things occur to him  fall into his head like confetti litter 

                                                          might be from above the top of his head looks like a trashcan his nose the step to pop open his skull an toss shit in   maybe not shit  rather excess waste   residue 

   it occurred to him 

                            death and anesthesia 

dead anesthetised 

forms of Unaware 

                   uns pressing their ground two days running 

Unaware

dead is unaware supremely UNaware 

                                         though  his kidbrother flatlined more than twenty minutes docs hit him with a clot buster he understood injected into his brothers heartsaving his life 

                                                                            he saidwoudnt refute him that he was going up into a white light but hands of deceased relatives stayed him informed him it wasnt his time  but that the light was so warm and welcoming that he wanted to stay  they arrested his ascensionpulled him away from the light returned him

I saw their faces, Joe.  he wept as he said

                                                so there is that argument against UNaware

however hed been anesthetised eight timesNOTHING

                                                            seemed to him dead is nothing

UNless as he has his fingers crossed  dead is dreaming

an his dreaming was off the rails

sleeps Deaths second self Shakespeare  Sonnet 73 

                                                         Death’s second self that seals up all in rest.

   it just occurred to him

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they were always at each others throat vying over this or thattha or this their notorious taunt  Would you stop, it’s semantics, we’re saying the same thing. 

No were not

We are . .

. . Not 

      Wha really gets my goat an why ya do it is how steadfast you prevaricate refuseadamantly refuse to keep to the question wha we were discussing 

                                      Im tellinya man ya shoudve been a politician quick with glib answers quick to hedge obscure

I’m not.

   When were talking between you and I Im asking youspecifically you what we discuss wont rock the planet off its axis I want wha you think not your assessment conviction of wha every Tom Dick and Harry thinks  Ill asked them if I want their opinion

 

I believe you thinkbecause I don know you believe anything Im laying a trap for you

Your conversations tend towards absolutes which . .

. . The tendency leans toward simple yes or nos . .

. . Which are absolutes and I do not believe absolutely.

Aint some fuckin badge of honour

Nothing is absolute.

Absolute zero On the Kelvin scale equivalent to minus 273.15degrees Celsius or minus 459.67 Fahrenheit Youll love this Formulaic In parenthesis degrees Celsius multiplied by ninefifths then add thirtytwo to acquire Fahrenheit temperature

All well and good, however absolute zero is theoret . .

. . An theoretical is not absolute

he nodded  Thank you for making my point. 

this shitstorm began 

                      Didn’t I say that, didn’t I say Stick to the program, stick to it?

Yes But I like something even better

That’s not sticking to the program.

                                       Better is not involved.

Wait till you hear

I don’t want to hear. You’re going to go off down the hall opening every door you come across and release denizens from behind them . .

. . Just widening the scope improving the gaze donwanna stick absolutely  to the program

It’s my program.

I like better stick to the pogrom

That’s murder.

Or expelling

The same thing.

They are not

Are you going to deny that if a particular ethnic group is massacred, it is not expelled?

If for your purposes massacred killed  means expelled 

                                                          I mean  I was expelled I aint dead  Hence stick to the pogrom 

   See

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Silverchair  Pure Massacre  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6wMH2AGbwg

he tried smug

couldnt pull it off 

                  hed been entitled too long the expression hung spectre over his face  he did not create envynot the envy he thought he would 

Hey man . . got lucky.

   Lucky

Yeah.    

No ya didnt

I did.

Ya didnt

bragging

           I got me laid. 

Worse yet

What?fuck you . . worse?

Worse 

        Does it occur to you tha no woman woud like to hear she was laid Ya didnt get luckyyour attentionintentions wore her down   How romantic

he glared 

            You only wis . .

. . Perhaps perhaps shell excuse me or not but no thank you 

                                                                Her flaws are evidentas evident as her freckles  an I dig freckles   How wonderful you were able to overlook em to get your rocks off                    

Jesus man, we all have flaws.

As you know thank you  Correct 

                                   However hers are supermagnified peerless ifya forgive the pun

Ya didnt seduce her

                      Found the lubricant

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