4.9.22


OUCH she was out of synch   he wished he could help her but she was beyond him she wouldnt look at him he was right in front of her
   NO

last night

a stumbling apparition

dressed for the cold

he lived in SoCal

she wore a white stocking cap

white scarf around her throat

white socks above the top of her boots

rest of her garments jet black  slacks  sweater  car coat  boots 
she stumbled
               he couldnt tell if she was ill inebriated or stoned 
WHOA WHOAWHOA thought she was going over WHOAwent back on her heelsthought she was going over  she pulled it out

looked like she had something in herbook looked like she had a book in her hands  she thrust it out in front of herself when she rolled backwards 
                                 ballast
 
  regained  she stood fastlegs widespread

clutched the book to her chest

gamely  steadily    she turned around 
she walked away from him 


walking off she disassembled asif made of ash

he watched her until she was gone

it appeared she dropped the book

he walked over to where he thought it fell
dirty snow
           smudge of ash 

it melted quicklyscarcely a puddle

0937,  ReggaeFriday,  8  4. 22
1232, Sunday,  4  9. 22


THAS IT majority MAGA Republicans have shitabsolute SHIT for brains thas tha stink                                                                                                                                they refer to the FormerGAWF
GEOTUS get this BATSHIT   God-Emperor of the United States 


if forced if measured  he had three wordsthree syllables for tha
                                                                    Et tu Brute 
he could imagine OrangeFormer in a green room desperately trying to rub one out Sorry boss shortcircuit valves thrownaint working Take another pill! before addressing assembled dickheads an nuffysnatches 
                                                                                       Awhcom on thas impolite  Usually yare able to check tha at the door
Theyve kicked it wide open No more   Call it fatigue 
                                                         Medias desperate to maintain a false equivalence equalbalanced reporting 
         When it aint it aintquit bending over backwards to appeal to those who are as appealing as infectious ratshit moldering in small corners of avenues undisinfected by sunlight
 
  God-Emperor 
                  He can suck my cock
   
1722,  Twosday,  30  8. 22
1525,  Sunday,  4  9. 22


together she was always at his elbow  together they formedup poured a concrete drive which led up from the established cul-de-sac

theirs was one lot among many divviedup by an unknown surveyor ordered by some unknown corporate lord crappy wood stakes flying coloured ribbons yards of broken earth starkwhite chalk scrabble rock refuse brokenbrown weeds
almost funny they could see something beyond that


they built it

no one came

maybe no one noOne died en route

or noOne could pass credit banks refused to foot the risk thats ridiculous unbankish

or noOnes wife refused to go out and work 

or she refused the bankers advances
                                       Come on, baby, work with the man . . we get a house.

A house. You want me to hook and whore for a house?

If I could I would . . for us.

If you could you would?tellya wha . . head down to the gay bar and work the business end of a gloryhole. You’d be able to afford gargle anafter chow cum of some dumb dim sum. 
                                                              I can’t believe you’d suggest I . I . . I should accept a banker’s advances .  . who . who . she was getting beside herself . who are you . . . 
                                                                                     he thought of two of her  doppelgangers  they'd be formidable, could split the work. Would you shaddup! like she could hear him think You’re welcome to chow sum dumb dim sum, asshole.

She was upset.
I said shaddup.        
1259,  Twosday,  12  4. 22
1153, Sunday,  4  9. 22


   Howbout this 
                          I am fluent in silence
Nah.                                                                                                                                           

Thas pretty abrupt  Whyknot

Fluent in silence . . that’s not sexy, it’s boring, what else you got?I’m all ears . . shake agin . shoot. 

   Shakeaspeare 

Shakespeare?

I didn’t say tha volleying your shakeagun 
                                                   Im Joyceing you

Joyceing?  Joshing.

No 
     Im havin some fun playin   joking

Joking.

As in joke jolk yolk yoke woke oak awk ward word

Listen I get it, you’re the idea guy . . I’m just not following.

Don Try an appreciate the incentive
                                       Standup our tshirt  Whoever wears it answers to no one he laughed in his throathis joke  It goes without saying

When we started this . .
. . PAGA played out

That was timely, political opportunism.

It was edgy
             Our risk paid off We staked our claim raisedunfurled our flag MAGA lawsuit fell on its face free publicity  penalties assessed helped furthur us 
                                       Arya suddenly risk-averse
Tellya wha realising its success well split profits If notan thas a big if Ill assume sixty percent of the losses

I’m still losing money.

Im Im Im after all this time ya havent learned its not about you  Silence is not going to lose money 
                                                                                                        Or Ill run it an assume onehunred percent  Well call it my project  H 2.0
companys name was H for hype

Can I think about it?

Sure Think   First runs tomorrow

0647,  Twosday,  12  4. 22
0952,  Sunday,  4  9. 22