27.5.20



Gawddamn itd be tough to read in candlelight
                                                   maybe if he had a Lincoln fireplace in Indiana and his gumption . . though  reward for gumption can get ya shot in the head or worse


anyway daylight failing outofdoors he bookmarked his page with a Rexall receipt for a box of rubbers and Switzer black licorice

the pharmacist loved him  she said

she dug that he thought to buy rubbersdug his choice of brand which was a tease  he purchased them on her recommendation the first time he bought from her he asked hercountering her question which make he preferred
Which one do you like

the sternness in her eyes faded

he read the nametag affixed to her breast Dolores please when you have a moment could you sell me some prophylactics

Prophylactics? So formal. Condoms?

Yes  Please 

Which brand would you like?

What brand do you like

                                  his question hung lustily in the air between them

Which do I like? she thought she said it under her breath

Yes Which condom feels best to you

she blushed  her colour corresponding nicely with her palegreen tunic

Colour looks good on you Dolores

she looked down from the elevated Pharmacy platform – which always made the pharmacists look so damn superior and beyond reproach made them appear like the Great and Powerful Oz a curtain did hang across the doorway at the rear of their station hiding their surplus
                                           You’re quite the charmer, aren’t you? A real smooth operator.

he smiled coyly Whatever do you mean


she felt a warmth between her legs

she never felt that warmth before while working  she was working

she eyed the young man still in high schoolprobably half her age  what she could do . . the warmth went to wetness . . Stop she thought  Dolores stop . . Which condom feels best to you still whispered in her ear purred like a cats breath a soft nuzzle a ticklish feather 
                               almost mesmerised  Feels best to me?

Yes Dolores What is your brand I wanna drive my date nuts Anyoull excuse me for saying so but you look like you know a bit of something about nuts

You’re driving me nuts. it was out before she could curb it

he smiled larger wolfish
                           then let the fish off the hook My Maw calls me charminga real charmer Im often curious if I get it from her or my Dad  Theyre a pair

Maw took Dolores down a mite
                                 Your mother’s an insightful woman.

Dont I know it I agree She is  Im a feminist because of her I learn something new every daya new perception from her about women Although she may not know Im taking leads off her instructionsgarnering an education I couldnt find anywhere else That said I see exceptional women denied and muzzled every day by men who assume they know betterthey know better for a woman than she knows for herselfHorseshit Men believe themselves entitled when the only thing they really have going for them is that they were born with a cock thoughnot necessarily a swing cock between their legs

Im sorry to say a majority of them give mister a bad name an thereby soiling me 

Dolores’ heat that held began to heating up an she honestly thought she could fuck him  she didnt usually think about fuckin there were her children her husband job that sudden long straight freeway seemingly without exits that compelsimpels one to lay on the gas and hurtle so no distractions either left or right are seen except as blurs blurred others and other then not in ones lane or orbit
                                                   she hurtledshe was consumed day to day week to week month to month  as did most around her
                                   seemed like only yesterday she met her husband at a dance in a basement an afterwards wanted to get away to make love somewhereanywhere

but after the dance he took her home like a gentleman should but didnt leave until they made a date to see each other againSoon

parting he gave her a tender kiss on her doorstep
                                                      and stepping downbacking away he smiled Mebbe I’ll see you around school Monday. and still backing away he missed a step on the sidewalkstumbled lost his balance and fell down on his back on the front lawn

Smooth

a bit flustered he rosehe laughed outloud Dolores he said  I hope you’re falling for me too.

she gave him a huge winning smile but didnt answer

he was so  so thoughtful he wasnt the best looking boy she ever saw but his personality made up for it that made him POP
      she wanted to make love to him


it took her a long time before she ever thought of fucking her husband
                                                                          then this kid comes along and makes her think of fucking


his mother created a monster



2202,  Monday,  13  1. 20
1254,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  27  5. 20
Ben Harper  Excuse Me Mister  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AVNQyJyDAaA


You didn’t?

