10.8.21

December 31, 1969 -- January 1, 1960

  
it was a dinner party  upscale

he was invited

he called the hostess to decline

she encouragedimplored him
                               No, please come, the guest selection was mine, and I can’t say I remember a time that I didn’t find your insights unique or unexpected. I daresay, not to flatter you, likely you’ll be the linchpinthe keystone to the gathering.

You are ofcourse flattering me

I am, aren’t I?  Please, Joe, think it over a bit longer. Today was the earliest someone might receive an invite, the party isn’t for another three weeks . . pleease.

her please was more than pleasing
                                     he could listen to her say pleease for hours

he conceded to consider furthur

several days later he called and accepted

Mimi was thrilled
                   I’ve had my fingers crossed since we spoke. 

I hope I didnt hinder your sex life
                                   air came out of her like air escaping a looselyheld toy balloon a uncoordinated child trying to tie it off for the first time
                                    Uncross your fingers, Mimi  Jacketno tie okay

she cleared her throat That gaff will make you stand out, but you’ll standout nonetheless; alright.

I appreciate the concession, thank you. I promise I’ll eat with utensils.


he met her at a friends it was a gameboard night she was recently engaged 

they were partnered

saying good nighttelling her how much he enjoyed her company he unabashedly let slip it was unfortunate he met her that eveningnot earlier

she smiledblushed

I love your dimples

she blushed deeper laughed  she didnt cover her mouth

That did it he said Im smitten
                                    Have a fine evening.

he saw her fourfive more times as game night visited other players homes before he met her fiancé

ofcourse he didnt like him
                            though he could tolerate him

he wasnt invited to the wedding

frankly it didnt cross his mind

 

her husband was above game night a successful businessman he traveled continuously sometimes she traveled with him 

they maintained a loose friendship despite him galling her husband his name was Daniel he preferred Daniel

he called him Danny
                        A rose by any other name would smell as sweet  correct 
Mimi laughed

Daniel tolerated him begrudgingly because of his wifes affection
                                                                    they wouldnt be buddies
they were fine with that

but Danny had a bug up his asshad to compete with him

despite nothing was to be won except inside Dannys head 


after dinner gathered outdoors for scotch and cigarsthe other women had cognac or brandynixed the cigars however Naomi enjoyed scotch and cigars which botherednot irritated bothered Danny it had been fun before they marriednow not so much it also bothered Danny that he called his wife Mimi 
                                                                A term of endearment Danny Much like Danny
Danny didnt like endearment

So Danny has there a time in your life that handsdown if you could repeat again you would

That’s hard to say, Joseph, why would you ask?

Actually Id ask all A thought experiment 
                                           Ten years ago this evening does anyone remember where they werewhat they were doingwho they were with if anyone I don

a buzz went out
                  they were louder than the crickets cigars drawn on brighter than the fireflies

concensus around the gathering tickled by waters of an ornate bluelighted fountain near the sumptuous lounge chairs and side tables was that no one knew what had happened ten years prior

Thats what I suspected
                         Therefore Danny Mimi everyone if there was a tenyear brook we cherished and wouldnt be adverse to relivingweve already proven we wouldnt remember  would anyone be willing to relive it

The Sixties were phenomenal for me happy fulfilled family  Id return in a heartbeat

Danny said Well, but we can’t; and I couldn’t say that those ten years aren’t ahead of me.

Yare fiftythreefiftyfour Youve obviously enjoyed success

Success feeds success, Joseph.

Until it doesnt, Danny
                       air came out of the collection
                                                       An sometimes in the blink of an eye

In defence of thought machinations
                                      if this evening were New Years Eve December Thirtyfirst Nineteensixtynine an I woke unceremoniously unremembered on January First Nineteensixty I would be happy  That said happiness is the spectacular currency of my life

1550,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  4  8. 21
1550,  Monday -- Nagasaki, 1945,  9  8. 21

 

he heard her laugh into the phone 

it came out tinny
                 her laugh wasnt tinny lousy cells an as it evolved into her classic belly laugh whatever she was thinking tickled her he despised the cell for denying him her truly infectious laughter 


Wanna share he asked as her laugh began to subside
                                                        wrong words that piqued her an off she went again her fake thin falsetto ticked him if the phone correctly reproduced her laugh hed be laughing with her without knowing what tickled her

he didnt dare provoke her by speaking

hed let her talk when she was ready

 

Whoo whoo, hilarious, whoo, mymymy . . 
                                            You’re still there?
I am

Too funny. she chortled a bit

he cringed worried she was going to go off again

Whoo . . hilarious.

Apparently

Give me another moment . . it is too funny . I wish I could transport it into your brain without saying . . you crack me up.

Apparently
                 Wanna throw a dog a bone

In a moment, just a moment . . wish I didn’t have to speak . .
                                                                 Whoo . . that’s better; better. 
Im happy to bring you such humour

You do, thank you, I’d be remiss if I didn’t thank you . . absolutely choice.

May I venture . . whats choice

Whew, whew . . you’re choice.

Im choice

Yes. You realise it’s coming back on you?

Its coming back on me
                       Wha

You think you’re being a soundingboard for Bruce.

I am

Joe, you’re not a soundingboard; a kind way to think of yourself but you’re not.

No

she chortled againhe cringed  she contained herself Whew. No. You’re not.

But Im something funny
You’re fucking hilarious. 

Yawanna let me in . in on your joke babe

Our joke actually.

Our joke

  Yes.
       Joe . . don’t take this badly, it’s quite swee . .
. . Im not sweet . .
. . Which you maintain . . but you are; you’re like candy.

Candy to Bruce
                   Thats disturbing

No. she snickered You’re Bruce’s life coac . .
. . Blow me

I would, but your across country; life coach, Joe, tried and true, through and through.

I don see it

How can you not? You’ve walked off on two women who, by your own words, were dropdead gorgeous, but were life coaches . . objectively you know . subjectively . . not so much.

Im helping a guy out

No. You’re teaching, coaching, provoking, urging, and compassionate when the need be despite your hard-won compassion; I know you. 

Jesus
       he started to laughshe joined in he wished he could hear her actual belly laugh

1119,  Monday,  9  8. 21

 
he had great respect for John McCain prior to his run against Bush the Younger for the Republican 2000 nomination  unfortunately McCain left the rails that guided him in order to become the 2008 Presidential nominee

Meghan McCain  not so much

Ms McCain “Andrew Cuomo is a pervert and a ghoul.” she calls CPAC “ghoulish” however when she spoke of the Former that he obsesses over great men that he can never live up to be . . how pathetic can you be?
                                                                                               somehow hes not a pervert or a ghoul

that threw him for a loop

1633,  Twosday,  10 8. 21