the garment whahavya failed he had their backs he tended to be kinder to inanimate things cuz they werent not really      

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1720,  Sunday

  inside closed eyes

its hard to tell what was going on

but if one keys on the undulating motionthe bulge of their corneas shifting chasing  quietfixated  staring at the backs of their eyelids

  one might guess

        

he always had ideas

                       although he spent his days writing

anas he did he saw in his minds eye what he wrote commensurately his dialogue uttered in his ears  playing the parts he considered their wording inflection tempo  pauses    

when he took afternoon breaks to walkread usually several miles before returning home again hed either then prepare his meal feed his cats or viceversa the while playing again what he was in the midst of writing

                                                                                                    during the workweek while his food cooked he watched politics onlinehe was an addict  that was his fathers influence  an after dinner he watched film  his mothers influence  recently he watched seven foreign films in a row  their different settingssensibilities teasedintrigued him  they were unlike American cinema  violence sex violent sex action sex shoot em up sex car chase sex  a tepid pool so shallow one would be advisedcautioned not to dive

                                                                                              if one leaptup and entered from threefeet they might break their fuckin neckSHALLOW  gullible   but what should one expect when given that the majority of adults cant read at a sixth grade level 

                                                       Imagine  they couldnt celebrate the 100th anniversary of James Joyces Ulysses it would be lost on them  they were lost like Hansel and Gretel noshing on frosted gingerbread shingles

he had ideas he could imagineassign to the movement inside closed eyes      

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