6.11.23


I like it better when you write about sex. Not so serious.

Sex isnt serious

I meantno . . I mean . it’s serious . I follow . . . it’s just I like it when you don’t write about serious stuff. You get dark.

I mean to be dark
                    Brightwhite an shiny casts a shadowsome darker than others  I remind people not to be blinded by the light

Manfred Mann’s Earth Band . .
. . Pink Floyd  Dark Side of the Moon   Yes
                                               So yare interested in the sex
I am.

Barbi  Barbie  Recently Ariane an Sephora  Laila   Eve Hallie     Marilyn

Oooh. Marilyn’s hot but . . but . disturbing.

Disturbing

Making love having sex with a woman who admitsyou admit . . is dead.

Dreams
         My dreams are uninhibited  Which also instruct me while Im awake
Whas to gain by building walls

Protection.

From yourself
No. Others.

You intend to have sexmake love to these others
                                                      Or are you masturbating
Others.
           she blushed   Masturbate.

Why are you blushing

I’m admitting I masturbate . .
. . Like everyone else
                       You see me blushingsee me blush while I write the sex you really like 
I need blood elsewhere
OHMYGOD.

Comere  Touch me

I’m not touching you.

Ill touch myself
                 he put his hand down his pants  You playin
I’m not going to play.

   Not with me
                    You

You want me to play with myself?

Id rather you play with me but if youd like to play with yourself I promise Ill remain sitting on this end of the couch
But you have to remain on your end
                                      Got a safe word
A safe word?
               That’s for stopping.

Howbout a safe word to kick it into gear

That’s crazy.

They are whawe make them

What we make them.

I like the affirmation in your voice
                                   Now hikeup your skirt lose your panties spread your legs   I wanna seeya glisten

1150,  Monday,  6  11. 23
1234,  Monday
. . . some silicone sister  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Rzk3x3HZbJI


I hear you.  Stochastic.
                          I wouldn’t say terrorism . . violence.

Terrorism in these circumstances

You don’t know that for certain.

Not certain Absolutely 
                         Thaswha bullies do

It means randomly determined . . can be analyzed statistically . .
. . Betcha coudnt wait to toss tha out

   It can be analyzed statistically.  But may not be predicted precisely.

Which enables the declaration of plausible deniability
                                                         Wave fly tha muthafucker like a flag
Plausibly deniable.

I know youre not defending them

I’m not.

Trip the Light Fantastic with me loosenup a bit
                                                 Stochastic from Greeklooked it up  stokhastikos S T O K H A S T I K O S  Know wha fascinated me about the word

No.

S  drop the T O K H
                       After S enter W A S T I K A drop the O S ending
When lookingup the word an my eye fell on the Greek it screamed at me

Swastika.

   The Greek means aim at  guess   Ill give you your due

Random 
         Easy to fall back on cover ones tracksThey didnt mean it   Tha doesnt mean it was accidental

A random variable random element random  aim
                                                    Good defence  Ifya got something to hide
Lie

You don’t know that.

You don know tha


What are you saying?

How many bullies did you stand your ground against

I gave them wide berths.

I didnt ask you tha


What do you want me to say?

A question I asked
                     Though admittedly  I didnt give you my usual answer right out of the box

No. Usually rightupfront in my face.

Yah
     Yacant miss a bully as a kid

No. You can’t.

So wha I did was find a few other boys who saw wha I saw
                                                                Anwe knocked the hell out of him
You gangedup on him.
We did
        In my elementary school junior high high school  There were no bullies
Walks like a duck swims like a duck quacks likes a duck
We knocked the hell out of them

Only took one sound beating

   Crossing my fingers behind my back I might agree its stochastic violence  Ill concede it may not be terrorism

And you didn’t get in trouble at school I imagine you did it at school.

Performed it on the playground during recess in front of the kids and teachers
                                                                                  Yes I got in trouble
I told them it was my idea 
I told them the truth

Its hard to get in real trouble telling the truth

I was accountable

Today
        A horrific lack of accountability it strung on lawyer strings asif a dumb woodenheaded puppet

Plausible deniability.

Amen brother  Amen

afternoon,  Reggaefriday,  20  10. 23
1113,  Monday,  6  11. 23


while hes on the stand mistyped came out satand  ask former during his whamustbe testacrimony  what the word stochastic means

might provoke an aneurysm which would be bad for him  possibly very unfortunate
                                                                                         although
one needs a brain to suffer a cerebral aneurysm  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hG3mJcUzwaI


stochastic terrorism
                      defined as public demonisation of a person or group or specifically two black election workers* resulting in the incitement of a violent act which is statistically probable but whose specifics cannot be predicted
                                                                                                            lone wolf  DEAD
whos incited more
plausible deniability
                       I didn’t do anything. I didn’t do anything.  I didn't do a thing.
Why the smile

I’m not smiling.

Why the smirk

I’m not smirking.

No

No.

Whellthen I must say  the look of idiocy suits ya
                                                      To  a   T 

324preferred,  Thursday,  5  10. 23
0948,  Monday – formers testimony,  6  11. 23