he thought  so they wouldnt hear

                                   didnt want to concern them   upset them

he was upset enough

five were dead

mariachis

             his

              

how they got out they did get in realeyesed   was beyond him

                                                                 attempted to comfort himself that they didnt escaped

if they could come

they could go

but none ever had

 

then they did

                and were murdered

two heshes

             pitted against each other by a shehe

they killed each other

a heshe desperatelytried to intercede

                                        tried to deescalate cool their fury

they killed them chucked them over a rocky cliff into the sea far below

                                                                           threw the young shehe heshe who accompanied the heshe after them

 

       why wouldnt they

he was violent

he damaged people

was damaged

hadnt killed anyone

                        at least

to the best of his knowledge

 

knowledge can blackout

five dead

hadnt known they could die

    made him wonder when he died if theyd escape  an exodus

                                                                    he might feel that

could certainly be a red herring in Deaths SURPRISE 

he needed to mourn

    he let the mariachis hear

before 7AM,  Tuesday,  21  10. 25

Wha a buddy

                    Thanks eversomuch palJaysus

was quite the cunt

but let him not judge

let him offer up what he readunderstood

                                            everyone has a right to their decision

he was the messenger

                        Joe Friday  Just the facts, ma’am, just the facts. gussiedup version of

“All we want are the facts, ma’am.”

 

W G Sebalds Silent Catastrophes

                                    “ ‘. . . with Richard, I accompanied a very pretty chorus girl from the Wiednertheater to her apartment, where we decided to draw lots for the favor of the young lady who was undecided rather than demure. [. . .] But since she had told me the name of her lover, a Hungarian aristocrat, and his doctor’s indiscretion had previously informed me as to the condition of his health, and when, with my arm around her neck, I by chance touched a gland which according to my medical knowledge felt highly suspicious, I nobly waived the prize I had won and left it to my friend.’ ”

                                                                                                he emboldened the words

he also said 

               knowledge can blackout

 

blackedout knowledge

                          he thinks Methinks  possible

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1145,  Tuesday,  21  10. 25

Zappa  Camarillo Brillo  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nkppN14ugMo

abruptly . . . don’t know how you do it.

How I do it

              Look at you comin in out of the blue unlike you

Let it rip before ya bust

Feels like I’m gonna bust. Yah.

                                 Aren’t lonely.       You aren’t lonely?

theyve had this conversation before

Weve had this conversation before

                                           Wha do you remember

Me remember? eyeroll  Ya dreamin’?

Ya tryin to make me laugh

You ought to.

It’s a little pitiful.

    Little

    Awright. Lots.

Goes in one ear an out the other

That sums it up.

Maybe you recall my recent epiphanies

No.

Books  Library

Yes.

Atta boy

            Then maybe you recall wha followed

No.

Philosophy

Should have studied philosophy.

                                          In college.

Apparently something stuck

    You want to elaborate?

Do I have to elaborate on philosophy

On yours, yes.

Thoughtful  Mindful

 

Yah.

 

Ja

Yah.

       Not really elaborating.

    If I said a flâneur

Nope.

Approaching life with curiositythisll make ya flip serendipity laughed aint coincidence cat tied himself up in knots conferring coincidences  explore without a plan

                                                If a plan 

Not spontaneous

If encumbered by anotherothers  Restrained

                                                  Time   Occupied

Im a zealot concerning my time

I like my time too.

I wasnt referring to you

                          You enjoy your timeagreed  You also need  need     entertainment

    You’re not judging?

Know me to judge

Maybe if I had time

My times too involved 

Too short

    Weighs on me

Weighs on me too.

Ja

I have to excuse myself

                            Im lookin into the murder of five of my mariachis

Had believedem untouchable   

0700ish,  Tuesday,  21  10. 25

they hadnt gotten off to a good start

maybe her period

maybe

         his

she sneered Man, you’re a piece of work, a real hors concours.

Been reading again nodded  Good

                                     I do not know what tha means Where did you find it

faked surprise facetious  working through a rough patch

                                                          You . . don’t know something?

Of course I don whered ya find it

                                     Unless I know as you know   I don say

Your everready Wittgenstein Whereo . .

. . Thereof

              Its smart 

    Unlike your occasional quick opinions

Then I think why arent ya on social media   Coud reign queen

                                                                    kneecapping her offence A real hors concours

Im all earsnot now but I will confirm for myself

    You can be such a prick.

I can

         Where did you find it wha does it mean

Silent Catastrophe . .

. . W G Sebald  Know it

                                And . . .

 

Two definitions.

Adjective first

Yes. sneered again

Really ought to do something about tha

                                           Like my Maw woud say Careful  God may make your face stick like tha

Adjective

Exhibitor.

Nah

Exhibitionist

Second

    Obviously French

Obviously.

 

 

Literary.

 

Unrivaled. Unequaled.

 

    Yapayin me a compliment  Or tryin to knock me

folded her arms across her chest

                                I thought I knew I don’t know.

    You frustrate the hell out of me.

Maybe you can take consolation

                                    Youre in a line made up of many

I try not to be difficult

                           I just am

 

A prick?

Id agree

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Cream  White Room  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VR90gQ-SIaY