. . . because he wished he could otherwise have his friend by the throat he furthur elaborated the columns he formed earlierimagining them trunks of trees he could rip out of the ground and pummelpulverise him

    Too much he didnt think so

buddyboy was stuckhungup on dopamine troubled that he didnt know what prompted it

                                                                                              he could care less

he countered  AdrenalineFuck dopamine

blanched around the eyes  We’ve harangued.

                                             We’ve agreed to disagree.

    Do you believe dopamine is a reward

Reward.

              An interesting thought.

Id insist adrenalines an incentive

You’re erecting columns agai . .

. . Support structuresjah

    I don’t think I’ll like where this is going.

No

       Makes your head hurt

Now assess fight an flight because I have virtually no sense of flight  I am adamant

                                                                                             Which column

 

I couldn’t sa . .

. . I will  Theyre obvious

                              You own flight I enjoy fight 

    If you mus . .

. . I must

               Anas long as were columnising

Lets park your fetishised mindblowin heat-of-the-moment considerations  Biology capital B  Genetics  capital G  Probagation  capital P   Before sex

                                                 Realising entertaininem rather than throwin yourself headlong into sex

Gettin your rocks off

                           Lets parkem in your desperate column also

It’s not desperat . .

. . Oh  but it is

                      It is

Thus  columnised

Dopamine

Reward

Flight

Biology

My

Adrenaline

Incentive

Fight

Sex

         One last thing

Who will be shot through with more adrenaline

You  Fleeing

Or me standing to fight

 

I think they’d be on par.

    Youre so full of shit

                           Fightins existential

An me fighting buys you time to escape

                                               Woudnt it

    I couldn’t sa . .

. . I will  Its obviouscoudnt resist  chicken

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2054,  Sunday,  13  9. 26

a column of pleasure  column  pain   vicevice humours him  vice versa

pleasure highest pleasure at the top of the column less an less descendinghowever  pleasure of degrees throughout it

pain the reverse  least pain at top and worsening as it descends

placed side by side there is a momentlingering moments  where varied pleasure and pain  pain and pleasure are equalised

side by side those degreesincrements are relative to the people who experience them

it occurred to him that side by side they could be spirals – according to Naomi Klein – turning in the same direction clockwise counterclockwise or opposite their nearness pulling particles off each  wherein adjacent or nearly adjacent pains pleasurepowdersugared pleasures painsalted      

Klein

       “I have found the image of a spiral really useful, in terms of how to make sense of the fact that our era is both familiar and different. The thing about a spiral is that you’re going round, but you’re not going to the same place. If the spiral is pointing down, it’s deeper, it’s tighter, it’s carrying more velocity, it’s carrying more force, it’s carrying more heat, it’s carrying more violence.”

“You can flip a spiral – it goes outwards, it’s the spiral of the universe.”

 

he formed these columns during a divisive conversation with a friend who insisted that people given a choice would predominately choose pleasure 

                                                 he countered that either would be determinative by where on the columns individuals experienced them  some might have enjoyed exquisite pleasure while others rarely likewise pain horrific pain scarcely painful  so the proposition of pleasure or pain had to be keenlydefined

 

pleasure

pain

overlybroad

              if his friend was determined not to revealpeel away their vaguenessscrub their opacity  he might as well hand them a coin  one side pleasure other pain  flip it 

You have to mediate precisely

Ifya cant don ask

    You’re being ridiculous.

I am not

             Youre excluding dominance  submissiveness

They are not uncommon

                            But because youre straightlaced  heterosexual  youre upsetoffended by tastes lifestyles tha do not align with your own

Who christened you arbiter

Live an let live motherfucker

Saturday afternoon,  12  9. 26

1932,  Sunday,  13  9. 26

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https://www.theguardian.com/us-news/ng-interactive/2025/apr/13/end-times-fascism-far-right-trump-musk

https://www.nybooks.com/articles/1995/06/22/ur-fascism/

frustratedWhen is good  good enoughwhen is enough   enough

                                                                  Why the seamyneed for excessiveexcess

Ooh you like tha

                    Your expression gave away the game

Excessiveexcess  yakiddin me 

                                   Whas not to like  doubledup Ss an Es

Jahbut  also caught you eyeballin seamyneed

You seemyneed correctly

                            Fascinating

    Nearly perfectly balanced on the fishhook Y  though the S not quite as heavy as the D

Itll rock for awhile before weighted down by D

 

Is it good enough

 

It is good enoughboth are good enough

                                             If one can find or be happy with good then good shoud be enough

Greed can look in shrug its shoulders then go off looking for wha is a huge swathe of mankindenot really

    Humanunkinde

Those kindes have always ended with an E

For a long time

 

 

Greede offends yo . .

. . It does

              I appreciate your E at the end

You saw tha

Heard an saw

                   Nothing you clowns pull gets past me 

Like a casino  Im the House

We love our house

I love Youse

Saturday afternoon,  12  9. 26

1033,  Sunday,  13  9. 26

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https://www.theguardian.com/us-news/ng-interactive/2025/apr/13/end-times-fascism-far-right-trump-musk