Whacha don know ya don know

 

he ought to take his own advise

 

7                                                                                                                                          5                                                                                                                                             5                                                                                                                                                   2

it was dark 

the numbers were obscured

when some light passed behind himflickering he couldnt hear anything he assumed it was car headlights through trees and branches

he knew there were four 

                           one by one he was able to make them out

first he thought they were painted on a square post black paint

then he recognised as he watched carefully that they threw dull reflections

                      7                                                                                                                                          5                                                                                                                                             5                                                                                                                                                   2

cut out of black metal or tin

 

numbers on a post in a thicket with nothing to speak of around or near it 

                                                                              numbers on a post 

curious

Whacha don know ya don know

 

it left him to numerology

7  12  17  19  1 plus 9   10  or  1

 

the number 10 he read resonates with the vibrations and energy of optimism confidence independence creative powers originality adaptability determination individuality

the number 1 resonates with the vibrations and energy of new beginnings creation independence motivation – seemed very much like 10 – striving willpower positiveness  self-reliance tenacity initiative 

                                                                                     overall creating ones own realities 

he liked that it was realities  not just reality

he liked that it was realities emerging from dreams

his daughter would be very proud of him 

0747  concluded 1123,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  31  3. 21

http://numerology-thenumbersandtheirmeanings.blogspot.com/p/attributes-of-numbers-0-to-10.html

 

 

WellShit he thought thered be something on the page when he opened to it

paper usually couldnt avoid the indignity of his scribbling 

                                                             particularly if it preferred black ink to red nibs to ball point

him itd always be ball point 

                               it wasnt that he wasnt fond of nibs and fresh ink but he spent five years in mechanical and architectural drawing  prejudiced for righthanders and instructors who wouldnt abide him when he flipped his board and T-Square to the right the room had to be uniform hed have to conform 

                                                                                     Cocksuckers  he was lefthanded

naturally he was a nonconformist

Not in my classroom, boy.

Boy   Boy being lefthanded he was the classroom nigger 

                                                             however when push came to shove they figuratively had to suck his cock none of the righthanded clowns in his drafting classes were sharper than he 

                                                                                                 which may have been inspired by him having to be surgical with nibs and ink taking great care not to smear what he just printed 

Hell must have Pains like that

 

he had an inklingHA of something going off in his head neurons sensingtingling  he was going to give it a moment

see if he had to duck shards of skullbone

 

 

WellShit 

        

             he thought he was more agile

he took a sliver just above his eyeball and like an icepick in the skilled hand of a lobotomist his lobe was shivered

he was pithed

he had nothing 

I got nothing

Nothing

Who was he writing 

Whas writing                               

 

the page was empty 

 

1038,  Monday,  29  3. 21

1328,  Twosday,  30  3. 21