25.5.18



Bad timing? really  closing his eyeslistening to sound  it sounds like Boltons neocon pretext to create provocation if North Korea chose to hold the visiting journalist they invited to witness the destruction of a purported nuclear facility  poor poor John his balls are aching like a penned boar staring through the chain at sows in heat


1551,  Reggae Friday,  25  5. 18
971 days remaining or less



odd things happened when he neared blue cubethe affectionate name he gave it  isnt that why Gawd made human beingsto name things unnamed  Christ he made man and woman of man though he didnt think Gawd made the introduction Adam this is Eve Eve Adam while off somewhere where the Garden of Eden didnt throw shade wasssh Lilith  Lilith probably had to introduce herself to Adam 

where did her name come from what might you have named yourself if you had not been named   


evidently by all telling Lilith was a pain in the ass  she deserted Adam  refused to lay under him he had to side with her mebbe she wasnt the pain in the ass 

when Adam complained to Gawd that he was left to himself by his helpmeet helpmate -- then say that – or was he thinking helpmeat Gawd sent the angels Senoy Sansenoy and Semangelof to fetch Lilith back   
Who slapped those names on them
                                    it was his understanding Gawd labored Adam to name all living things Lilith had fled and it wasnt until Adam had unsatisfying sex with all the female animals that he bellyached for the creation of a woman
woman  meaning of man  

asserted by the Talmud perhaps a rivals disinformation        




odd things happened when he neared blue cube
                                                    and why not  Sedona had vortexes

the structure had gone up off El Camino Real  it could be nowhere elsebuilt before codes existedwere enacted funneling scads of greenbacks towards interested public and not-so-public individuals who knew how to prescribe new practical efficient buildingsof fleecing sheep  

there were likely hundreds of other Californian or other western towns that had streets named El Camino Real  land that was vied forfought over by Indians against Indians Indians against the Spanish the Mexicans well before continental emigrants were incited and encouraged by Manifest Destiny Gawds hand yet againjust cant seem to leave well enough alone   

blue cubewhen he recognised it was on his hands and kneeshe lunged out of the path of an old pickup truck that swerved at dusk onto the shoulder of the road  then it was inhabited  itd been condemned since  a gravel drive ran up its north side into the property  maybe once there had been a garage out back  now there was nothing but a weedy lot behind it 

another property began immediately on the other side of the drive hewed out by once what was a substantial fence erected on four by four posts on eight foot centers two railstwo by eights were nailed to the posts the lowest edge eighteen inches off the ground the highest edgethe posts terminus four feet when it was first built eighteen inches open eight inches of rail eighteen inches open eight inches of rail painted immaculate white it must have been something to behold but since it was neglected it didnt seem to him that it ever took another coat of whitewash the wood was exposed emaciated splintering it was weathered grey scabs of lichen provided it only colour nails failed lengths of railing lay diagonal with the ground upper ones fell and burdened ones below some lengths were broken the rail like Vs or one arm of the V sprawled useless on the ground the fence was as dilapidated as the blue cube it however didnt bear a condemnation sign 


today as he crossed El Camino towards blue and the fence he saw a young squirrel atop a fivefoot length of top rail that incongruously remained parallel to the ground despite jaggedly broken  its remnant threefeet brokenfree lie in the dirt and gravel and weeds                 

the squirrel was hesitant though obviously trying to escape his approach

it ran towards himthen turned and retreated

the threefoot gap loomed before it which he believed the squirrel could easily leap though to a visibly weakened and split rail nailed to a withered post 

he didnt break stride

he drew nearer

the squirrel panickingreturned aggressively towards him he walked forth then it suddenly went over the face of the suspended railunder it then up its back side to be where its escape began  it seemed perplexed  all its strenuous efforts and feigns amounted to nothing  he continued walking and closed to within seven eight feet

the squirrel turned to face him

he expected warning chatterexposed incisors a grimace like those he met in the Midwest

the squirrel went up on its hindlegs forelegs bent their paws together  submission  prayer   it rose on tippytoes cocked its head to the sky 

it disintegrated into buzzing particles
                                      then disappeared 


he walked up to the fence and ran his hand through the space the squirrel held and in it was warmth and passed through it the air was chilly again

he backed his hand through the spacewarmth  chill                 

he turned he stoodhis hand in midairhe stood facing up El Camino from where he came

beyond his focusnot that he was particularly focused on anything or quite properly seeing  the blue cube giggled



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