21.9.15



Ive seen Church

Ive watched Church

a performance piece across a creek from one of Californias original Spanish Missions

the drama starred a young man and a very handsome young woman sitting beside him                                                                            
and beside them the entirety of her family as the womans mother served a sumptuous picnic lunch to her husband
her daughter   her other children    the young man
then herself lastly

the whole while she preached  preened her daughter to a womans happy role in the Church                                                                                                                                        
she set a practised illustrious example

little sises keen to their elder sibling

                                                                       
                                                                         but watching I saw something else
I saw The Father The Son The Holy Ghost
baiting their hooks with the flesh of young women baptized in a brass cistern of blessed water



I watched earlier solemn ceremonies

womens feet washed in tinfolded basins 
  
who then bent to bathe the feet of others



I gnawed at the bit

I was anxious for the main course
the fullbodied baptisms 
                                          the nine yards of line  sinker    the sharpened barbed hook


the young man naked  his testicles hanging

her familys hands holding him fast  he didnt fight

they extracted his solemn vow to take her as his wife under Christian Love and Law and the threat of castration



they were browncolored and somber and the young man in his dark eyes I saw was convinced



I was convinced


                            The Father The Son The Holy Ghost arent fools

or to be fucked with 

   




1958,  Friday,  14  8. 15
0045,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  19  8. 15