19.3.25


he interrupted himselfinterrupted  the movie   his daughter recommended but hadnt  watched
                                                                                                      Awright
Awrightawright   Lets see

   Lets try not  cheat    not
                                fuckCHEATED

A Real Pain

Why did he cheat

Who wants to know


     he CHEATED simplybecause  he wasnt going to remember the name of the film and he wasnt going to have that fight
                 been in those fights
one of the main characters  Benji  remindedem of himself

   ugly   not a goodlook
                          looked like Wisconsins favourite
steak tartare

      if Montanas favorite
the entire steak tartare is one fuckin animal
                                               ONE Three Dog Night waft in his ears

   one  animal
   One                                                                                                                                   
        he was thinkingHow Nice  it was that he was at the top of the hill across open ground 
                                                                                                                          open ground means something different to a force with firearms and one without 
on top the hill
one entry

   he thought about it
   


he liked one entrance one EXIT

 

Why we here

Why have I convened us

   Convened
              I   I I don think Ive ever been convened

No sweat  Not communicable

I shoudwe shoud  take your word for it

 

he looked over at the door
                            a bright red E X I T sign over the top of the heavy metal door

he liked to think EMERGENCY EXIT doors were lighter

Because you shoud  

 

   Why do you like to think tha

he dug his to into the dirt floor
                                 The difference  donya think    between ESCAPING and EXITing 
  
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2126,  Wednesday

apparently not to be outdone by Russia  not be confused as a secondrate State
                                                                                      the US Pentagon
spokesman John Ullyot
                         so fuckin clever
online sites were disappearedscrubbed for inflammatory DEI content wasnt white enough
                                                                                                                 that it has also renamed Discriminatory Equity Ideology

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RX3xsmttaeI

slimyblack humour isnt his forte
                                   anwhile hes dark

even the Pentagon has exceeded his kneeslappin gallows humour
                                                                       his abject estimations

2PMish,  Wednewsday,  19  3. 25
1828,  Wednewsday

   he lied

if asked hed say that it was a welldevised wellconcealed tiger trap
                                                                         when in fact
it was a hole in the ground he fell into because he wasnt paying attention


prescriptive thinking

                         it found him
“ . . . relational and probabilistic thinking is just another way of making generalizations. It is no less abstract than typological (referring to the study or classification of things based on their characteristics attributes grouping them into types) and prescriptive (how things should be rather than how they are) thinking. You can’t see a relation any more than you can see an essence. (pg124)”

Louis Menard The Metaphysical Club

                                            the book found him
the hole found him

he wasnt hurt
a bit bruised

no one saw

so he felt prettysafe prettysecure no one would ask

                                                         except he couldnt shaddup the mariachis
their whoowhoos hahas harhars yuckyucks blatant bellylaughs shall he say   irritated him

Ya almost killed us
Didnt
       Donbe draumatic
Found my feet climbed out dusted myself off kept walking

You forgot something

Forgot

   Yah
          After you climbed out you looked around to see if anyone had witnessed your calamity
Then assured  then you dusted yourself offwalked away

Yadonwanna lie  by omission doya
                                       Pinned your girls ears back when they prevaricated
rolled his eyes Really

Wha

Prevaricated

We learn through youwerent a part of your vocabulary lexicon  harangue
                                                                               Sppose we woudntve
Goose gander moment an were terrible happy we were present
   Ya bruised your pride ego one or the other
                                                Were just grateful yadidnt break your fuckinneck


Not an easy thing to be dresseddown by inhabitants squatte . .
. . Truthspeakers

   Lemme finish my thoughtJesus    Squatters

Ah
     Might say that you were a welldevised wellconcealed tiger trap

 

 

he decided to shaddup  they were getting the better of him anhe hadnt many betters to lose

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best black humour by a State  perhaps     ever  
                                                                   he groaned Carlinstyle   ghastly  pitchperfect

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kwZAvWjQ8-Y

guess2PM,  Wednewsday,  19  3. 25

She broke up with me.  sob caught in his throat

he wanted to be kind he was an egghead they had dated threefour times
                                                                 Im   unsure  you were in a relationship  You were dating

It was more than that.
to his mind
            If I may  how did you see it meaning more
Not it. riled
              We had a relationship we were in a relationship.

saying it over and over does not make it so
                                       Dating  How was it more than dating
I’d expect that you’d know.

I don
       Inform me

It was blushed sexual.

   Usually Id be the last to ask
                                    Sexual he knew herspent time with her  they didnt date  they fucked  How so

You want me to kiss an’ tell?
                                I want her reputation . . retained . maintained . . untainted. I’m a gentleman.

treading lightly appeared he was going to have to play a game he hadnt since a kid  an adolescent
                                                                                         Between you an me  Wha base

Base?

The old couldnt resist old  old game  between boys and girls
                                                                 How far did you getfirst base  second
I’d still be telling.

Yah egghead
             Youd be tellin meitd go no furthurIve been in relationships

To be fair

You have not enjoyed many I just   just  I just want you to be clear


   We petted.

petted

           he was speechless


You’ll not say?

   Im your friend Im a friend of hers
                                         Mums the word

Thank you

he usually wasnt one to pull fancy wordshighfalutin vocabulary
                                                         Youre welcome
I imagine it was a  a fairly stunning  peripeteia
Yes, gripped my heart and shook me.

he nodded
               peripeteia  a sudden reversal of fortunatechange of  circumstances  ya tuckaway a word like tha don forget  eventually occasions present

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