30.11.18



improvisation

               some lives are an improvisationmade up on the fly  sometimes made up

there wasnt a plan


he improvised

he saw family and friends and acquaintances who had plans which for the most part had been successful  some wildly successful  

he liked that they succeededhe admired them

on occasionthough a person said that they believed he begrudged them their successthat he was quietly jealous or envious  It’s understandable. Why wouldn’t you be? they have so much more than you.

Aww then you dont know me
                               and with that admission he ended the relationship

no company was better than bad company


his daughters suggested he might want to relax his rigid standards  be more flexible 

Ah my loves easy for you to say  You can do yoga

Yoga? What does yoga have to do with anything?

As you know well my bodymy joints havent the flexibility you exhibit  That said  my inflexibility is inborn  It is innate  It is my nature 


Man, you can be so stubborn.

Yet again another aspect of my nature  Dont worry Ill be fine  You know I can entertain myself



he always had that  ability

he was social to an extentpreferring his society in small doses

working as a clerk in a liquor store provided him that  his customers knew what they wanted  in ‘n out propositions
he was the final hurtle they had to clear
not that they knew that 

his regulars were a treat  they were on first name basis

then he had irregular regulars those who stopped so far apart that he hadnt learned their names his name was obvious he worn it pinned on his apron yet while he didnt remember their names  he certainly recalled their faces


she had been inmaybe a half dozen times over the last two years  always very pleasant always a nice surprise

their first interaction was memorable because she wanted to buy a nice whiskey for her husbandshe wanted to spend  she said  a memorable amount on it

he explained he was partial to Irish whiskey what did her husband prefer  might it rather be a Scotch

she smiled a smile that perfectly fit her face

she wasnt beautiful but she certainly gave beauty a run for its money he recognised it was her overall expressionspursing her lipsher dimplesbright engaging eyes all going off simultaneously like fireworks
when she laughed she didnt cover her mouth

he convinced her to buy a 21 year old Redbreast What man can say no to a 21 year old breast he said with a wink Youre welcome to steal my line if yalike

she blushed beautifully maybe she was beautiful  

since then they were fast friends their smiles quickly greeting each othereven before they could speak

he couldnt say for herhe assumed she might but he terribly enjoyed their brief conversations over the counter during her purchase


this evening she came in again

it was raining

she wore a bright red vinyl raincoat midthigh it played well with her auburn hair and complexion she wore it over a deep green Vneck sweater black leggings black halfboots modest heels

raindrops clung to her hair


she was purchasing a bottle of red wine I didnt ask for your help tonight because you said you don’t prefer wine.

Youre rightexcellent memory among other things his eye running to her cleavage attributes  tastes  thats a very attractive pendant Ill guess you bought it for yourself

Stop she said placing her fingers to her necklace You’ll make be blush.

But you wear it so well Your colouring becomes you

and she blushed


I did buy it for myself.

How did you know?

It  seems how shall I say   declarative Although we dont know each other well I would venture to guess only you could have given it to yourself It comes from a deep place

as he spoke she was looking at it between her fingers  It is. she looked up at him  That’s very perceptive of you.

Well Not really  Its framed so very well

she blushed again

then he almost surprised himself Have you ever had a naked picture taken of you she blushed deeper not that Im offeringNo Im not a photographer But I do enjoy photography I would hope if you had that it is in black and white


she looked down to her pendant she still held it in her fingers then she looked up at him I can’t believe I’m saying this; but yes.

Why?

Your pendant told me Perhaps you might consider sharing a favorite with me


Maybe I might.

Id like that


For some reason, odd reason . . I think I might like that too.




he didnt saw that conversation coming
   
                                            spontaneity isnt planned

1129,  Reggae Friday,  30  11. 18