the only thing that matters is
how youre doing and how you might get stopped
behind these words were images of
houses razed knocked down burnt
before the fires were set mobs pillaged their contents
if he looked at the foreground of these images he would see bodies of men
women and children they had been brutalised
bound with rope cotton clothesline barbed
wire or chains
he couldnt fault them for trying to protect what was theirs
he didnt want to see
he needed a break
honestly
they were going to have to quit meeting
like this
it wasnt good for his health not mentally or physically
he could be honest with him
he was he
his dreams were unrelenting
he supposed he was at fault he announced
long ago that he didnt have or suffer nightmares frightdreams bad dreams a dream was a dream was a dream why label them
he should have anticipated he was
asking for troubletempting fate
he could hear his argument Whaya
bitchin bout Ya said a dream is a dream Content didnt mess with ya
Yahwell shit I didnt think yad go rogue cutthroat bloodthirsty
didnt think yad settle on a theme Whars yer sense of humour whimsicalness yer fantastic nonsensical dreams the erotic dreams
Its been weeks of shit
Weeks of dire Nonstop direrrhea
Ifn yacant toss a switchthrow me
a bone fuckin stop visitin
I mean it
A dreams a dreams a dream
Cuntess Dont beat me up with my words I spoke them in a different
environmentdifferent atmosphere An
theyre beyond my control
Its bad enough they have to
victimise me without youME victimising
myself
I aint a zealot a cutter a masochist I take pain when I must but I dont go lookin for it And you shouldnt be bringing it to my
doorstep like a burlap sack of newborn puppies with their throats cut to see if I can save
one of the litter
Because I couldnt
Because they
were all deadbledout when you knotted the sack and dropped it off
Shame on you
SHAME ON YOU
Yah fuck Shame on us
Do me a favour Stop STOP If I got to Ill cut you off
at the knees
Whos violent now
Who predisposed me to this
violence . .
.
. You . .
.
. Me? Fuck you! Us
An now Ive served you warning
Do not fuck with me
Weve woven years together unacrimoniously
I asking you to improve our
programming Thats all
I know you can
I know you can be the better manweve
been the better man in the past
Fuck this nonsense
Its essential to be aware
But its shitstain shouldnt colour
our playtime Take a breath Dont answer me nowIm not asking for that Think about it
Think about it
You mean change it up
Yes If anyone understands my predilection to
violence you do Get off my back
Ill get off yours
Ill think about it
Good Dont be stupid the
only thing that matters is how youre doing
and how you might get stopped
0514, Sunday,
3 3. 19
1406, Friday,
8 3. 19
