19.9.16



she texted him earlier that morning she had witnessed a tsunami in her dreams

he was encouraged she called it a dream not a nightmare

he held his tongue 

she was prescient


that evening she texted apologizing for having gone missing that afternoon
                                                           I conked out
Im absolutely spent Feels like Im carrying the weight of the world on my shoulders

he texted back and asked if she caught up with the tsunami in her dreams and surfed it


thats what he do

give a force of Nature a head start and try to catch it

it rarely worked out for him

but it kept his optimism honed

if he had a solitary thing going for him throughout his life it was some would say his abject optimism

Really in the face of all odds  they scowled

Hell in the face of all odds was the best time to be optimistic Improbable wasnt impossible Never forget

he didnt

improbably he met her

Who saw that comin(mebbe she did)



unfortunately no sooner had he texted her he saw on his muted television monitor  a pictures worth a thousand words he didnt need to listen to someone tell him what he saw  A SPECIAL REPORT  he imagined the voiceover We interrupt our regular programming  rolling titles under the film footage indicated Emergency officials declared the tsunamis seismic intensity a level XI
Devastating  

he knew the XI was against a possible XII gradients

it struck the coast of Japan where the decommissioned Fukushima Daiichi Nuclear Power plant is

as one did five years earlier

the seabed remains at radioactive levels hundreds of times more than it was prior to the three nuclear core meltdowns which cant be cleaned up

engineers say the tools havent been invented yet

Japanese Prime Minister Shinzo Abe recently encouraged people to repatriate the district 

his government has deemed it safe
                            maybe Abe ought to move there much like Michigan Governor Rick Synder ought to move and live in Flint where his myopic decision contaminated and destroyed the citys fresh water infrastructure – fuckin criminal


she was good

he figured hed wait a bit before texting her

maybe shed find it on her own



ANGST
it straddled his shoulders like a stone gargoyle
                                      he crossed the livingroom flipped the receiver Off
even muted Bad News still reigned




he went outside to watch the sun set

he remembered forty years earlier another sunset the same day the day he got married

a sunset filled with promise

his wife was dead

she had been dead fourteen years

when they were apart she traveled for work they tried to watch the sun set share it at a distance 

he called it their celestial bond

Youre so romantic she said Youre such a romantic despite your gruff your rough and tumble exterior I think you would have been an ascetic if you hadnt married me lived off in the mountains somewhere  Happily

Youre just a romantic at heart she chided him You must know that about yourself


fourteen years later that romantic in him had hardened


it laid too long unpractised


he watched the sun set with jaded eyes




his fone chimed

she texted I know now what the tsunami meant  My period came

Shit he laughed
              she certainly had a way of buoyanting his optimism 



1834,  Friday,  16  9. 16
1121,  Monday,  19  9. 16