6.1.15



Amusingly
  

                    troublesomely

                       he had been ahmused 
many of his recent pieces had either heroines or were inspired by women                             
                                                                                                                       despite
his liberal disinfectant of craft beers and antiseptic straight tumblers of Buffalo Trace
and despite those keen efforts
and not raising his eyes or turning his head or listening for their voices
                                                                                                                     somehow
they got up on him  in him   fixed him when he least expected
like a big buck caught in oncoming headlights



he surmised rather expected    that one purposefully pursues a muse
and finds her before she can possibly exert her desired influences or rally senses or sensibilities he otherwise probably did not command 
                                                                                                   skew his perceptions
because by himself he hadnt the audacity or clairvoyance to imagine them


and yet
 

               somehow 
                   with no pretense or intentionsBAM!  there they were       titillating him 
becoming front and center in his imagination
                                                                          as vagrants   vampyres   or vixens


he  nevertheless
             had the good sense  the wholesome unprejudiced good sense  to abide their favor and sensibilities and enshrine them with the words and ideas they put in his mouth and hand

he was ever grateful  and an inadvertent beggar



1130,  Tuesday,  6  1. 15