18.8.18





he listened to Youtube though rarely watched it

one thing he loved about it was beginning a recordinggiving it a head start  then chasing it with itself on a second opened Youtube or overlaying its music with selections he thought might play well together
sync nicely

he chased This Is Where You End with itself randomly several times and wasnt disappointed then he ran She Came In Heavy by Bad Liquor Pond (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9M9_id9J6yEfor 54 seconds and then played This Is Where You End over it they synched well too 
                                                  he surmised it was dumb luck and was more than happy to take it over any presumption of skill

he had a keen appreciation of randumb
                                         he dismounted moving cars(because their drivers didnt STOP when he demanded) to seek to affect attractive women to attend parties hed be at that evening and thought they might really enjoy themselves let their hair down 

whomever was most forthcoming he took them by their arm and wrote on their forearm the address where the party was being held

inevitably the addressee showedhe was distinctly assured  and then more often than he anticipated their friends also
                       
to be fair  he subtly calculated that their mutual outgoingness their welcoming him would provide them some leeway or leverage among their shyer friends to attend  after all not often did a guy jump out of a moving car and made an invitation no strings attached  he thanked them then ran back to the idling car or started up the street unconcerned if the car had either gone around the block or he had walk home

whenever he set outusually without conscience into his day  suddenly when recalling he was going to a gathering that evening there was no randumbness that was too dumb in order to bring fresh blood into the mix

after several parties that turned outrageous by his cajoling talk among his friendlieshis cohorts were that he was becoming a procurer singlehandedly 

they said that at his back   

he wasnt unaware

had they stuck it in his face he would have disagreed  Man Im just looking to have fun and have fun with people who also want to have fun

if he was anything singlehanded he was a frolicking barrel of monkeys the more queens the better Waitasecond female monkeys are female monkeys they’re undomesticated  undomesticated animals are conferred female whatever-they-are  You can’t call them Queens as if they were female cats to their Tom counterparts Fuckyou Theyre queens if I say so  theyre royalty theyre bitches If they didnt come you wouldnt hang long I didnt coerce anyone All I did was extend an invitation The ball was in their court
                        which probably explained the impromptu skinnydipping the dart game where the first bullseye prompted another hit of purepowdered THC he threw firstBULLSEYE!  or Sandi who put her boyfriend through medschool on several serving jobs who dropped her when he graduated whose funk levied fearsome blowjobs to catchup on lost time he caught up with her on an unlit street corner and enjoyed her mouth  later he met up with her to return the favor  and whatever fucks name washe didnt rememberhe didnt like him when Sandi first introduced him Youre due better than him baby he oops!ran into him at a party his parents threw at an upscale Miami hotel to celebrate his graduation and in a bathroom off the ballroom he beat him senseless forced him to begin his residency several months late Yeah he cheapshot himyeah hit him from behind slammed his face into the tile above the urinal but he was cocksure Sandi wouldnt retaliate  her heart was broken  she was broken she was no Sandi wouldnt Sandi wouldnt ask but defilement urged retribution he redistributed as course  what goes around comes around  cliché ofcourse but it was within his purview to make it happen and he was without qualms nobody could sketch a qualm nobody then could finger him for having one

he never heard if Sandi heard

that wasnt the point

that said he left Miami by months end

a chapter closed

he was off to be a mountain man in Montana



This Is Where You End
                        as yet he hadnt a whiff of Ending


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