30.7.23

a calendar

if you think about itreally  think about it 
                                               terror lives inside a calendar 

it is an numbered prettified assembly of tombstones


365 days366 on Leap Yearsleap of zeal and death innocuously gathered and stitched together

amassedproduced
listen to the whispers and cries from the death camps and killing grounds  the days dates didnt matter Soviet Union Germany Poland China Cambodia Americas Revolutionary East and Wild West Australia Africa Anywhere – it seems – wherever human beings were they slaughtered other human beings their common denominator: being a human being
We are impervious to this death concept

   CALENDARS
  Hallmark  the Cub Scouts Brownies Boy Scouts Girl Scouts 
lest it be declared with grave dirt or gray mortuary ash soiling the wall it hangs on sifting onto the floor beneath
fixing Its
fastening Its
fixating Its
Reality


it occurred to him as he wrote on calendar  scheduled times dates todays and dates to occur or as he timestamped dated his scribbled words letters poems stories  demonstrated his labor evenif only exercising

he slipped tags over their toes to anNOUNce them VERBalise them SUBJECTed them to their own lives which thenif desired could be etched in stone

they are visceral reminders of our own tombstones 
                                                      gaudy with all the days between our Insurrection and Deaddate and how callous and frequent we simply ignore our lives as they pass away 
were so damn sure

dailymonthly guides anoint us
                                 a Friday at 7:37 p. m. in three weeks
insidious year-long calendars purloining January 31 next year
NEXT YEARS

we really thinkwithout thinking
                                Shit. Aint a goddamnthing to worry about. I’ll seal the deal real clever now, I’ll buy me next year’s calendar or mebbe one of those perpetual ones.  Ahnuts, they got static pictures on ‘em. Month after month. Year after year.

Aww comon, tha's a fuckin’ small price to pay.

Yeah it is. 


   small price to pay Live forever.

Reggaefriday,  18  3. 11
0946,  Sunday,  30  7. 23
Justin Hurwitz  Senor Avocado (Babylon)  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WGzrSd64bl0


he read David Foster Wallaces Wiggle Rooms first sentencefour lines down from its beginning

. . . Lane Dean, Jr. 
                         hit the brakes
he despised Jr.s for their given Jr.
                                    anfor them taking it

. . . Lane Dean, Jr. imagined a warm pretty beach with a mellow surf
                                                                         but
reading it aloud  imagined a warm pretty bitch with a yellow muff
rubbed his eyes 
                 their imageries wrestled
he cheered his on

   reading it again
                    again it came out imagined a warm pretty bitch with a yellow muff 
ahWallace  Wha a fine literary trick

amused he wondered if he ever wrote childrens books Primers 
                                                                   See the crabapple tree flower

Is there a bedder thing to read than a Primer a push-in-the-back to move a kid along
                                                                                          an inspirer incenser   inciter 

giving wiggle room to grow


four lines up from the end of the sentence

. . . bone after tea

Bon appetit

   Brilliant Wallace brilliant
blew the shutters off his imaginings
 
Reggaefriday AM,  11  2. 11 or 3/11/11
0834,  Sunday,  30  7. 23
Justin Hurwitz  Wild Child (Babylon)  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tVAChUIU0dM


his just desserts

comeuppance crumpets

stranded in a dessert

fuckin whiner 
               sounds constipatedsounds like a cartoon character  I did everything right and they indicted me. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vOvfXCGKXbI

Whadaya mean sounds 
                           Diaper im 
Swathe im
Yah

Recommendations
Yah 
     You first                        

You have ideas

Hell no ideas  I know

Me too

Let the volley commence Chumley

Certainly Tennessee Tuxedo

Service slap!   Abena Abri-Flex Pull-ups

Prevail Pull-ups  MAX

Nice 
      McKesson Ultra Pull-ups  Heavy

sings He aint heavy hes my brother 
                                     TENA Overnight Super Protective Incontinence Overnight Absorbency
Absorebun-cy envy 
                       McKesson again  Ultra Briefs with Tabs  HEAVY

Prevail Bariatric Briefs with Tabs Ultimate

If its the ultimate why arya shagging it out this late in the game

Who knows if its the ultimate Thas advertising

I concede

Another

I do Tranquility . .
. . Ive got a Tranquility too 
Me first 
You first

Thank you 
            ATN All-Through-the-Night . .
. . Oh wow thanks for saying wha the acronym means

Yah no sweat
               ATN Disposable Briefs with Tabs  Maximum

Tranquility Air-Plus Bariatric . .
. . Okayokay thas twice now  Youre gonna have to explain whacha mean

Excuse me Shoudve stopped me the first time Id have stopped you 
                                                                       Bariatric pertains to obesity

OHman hands down knocked it out of the park

Thank you 
            Bariatric Disposable Briefs with Tabs  Maximum 

We crushed it

We did 
        Eight yah

Yah Eight
           Theres probably more but my head hurts    Idve thought one of us woudve had an Pampers entry

I don think there is a Pampers 
                                Thasaid  have you taken a gander on-line at the male advertisements  Trim guys sixpak abs wearing incontinency briefs 
No
Yah

Nah

  Yaaah

Well shit Ill have to take a look  

1704,  day-between-2-Ts,  14  6. 23
1408,  Saturday,  29  7. 23