Jameson

          another beer Jameson beer edible only five mg   tipya but  on top a Jameson beer  coud look like a Fourth of July night inside his head in the safety and everyone elses  home

                                                                                   Wha a thoughtful motherfucker

Ah  Mariachi

                 Thoughtful  Muthafuckerget your diction right

Muthafucker

                 Im not going to be embarrassed by you shits in my neck of the woods in my own home

Woods don take kindly to strangers

                                        Anaint nothing stranger than youse

Youll back us  Right

Yathoughtful

Muthafucker

    Then till the ends of the earth

                                       Mi casa es su casa

Spanish

Mexican

    Its Spanish

My old man lives three doors down  Its Mexican to him Mexican to me

                                                                                Capisce

Italian

Dago

          Understand  Catchin the drift

Were polacks

                 We can take polacks  Everyone else can take theirs

    The old mans a dying breed

Theyll die

                   Then   Maybe    Well cross the Rubicon     Maybe

Maybe not                                                      

Old ways are hard to kill

                             Take the South

Lost the war                                             

The Norths mistake was not executing every commanding general every Southern state executive politician for treason  insurrection

Those allowed-to-live dregspieces of shit  gave us the KKK Jim Crow lynchings  1919 Chicago Race Riots 1921 Greenwood District  Tulsa Oklahoma

If majority of the white religious supremacists then  Executed

                                                                         Maybe a more equal union today

No Johnny Reb statutes no Southern Crosses flyin

   Maybe

Hypotheticals

If I were a betting man

                            Vermin exterminated

More equal today

2018,  Tuesday,  13  10. 26

Say hello to my little friend Pacino  Scarface  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=j-uroeSgoS8

                                                                                                        Say hello to my novel little friend

Power through fictionexperience

                                     Experience  Imagination   Informs fiction

looked like he got a hitch in his gittyup

I dare you to disagreeI dare ya

 

    Fiction isn’t real.

A worthwhilethough asswipe rationale

                                                Excuse reason   Reason excuse

Did you fictionalise approaching your girlfriend  who later became your wife

    Fictionalise?  What’s that mean?

Christ

             Did you imagine asking her outimagine wha shed say imagine the kiss at the end of the first date

        Fictionalise

Wasnt a reality when you imagined it

                                           Was it

Shit coud have went sidewayscareened a misstep didnt slip her in time farted audibly

                                                                                              Not sayin ya did

Just darkenin the watersstirrin the pot

                                             Was possible

Possibilities coud have dinged a second date which you imagined was in the bank because of your magnetic personality

Fictionalised

                  Capisce

Look at me playin with your lingo

Dig

      My lingo

 

I follow.

Good

         My novel friend   Not armament  Not a rocket launcher    Automatic weapon

A book

Fiction

Every bit as breathtakin as reality

    Perhaps more so

                         Happens in your headcorrupts ya  kills ya

No murder weapon

Theres ejaculate

No fingerprints but your own

                                     Thas a drag

Maybe avoid tha

Maybe fibers

A cum sock

    Shoot me

                  My novel friend made me do it

Read Candy yet

                       Time to growup Peter Pan

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Altered Carbon

 

                     Youve seen an episode but then stoppedpulled back in order to read the book before returning to the programme

Yeah. Fascinating. Thank you for turning me on it, them.

Yabetcha

            The sleeve concept is awesome

Blew my mind, very cool.

Wha sleevebecause you can devise any entitycharacter you wish if you have the money  wha sleeve woud you want

              Or sleeves

Huh.

         I’d have to give that some thought.

Yahavent

             I don hate to say but  sleeve  my mind was reelin over the characters Id be

Really?

          Why?

Halloween   Masks

                       Get behind one  Or enter a sleeve  Become another person

Get to act babe

Act?

Ive had to perform most my lifeplay the game a game I excel at but end of day Im utterly exhausted

Id be good in a sleeve if I say so myself

                                               You

    Like I’ve said, I haven’t given it any thought.

