8.11.23


her voice was rawshrill eggshell thin  You didn’t say anything. I thought you would.

There wasnt anything to say
                                 As I wrote  It was a simple yes or no    Im a simple guy

Yes. I read that. But I didn’t reply.

Ya did 
I did not.
            You wrote me . a simple yes . . or no.

I did
      You replied

   But I didn’t write you anything.

You did not
              You did not

So by not replying . I implied . . no.

Correct he didnt want to aggravateexacerbate the circumstance by saying yes

she seemed incredulous So I’m very clear.  Not replying I implied . . no.

he sighed deep in his chest so she couldnt hear
                                              You didnt say yes  Your silence said no

That’s pretty onesided. 
                          My silence suggesting no.

   If one does not refute a contention their silence is complicit
                                                                   It   Agrees

But I didn’t say.

Baby you didnt have to  I wrote three weeks ago   

Youve said Its not brain surgey   I heard you 
                                                 I heard you loud an clear

   Were not talking because youre going to tell me yes 
                                                           Are you

No.

                                                                                     2216,  day-between-2-Ts,  8  11. 23


Shardechar wid me october

she agreed   mewed  she had the sun
                                            shes his queen the three other cats in the house are her kittens
she birthed them between his legs
he felt her archsuddenly straining
                                   No no no he said sitting upright
looking downthought she shit the bed
                                       No no no
then the turd moved

in the next hafhour she birthed again twice

first born shy March19
                          second leftie third bomber born March20
a helluvaway to spend midnight
                                  found a boxthrew a soft bathtowel in itplaced it under the bureau

she bound off the bed with one in her teeth he helped the other two down
stripped the bed
the mattress protector failed
blottedabsorbed what he could
lathered the mattress
patted up what he could
began laundering the sheets

checked on her

she was outexhausted

he grabbed a blanket slept on the couch

waking in the morning
                       Nah
hadnt dreamed
was sleeping on the couch 


shardechar
             october understood him

if someone read it they might not

hed devolve it rehydratereconstitute it

shar de char

share the chair
                 say sharethechair lazily

say anything lazily
slangy

cats follow theyre cool

they get ya
               deybecoo

   Yare on your own

1042,  day-between-2-Ts,  8  11. 23
Beatles  All You Need Is Love  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1A8sOOKianA


he finally shaved

itd been months

shaved  hiswanted to say the but suppose if you grow it you own it  his moustache an goatee
                                                                                               hed been getting into character for Halloween a Method actor Trick or Treater

when he shaved he became nonDude
                                        original Dude The Big Lebowski was played by Jeff Bridges John Goodman was Walter Sobchak Steve Buscemi Donny  bowlers  helluva a castmovie should have won an Academy Award

   nonDude
             kinda comes off as nude
nonDude nude

Thasa reach

For youya got short arms tough to masturbate besides who asked

No one An observation
                         Cant have you runninround pattin yourself on the back how fuckin clever you are

Not as clever as obvi . .
. . Obvious   Obvious
                        Ya kiddin me

Not obvious to you
                     Farsighted too Thamust make masturbatin a bitchbent like a pretzel Stay away from the snacktray someone might snatch yaup an eatya

   he glared at him

Nothing

   Yah  Yah Im afraid so got butkis

Yah
      I don know wha Id say either
Kinda happy I beatya to the punch


I know wha yare thinkin

You do
When you ooze back into the mire an folds of my brain

   You do

I do

Wha smart guy

Youll come up with something clever
                                                           Anyall think

Ill think . . .
              Wha

Come yare not thinkin   Think


Ill think . . .

Thas it

 

Shit
Yup

  Trepverter 
Yup
     Your clever retort will come to you at the bottom of the stairs   Too late
Say it with me

Wha

   NonDude  Nude

Nope             

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