10.12.15



distracted


                                                                                                                                       by a distant uncle

whose death cleaved him from his thoughts

eroded them



took him off his routine  salted sudden musings  resuscitated memories

which surprised himhe thought they disappeared 

     
then this wire bared  unsheathed  strangely copperish  sparks  an illuminates foreboding dark corners
  
filling them again with wet frothy life    an spirited colours

                                                                                                                       he was Shocked! they were still there

there for the coin the mere cost of his uncles life




he laughed uncomfortably

considering what play his death might arouse an in who     an when


death is often a seeping oil that catches people when they least expect it  comes to them unwary   breathing heavy
eyes bloodshot  unwashed
                                              Christ! Been lookin for you

gives you an unbearable bear hug
 
you werent that close but you knew them you shared with them things that perhaps only the two of you were privy
an their death leaves you holding the bag
whatever was in it for better or worse

you may laugh you may cry



or you may look over your shoulder for it creeping up on you




the finality of death is that its never final

it is very much like dominoes


not played by rules





1354,  Thursday Uncle Ed Thursday,  10  12. 15
while listenin to Sol Seppy: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EIj-DgbwWuQ