brilliant

. . . thoughts and prayers

                              who says that and means it

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gny4tLqM2Jo

2303,  Saturday,  13  9. 25

reality-based  https://heathercoxrichardson.substack.com/p/september-13-2025

the long form of finding one’s way to travesty

                                                 “As (felon  sexual abuser  lair’s) narrative falters on . . . so many other fronts, MAGA is moving to the violence of the far right to achieve what he cannot. In that, they are fueled by the right-wing disinformation machine that is whitewashing Kirk’s racism, sexism, and attacks on those he disagreed with and instead portraying Kirk simply as a Christian motivational speaker attacked by a rabid left wing. (Felon’s) vow to award Kirk the nation’s highest civilian honor, the Presidential Medal of Freedom, posthumously reinforces that image.”

talked with a friend who was in Vegas

was playing slots

won seventeenhundred

    he wasnt impressed

                           friend had easily lost that over the last three years since he began frequenting it with some regularity

friends wife was a gambler

notorious for leaving Vegas with upwards of fivegrand when she stopped

                                                                               shed stop without him in tow

SPHERE

           the rage

not a place hed attend

would be overstimulated

contending with himself subconsciousness mariachis dreams

                                                                  like juggling

he was constantly having to stoppickup what he fumbled

not that it irritated him

                         Jung taught him Freud was a fraud it was critical to turn a ball over and over again like a small child who was just introduced to  a   ball

                                                             so No

he was grateful he had time at his disposal

                                               time wasnt bitching him

We coud do the Sphere together

No. I’ve no interest.

I coud interest you

                     A one night stand

At the Sphere?

Ja

What would be the show that would compel me?

Say compel I think The Exorcist

                                  Thank youthad be the shitbut I had something else in mind

Something else occurred, to your mind?

Ja

That’s scary.

Not so much

               Although itd require the strip to forewarn adults visiting with children Itd be a midnight show I know midnight in Vegas isnt a thing but to parents with children Remember when we were kids  Ten oclock the advertisement rolled on TV  Parents Its ten oclock Do you know where your children are

Youll remember communities the citythe suburbs  all   their police enthusiastically enforced the curfew

I do.

Ja

       So Id have tha Old School ad broadcast across Vegas

Then have the Sphere run a tripleX porn 

                                            Im watching loads to determine which film woud be to die for on the Big Sphere

    I don’t watch porn.

This woud be immersive porn

You think Rocky Horror Picture Show had it going on

                                                         Sphere woud crush it no competition

Don’t invite me. I won’t come.

Cum

         No you woudnt

Your loss broheim

354preferred,  reggaefriday,  5  9. 25

1727,  Saturday,  13  9. 25

https://www.thesphere.com/

Rocky Horror  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4plqh6obZW4

he felt he should read

was reading nonfiction 14:1 fiction

                                            whats that say

should someone ask hed say nutrition 14:1 to candy  treats

                                                                      though hed admit

what he learned from either were applicable to life

                                                        whether experienced   or voyeured

his dream experiences plentiful an understatement were voyeured  they proved on many more occasions than he would have imagined possible to be beneficial

    he read

as he did something occurred to him from out his peripheral waylaid him  but as it did he yawned it was two in the morning he yawned too big too deeply  and whatever had been there vacated  dissipated   effortlessly

he didnt move a muscle

deer in the headlights

 

Nah

               Gone

and as his experience his natural affectation

                                                  going out the doordidnt hit him in the assheading down the streethe didnt look in the rearview mirrorAdios        

  it didnt leave so much as a bone for a dog

                                               exited  excised   left

2330,  Tuesday,  9  9. 25

1620,  Saturday,  13  9. 25

NSYNC  Bye Bye Bye  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Eo-KmOd3i7s

the California buckwheat

                              he called it the brain plant

a horticulturalist would call it Eriogonum fasciculatum

                                                                 Greek Latin Latin Greek like German Jew Jew German

he couldnt resisthad to dig in

Eriogonum

             Greek  erion  wool  and gonu  joint or knee

fasciculatum

               Latin  bundles  which describes the growth pattern of its leaves

the California buckwheat is a keystone species

                                                   that which holds the system together  keeps it

think bees and pollination  they play a disproportionately large role in their ecosystems

