13.5.19




Dont look now but I think someones following you


he talked to himself  
                    his voice carried in the confined narrow alleyway between brick walls it carried pleasantly  pleasantly like his voice did in the shower but everyone dug their singing voice in the shower

hearing himself he laughed 
                             he said Nobodys following me it carried over his retreating Dont look now but I think someones following you

no one followed him 
                      he had a string of farts he emitted a step at a time over ten feet that he relished

had someone stepped into the alleyway concurrently he would have apologised though only for courtesys sake 

if he was rude though he wasnthe was a product of propriety he would have gleefully stepped to one side or the other letting them pass and enjoyed their side glancetheir evil eye  their unarticulated You pig.


Aaah to be rude on occasion would be liberating    


0814,  Friday,  10  5. 19
1311,  Monday,  13  5. 19
The Low Anthem  Bless Your Tombstone Heart  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=h6qxJyIKPvE



he followed cowpaths deer an elk trails in Montanas Bitterroot 
                                                                 who knew the lay of the land better than they

he hiked with his dog Fatty a Samoyed Husky cross
                                                       carried a Colt revolver hung in a cartridgeholster casually around his chestunder his right arm  forward  so it didnt interfere with the natural swing of his arms a KA-Bar knife at his spine

lions and bears no tigers OhMy

he wanted options while he was in the mountains



in his Twenties those trails always intrigued himhad called to him  

now rural California a small city footpaths fashioned by small animals were followed by intransigents homeless vagrants  the paths wound down to creek beds ran beside them and passed under street bridges  these too intrigued him

people he came upon glared at him asif he was intruding asif they had some right to it and theirs superseded his  

he didnt carry the Colt

the KA-Bar nestled at his spine

Whadaya want? they snarled

Im walkin

Walk somewhere else.

Somewhere else is ahead  As I said Im walkin

You might wanna turn around, man, head back from where you came.

I might say the same to you  I live here in this town  

Probably a good chance if you take advantage of local shelters or food kitchens a portion of my money is helping you anif thats the case  you should say thank you
                                               But in any case Im passing through

You might wanna think about it again.

behind the man a bush trembled

there was no wind in the creek hollow

I dont suppose you understand a declarative clause

another man stood up out of the bush

he held a dried broken tree limb like a staff before him

Im passing through 
                     he didnt linger for any furthur yammering
the ball was in their court

if necessary hed protect himself

the talker bent over and picked up a crude staff too

they hadnt pay attention to the saplings growing mellpell around them

they could jab

they couldnt swing

their Mommas raised fools

he slipped the KA-Bar out from his spine  unsheathed it

he kept a keen edge on it with a stone 

it flashed a line of lightning under the green colourthe leafy canopy

he kept walking

they paused

he who hesitates is lost

they let him pass

not that they let him


Discretion is the better part of valour

Shakespeare

Henry the Fourth 

Falstaff pretending to be dead on the battlefield rises Prince Hal thinks he is dead and has left the stage  Falstaff says The better part of Valour, is discretion; in the which better part, I haue saued my life.

the “u’s” always bugged him 
                               though not half as much as these urchins    


it didnt strike him queer in the moment or later when he recalled it that he thought of Shakespeare

he read his plays for pleasure


he didnt think for a moment that they thought of Shakespeare



after walking past them he continued along the small animal path along the creekits increasing bramble never once looking back over his shoulder

the next bridge was in a halfmile

he couldnt help but casually wonder if more Mommas hadnt raised fools

1336,  Friday,  4  5. 19
1429,  Twosday,  7  5. 19