                                                         If I may.

What have you thought?

First foremost

                 Be a hot broad

Knowing wha I like as a man curried with feline cunning skills likely Id kill some guy fuckem to death

Jesus.

Im not attracted to Him

tongue didnt work shook his head

I woud think of her me  fondly

You would?

Jah

         Also Truth be known   Think of her fondlely

I woudnt be able to keep my hands off myself

    Woudnt ya like to have multiple orgasmsnot have to wait to recover

                                                                                I hear say

Thasaid  Woud like to have the experience  if I coud

Whell.

         You have given it some thought.

 

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Mariachis (buddyboy thinks) circle my head like when cartoon characters are beaned stunned and stars and moons and nonsensical symbols turn orbit round their heads eyelids fluttering

Theyre not and hes not a cartoon characteralthough  hed concede being a character

No man mariachis don orbit

Your nin . .

. . Theyre more than nine

                            Just because its my favourite don limit me us   theyre teeming

What then?

Whathen

                Good question

    Theyre significant facets

And where are you in this magical place called your head?

To be accurate  where I am is a guess

    A guess.

Obviously     Somewhere

                              Where   Accuracy        Pushes comes to shove

Im somewhat a probability  I hold hands an skip with Heisenberg

                                                                       I know youre familiar

I am somewhat tha quantum particle electron  behaving like spread-out waves rather than tiny solid spheres

What the hell are you talking about?

Nonlinear  Obscure   A presenting obtuseness honed  maybe to a point

                                                                               Or maybe like pencil shavings graphite mites  granular   assisting how I thinkhow  I imagine

    I imagine

 

You imagine?

Guess

            Ive no idea how I work

Occurs to me an I share

                             Ya think I want all this shit on my plate

I aint greedy

       

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https://courses.lumenlearning.com/suny-physics/chapter/29-7-probability-the-heisenberg-uncertainty-principle/

hit the ground running  asif being chased by some thingentity he didnt want anywhere near him https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5kdpSMlOn2A

                                               Call me Dave

Dave Whas after you

Experience

Howstha

Quoting

          Experience (book: The Blind Spot) is at the heart of every physical model and every statement we make about perceived reality, placing a wedge between what we can know about the world and the false hope that science can provide a God’s-eye objective view of physical reality.

                                                                                  Furthurmor . .

. . Wha are you rattling on about

                                     As I was saying  furthurmore  Experience time is modeled as mathematical time in the equations of physics. But time is not made of numbers, and certainly not of numbers of infinite precision. Time is constructed out of passage, and passage is known only through experience, the experience of duration. Experienced time is the only time we know. The reification of mathematical time is an unjustified extrapolation from model to reality, a dangerous Blind Spot confusion between map and territory.

                                Reiterating  Map   Territory

    Need you say more

Borinya

This all points back to tha friend of yours anya have few friends at least people you call friends  identifying virtual all others in your sphere  acquaintances

                                                     Yaever hurt feelings callin someone an acquaintance

Am I hurt called an acquaintance

                                      No

Friendship is earned not bestowed by proximity or familiarity or because someone slaps ya on the back calls ya my man boss  buddy

If they were hurt they coud have said an I woud have explained

                                                                     Yes  Tha friend

Why I belabour experience an him lacking   has to be confidencehe says theres nothing wrong with hearing others out . . .

Which you deem crowdsourcing

I do

         He shoud know his mind

    Why the fuck woud I ask someoneanyone wha they think I ought to do

                                                                                   I do it   Im responsible

They for their no skin in the game their  opine  wha I shoud do   suffer

Methinks not

                Sojah  theyre a friend

   I cant curb tha

You cant curb tha

                       Wha

Cut ties

A mere acquaintance

Not even tha

Harsh

No

        Ive no ability to tolerate  Cut ties

    If Im interested in bondage I know who to see

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Youre party to a mutual admiration society

                                                     Nifty

    You don’t have to say it like that.

