18.7.19


he dreamed of naughty schoolgirls sounds nice huh 
                                                          a game they played a game of catch  he had to catch them they ran
they ran from the front lawn up broad painted wood stairs and disappeared into a French Colonial house through enormous wideopen doubled entry doors   

when he reached the expansive foyer they had disappeared but in the warm moist air he could yet smell their soft scents their talcum 

a schoolgirl peeped upstairs  he ascended following her voice  

he didnt understand her wordswhat she said  she goaded him   

he was nervous and excited and he breathed high in his chesthis breaths keeping his pounding heart company

he followed her voice up the stairs   

he walked on the balcony overlooking the great room doors off it lead to bedrooms

her voice emitted from the fourththe last bedroom at the end of the balcony


he stood in its doorway
                         looking right he saw gay motes dance in the setting sunlight which entered through a bank of windowpanes the panes throwing long exaggerated crosses on the white linen of a huge bed  to the left of the windows was a doorway a walk-in closet  and in the doorway receded inside it by barely a step the failing sunlight diagonally sliced illuminated half of the schoolgirls body

he saw her shiny black patent leather shoes a single strap atop each foottoes turned in white cotton anklet socks tawny calves knees thighs the plaid fabric of her skirtshe lurched against the doorjambfrightening him  then she rolled pinioned off the jamb falling towards the bedblood lashing its linenblood spent up the wall arcing she fell into the bedroom heavily headlessTHAT woke him THAT popped his eyes wide THAT made him afraid to blink or shut his eyes THAT

THAT


THAT 
       was going to make for a difficult morning difficult reveries a taunting schoolgirl decapitated   where was her head


0741,  Monday,  15  7. 19
1018,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  17  7. 19


Ahh  a quick turnslight of his head he offended himselfhe didnt like to think that way he was a visitor he ought to be respectful but he didnt see the car ride coming either change of plans flights shutdown out of Pensacola on their way through Alabama ascending to Chicago

a small town

stopped for a cup of Joe across from the City Hall which sat on the heel of a small mall 

a tall flag pole stood before the building

two flags

the United States flag at the top

beneath the State of Alabama

they flopped in a lazy wind over his head

he wasnt familiar with Alabamas flag

seeing it firsthand was uncomfortable 

a stylised Confederate flag for all intents and purposes he chuckled to himself to alleviate some angst  eggcorn  intensive purposes

his niece seeing the consternation on his face went to her fone It’s not the Confederate flag, uncle.

No What is it

It’s ah . . it’s the cross of St. Andrew’s . .
. . He didnt own slaves

No, no. The cross is called ah  ah a saltire, a crux decussate, the letter X in Roman type.

Youre quick on that fone

You can’t see your face.

That obvious

Obvious.

St Andrew Crucified on a diagonal cross One of the first disciples A fisherman Didnt feel worthy to die on the same shape of cross that Christ died on

Ah . .  ah, yes; how did you know that?

Reading Trivia Ive acquired a sensational bank of useless information Still I wasnt prepared to see a modified Confederate flag Or the state hiding behind Isnt the dominant religion white evangelical Protestants

Ah . . . Jesus . . ah . yes. Uncle, what are you reading?

Anything  Everything 

I think the Ku Klux Klan identified itself explicitly with the Protestant religion  And I think Andrews crucifixion or crucifiction as I like to call it is mighty obscure contrived  convenient

We should go.

We should

Though I cant help but admit to you what I was thinkingwhat I heard before I looked up to recognise the flags

What’s that?

Dont they together sound like loose flatulence

Oh my God, Uncle.

Lets roll put this state in our dustin our rearview mirror

Uncle . .

You said that You dont have to cry uncle no more


They lost the war


1344,  Friday,  4  5. 18
1506,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  17  7. 19
Joy Division  Atrocity Exhibition  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5AqeqAQ1ILI


Mike Kelly  Republican representative from Pennsylvania 

he thought Kelly got it wrong when he pronounced “I’m a person of color. I’m white.”

perhaps what Kelly should have said cutting to the chase I’m an asshole.

Kelly would have fit in well last night with overwhelmingly white MAGgotA crowd in North Carolina who cheered their president
              their president

0952,  Thursday,  18  7. 19

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