I did

You wrote that Trump’s base would suck up his attack against Twitter, his right to the freedom of speech, an as president he wasn’t going to allow Twitter censure him . . you wrote his base would suck it up like biscuits an gravy?

Yah  Aint nothing wrong with that  I love biscuits an gravywho doesnt

But . . suck it up?

Yah I didnt call em deplorables

Jesus.
1644,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  27  5. 20



hed been putting this piece off every time it resurfaced after he buried it in sheaves of pages

it seemed he wasnt in the right place in his head  to negotiate it
it was the last Christmas hed have with his daughter


             today 



within a stones throw of Christmas Christmas had been just another day for him since his daughters left home and his wife died

he refused to be a celebrant 

commercially or religiously

as B B wrote the Thrill is gone


he remembered the Christmas Sears catalogue when he was a boy

it was a kick flipping through the slick glossy pages at toys that appealed to himHA as laterhe recalled when he flipped through girlie magazineYES without the hard-on

he kneweven then as he looked that they were only temptations  unreal    ads

he became inured to advertising
                                   water off a ducks back
it didnt make him curious

together they were handmaids witnesses to his vow  always need over want


over the years he hadnt satisfy many wants  

very few bubbled up through the heavy organic mud of his need

need is fertile loam
                     he planted seeds in it tended the seedlings recognised that mortality was built into it and not everything was going to flourish

he sought improvements
                        not perfection

nothing man or woman touched would ever be perfect

despite the contrary insistence of tyrannical big brands




his daughter texted him she could no longer speak she turned her fone so he could read it  :  :  Dad. What would you like for Christmas?

Ohbaby youre so sweet he looked her in the eyeshis eyes tearing up Nothing or no one can give me what I wantwhat I really want

Thank you very much for asking

she began to weep too

she nodded


Ill take a kiss though

                          they smiled through their tears

0802,  Monday,  23  12. 19
1149,  Twosday,  26  5. 20
B B King  The Thrill is Gone  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kpC69qIe02E  


She saidWho said She saidWhos she
                                          Shesah White House press secretary numberfour Kayleigh McEnamy 

Ah   Continue 

Ms. McEnany defended the president saying the theoryWait the president had a theory thats sketchy a theory is usually conceivedlaboured over for considerable time derived after extensive thought   

Lemme finish  Ms. McEnany defended the presidentHidin behind Mommies skirt  Woudja let me finish . .


Ms. McEnany said the theory . . Nothing   Im listenin
                                                         She said the conspiracy theory regarding the death of a former aideShe has a name Yes Her name Her name is Lori Klausutis Thank you Everyone deserves their name Please continueexcuse my interruption

Thank you   Ms. McEnany said the conspiracy theory regarding Mrs. Klausutis’ death a former aide to MSNBC anchor Joe Scarborough which the president tweeted was not “an original Trump thought”

An original Trump thought

Yes

I have to hand it to her

Excuse me

Yes McEnany knows of what she speaks

How

Frankly I find it unlikely that either she or Trump have had an original thought in their lives They regurgitate It is curious however that they can regurgitate without looking vile despite the vileness that passes out of their mouths
Thats talentreal talent

1052,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  27  5. 20 


Minority House leader Kevin McCarthy (and a group of 20 unnamed House Republicans) have a lot of balls assaulting the Democrats new proxy voting system

McCarthy whines “It is a brazen violation of the Constitution, a dereliction of our duty as elected officials, and would silence the American’s people’s voice during a crisis.”

he thinks the caveat to McCarthys statement is “during a crisis”
                                                                    because there is no question that Congressional Republicans have been derelict in their duty as elected officials and have abysmally failed their oath to protect and defend the Constitution of the United States
                                               or approximating McCarthy words brazenly violating the Constitution

if the Constitution were a woman shed be screaming RAPE!

1013,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  27  5. 20