3.5.20


beat   beat    beat
                         an the beat goes on

everyone gets it  they get it in the tongues they speak   some understand better than others

time is meant to be enjoyed
                             some have oodles and oodles of it perish the thought theyd ever be diminished or bankrupt or that they have obligations to others
like sixyear olds
the sun rises and sets on them

they have trouble understanding the beat that theres even a beat   time is effortless

maybe if they paused listened  or felt the beat of their hearts

or the beats doled out mechanically surgically  sometimes the beating of someone elses heart in their chest
because it was critical  the world needed them
                                                                                                              Awhorseshit

for instance 
             had he left the planet when he was stricken by whatever the fuck it was never knew like Humpty Dumpty he wasnt gonna be put back together again

a lot of people would have eaten (had omelets) might have survived or made better off his bits and pieces

truth be known
                 donating he would have dictated who wouldnt have been allowed to dine or made better

he wasnt utterly altruistic

utterlyaltruistic
                 looks and reads like a disease donit shoot that muthafucker in the head before the age of consent


0217,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  18  12. 19
1352,  Sunday,  3  5. 20
Sonny and Cher  The Beat Goes On  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RfbmjUQOFxs



da fuckin things we struggle wid are of our own makin

we do da things we do

did wha we did cuz datswha we wanted to do


all da mopin regret is horseshit


we wanna finger somebody elseblame somebody else for it 
                                                               for wha we did                                   

for wha we did 
fuckin natural
                 like da sun comin up inda mornin                                                                                             

ahdashit we do


alldashit we do
                  somewares in our crackpot skulls we tink we can skate  mebbe we can

ventually it catchesup wid us
                              catchesup quicker dan we tink an stares us in dafuckin eyeballs


Whadafuck was ya tinkin  Donsay    Donsay

Yawerent tinkin

Ifnya was tinkin  

Ya wouden be where ya is


Ahfuck da tangled webs we weave


Mebbe wish yawas a spider


Yid get quarry for yah efforts



Lalaladidah  Forgive me Fadder for ey have sinned

Muthafuckers got thick skin ainhe Thick skin to forgive da shit hes heapd wid


We do wha we do cuzdats wha we wanna do



Dun like it

Gid in line

Yacan blow me after ya blow Him


2312,  Saturday,  2   5. 20


liquorstore clerk woke him in the middle of the night whafuckin time was it Jesus  onethirteen in the morning why would she wake him was she going home was she coming to bed had she cum in bed she resisted him she didnt want to not just yet he respected her no he couldnt say he wasnt disappointed  he did play with her tits they were as big as her head and when he undid her braWith one hand? You can do that onehanded? Three hooks? he didnt say because he did undid her breasts didnt fall they jutted forward like those of a woodcarved ships figurehead  fake? he brushed a nipple with the back of his finger flattered it got up on its hindlegs she sighed he pinched it she gasped he clutched her breast she mewled he kissed itbit it something sounded deep in her throat and as he pushed her down on the bedher hand finding his Ca-ca-cock(?) that something that sounded deep in her throat breached No.  Please no.
Ca-ca-can you say pretty please no  they were bloodflushed moist  coy demur she pouted then said I ca-ca-can.  and smiled No. Pretty please, no?   
                                      liquorstore clerk he thought
     beat the pants off cellar door
      
0113,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  29  4. 20
1259,  Saturday,  2  5. 20
Kascade  On Your Mind  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gr86Lw785Fo 

68,958 American dead, Mr President


Trump says it’s safe to reopen states as governors grapple with loosening restrictions


Anybody ask this prick how many Americans have died since the novel coronavirus danced into the United States

68,958 dead 

Thats the answer Mr President
2135,  Sunday,  3  5. 20