I think youd prefer tha to a circle jerkwhich is wha first occurred to me when you began describing your little cadre

         Overflowing argot  Shhh  its secret     Dig the cryptic

It’s not like that.

    Woudya say its like a mutually beneficial admiration society

                                                                         Sparing no cost for lube

You have to be derogator . .

. . Shit   Organisations    Societies

                                             Jah

I do  But

               Thas me              

Closest I can get to tha is in the mirror shaving

                                                 Admiring I havent cut my throat with my grandfathers ivoryhandle straight razor

Yet

       Theres always a chance

Ya might understand my deep concentration  conviction   Concern

    You vigorously admire

Wouldya quit?

 

Woud you

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Chicken

    What?

I asked a question

                         Chicken

    When she no-showed Patty’s birthday party and Patty and I agreed Dee was being chicken.

Ill ask again

                  Chicken

Patty told Dee she invited me.

She told you she was inviting Dee

                                       Ya remember callin an askin me wha I thought

    Did I?

Ya full of shitjah

    Now that you mention it . . .

 

 

Jah

I di . .

. . Jahyadid

    But you didn’t say anything.

Your decision buddyboy

                             I was too busy cringing

Cringing?

Jah Wondering ifya were going to be a pussy

                                                  Told you had to go like to eat my dinner hot

I thought when you said that that that was odd you answere . .

. . Ya called

               Had circumstances been different I woudnt have went to eat my dinner hot

Circumstances?

    To be or not be a pussy

                                  To your credit you went

But chicken  Chicken

                      Really

What are you getting at?

Dees chickenshit

No she’s not.

Is

    She   Is

Six months later

Dropped ya cold

Dear Fuckin John text message shes as lazy as you

                                                               The text was chickenshit

The sooner you wrap your skull around her chickenshit antics   the sooner

                                                                                 You can call her chickenshit

    Can you or not

I can. 

 

Well

    Well.    What?

Is she isnt she

She is.

Is   Wha

                 You need to call her chickenshit  Don defend the bitchor maybe youd rather I call her bitch

Don’t call her that.

One or the other  Cant muster either here forward Ill call her a chickenshit bitch Youll know who Im referring to

Awright awright

                     She’s chickenshit.

    Who is

She is.

Whos she

Stop.   Dee.

Woudya put the sentence together so we can discuss something worthwhile

 

    Dee’s chickenshit.

Lawdy Amighty

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No. Your Christian name.

    Joe

Not Joseph?

    No  Youre not one to talk    Hideit

                                           Because you do it so well

she was a good Catholic girl his favourite kind Catholic to pruine tease expose what they knew they had but she had in spades

                        agile facile greeneyed feline feminine didnt cut it calling her feline she sat up took notice

purred

    Aah nice pussy nice pussy

she had grinned at feline

                            grinned bigger yet at pussy  You’re terrible. weak attempt to chide him

Youre not my Maw

                      Terrible

Her descriptor for me

Id reply

           Apple didnt fall far from the tree

    Made her snicker

I honestly don think she snickered for anyone else

 

Catholic

           they were the best easiest to break because they spent their youth denying themselves were hungry for a changedesperate  desperate to escape if only for the weekend the menialmentality their plaid schoolgirl uniforms starched white blouse white kneesocks low heel black patent leather shoes suggested

she was hellbent for his offering

although she did say

                        My Mom thinks you’re bad news.

    Ive talked with your Mom

                                 My honesty I believe was offputting   I shoved

I made her come aroundadmit I wasnt blowing smoke up her ass

                                                                        Though  Seriously

She coud use a bolt of smoke blown up her ass

    Its partially the reason I intend to blow smoke up yours

Mine?

All your mines

she blushed

                All my mines?

Jah

        Every  damn  one

 

I . . . I . I can’t wait.

Neither can I neither can I  

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1517,  Monday