where was this thinkin comin from
he looked at the hands of the
clock
lilhand on the twelve longhand on the twelfth minute Twelvetwelve
Whadaya doin up Shouldnt
you be in bed
Who the hell you think you
are I didnt take that from my parents Time is my time I had a paper route at five in the morning I did it I recognised my obligations You trying
to give me a hard time
Ill do what I gotta do
to be honest to let the ball roll unimpeded unimpeachable
he didnt have a paper route
he didnt have a jobhe wasnt going
anywhere
he didnt get up until
Tentwentytwo this morning
hed been conscious fourteen
hours
that
aint even a double shift not that hed EVER work a double shift not that hed
ever work overtime without timeanahalf pay
aint nobodys nigger raw but off the top of his head he hadnt immediate
comparisons so he had to go outside his raceFuckin racist Nah he
brought home the point that white people prefer not to think or consider the disparities inequalities other races
endure and have endured
when were whites
gonna get their foot off their necks
he could have been sexist said Aint
nobodys bitch
Comon racist sexist horrible grim truths and hed
evoke either
wasnt hard to argue against white male privilege he recognised he was simplythrough no effort
of his own born into it the exception
was the cunts above him who tried to flaunt what they believed was their superior white male
privilege
but they dont talk so wellare hard to
understand when yave kickem in the balls
Mymy maybe you should have worn a jockstrap to the
office Oh Never played sportshuh Never played against a dirty player Yaint
lived
those cunts were crude but when yave played against enough of them your
skin prickles when yare around them yaknow
it in your nuts an ya get up on em fast before
they try to pull shit on ya
point was
its early the next morning Twelvetwelve
aint a soul who cares what time
he crawls out of bed thats on himhis
cross to bear
Christ wouldve dug a cross like
that
rather than have absorbed the sins of Mankind
Fuckem Christ fuckem in the eye
teeth
had he been a
disciple thats what he wouldve recommended Fuckem in the teeth
But if yare not on with that
Im off to
light Mary up
0012 or 1212,
Saturday, 1 8. 20