                                                                                                or

DO NOT FUCK WITH KEYSTONE SPECIES

buddy had an extraordinarilylarge Cali buckwheat hell not forget its name in the future as his loving nickname for his girlfriend is buckwheat in his backyard

                                       its diameter likely eightfeet  height  threefeet

its a specimen

largest hes ever laid eyes on

theres a three-point rock wall that runs along a narrow path across from the buckwheat

he liked to walk the wallchallenge his balance would stop to admirelook down onto the buckwheat

    buddy and he were high

Would you get down off of there?you fall hurt yourself you’re taking yourself to the hospital.

I will disavow you were on my property.

I woudnt sue you

You try, I’d kill you.

We understand each other

Perfectly. Unquestionably.

Ditto

            Question

Get down first.

Im gonna finish walking the wall

                                        when he had he stood at buddys feet where he sat

My question

Yes.

If I moshed leapt headlong upanout landed on the buckwheat arms wide legs spread woud I crush it or woud I get caughtup on spines like Pinhead

    Pinhead?

Hellraiser

    Hellraiser?

Chejus

         Just gonna repeat me

I don’t know what either is.

How coudya not A great horror film  A franchise

                                                      I rented it to terrify every new girlfriendtheyd crawl all over me

It was fantastic

Ya missed the boat muthafucker

    Crush or hungup penetrated by spines

You’d crush the plant.

Okay  Thank you

Why’d you think of that?

Broheim

               Im high                                   

1517,  reggaefriday,  5  9. 25

1251,  Saturday,  13  9. 25

Hellraiser  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7y8nzum9c8M 

Germans like Jews Jews like Germans have words for everything

                                                                       yetzer hara evil inclination

the innate human impulse towards self-interest pleasure potential evil

he also received that through the writer W G Sebald

    tickled by words

                              yetzer hara one fishhook  y

why

       because

hed been talking with buddy about sharing a piece of chocolate

                                                                     specifically

how children are taught to share chocolate or some sweet

when it is broken the child who is sharing is to take the smaller pieces

                                                                            which is not innate

children people are greedy

given their druthers

they would share

but theyd naturally take the larger piece

                                                       Muthafucker ought to be happy Im sharin

yetzer hara

Wha do you think

                   Wha percent woud want to eat the larger piece

That’s tough.

Its not

           Obviously  Naturally

The percentage at a minimum will exceed seventy

Baseline?  Yeah.

 

    I’d say seventynine percent are greedy.

                                                You?

You know Im an absolutist Well into the nineties

                                                    If the world were ideal  Onehundred percent

People are greedy

                      If given their druthers theyre naturally zero-sum

Whenever I consider the appeal the floor  the benefit on which cooperation collaboration stand I unfortunately see the circling shadows of vultures overhead who believe the benefits belong to them

By their means they coerce cooperation and collaboration

That’s dire. You really think so?

Its evident

               Yetzer hara

2315,  Sunday,  7  9. 25

1114,  Saturday,  13  9. 25

W G Winfried Georg Maximilian Sebald  in his collection of essays Silent Catastrophes wrote “. . . caring for sick family members is a contributing factor of the aetiology also etiology though he preferred its spelled with the a  the aetiology of hysteria.”

                              again

tickled by words

                     aetiology ætiology  “study of the causes, origins, or reasons behind the way that things are”

also catastrophes

their alphabetic fishhooks  g  y  &  p  f  g  j  p  q  y

                                                                        g  y  p really gyp-sy looking now       

if hysteria isnt bad enough

                               aetiology of catastrophes

neither strike him attractive

although his experience was amplified

he didnt helped care for a sick family member

they cared for a dying family member

hysteria was not allowed

death was catastrophic

see what can happen

when a rabbithole appears

and one descends into it

 

complexly bizarre 

     P T S D

2316,  reggaefriday,  12  9. 25

Wikipedia  https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_English_words_that_may_be_spelled_with_a_ligature