11.3.23


talk of death made him uncomfortable 
                                        he didnt confront itskirted it found comfort not thinking of it 


Man ya really ought to give death its due Its life

It’s life? How do you figure?

Were born well die
                       Nobody gets out alive

I don’t like to think about that.

So much for an unexamined life  Wheres tha rigorous curiosity you claim

I'm rigorous about some things . .

. . Rigorous woudnt precludeexcise death 
                                            Next time someone asks yaoughta agree yare just curiosity  Kinda like your power naps  Theyre just naps 
                                 I think you think power  embellishes tha ya have to take a nap   he shook his head

They’re power na . .
. . Ofcourse they are  Yare takinem

disagreeing he shook his head 
                                   You want to tell me how we ended up here?
 

   You skirted our conversationthought ya think  yare clever
                                                                 I told you long ago to let tha go
I am clever . .
. . Yare not
              Rather yare terribly inconsistent If I acknowledge one please do not take it asif Im encouragin you  Im not
It was an inappropriate leap

I didn’t think so. 

No 
      Yadidnt But yadidnt think either

The bitterest 40s you ever held?

   Please Indefensible

Bitterest 40s?

Seguing from my family and friends who died at 40 to the size of womens breasts ya don find tha inordinate  odd  Inappropriate

If I did I wouldn’t have said.

Jesus  Yadidnt thinkshot from the hip  as I tellya 
                                                     I wish I didnt have to say  often 

I prefer not to talk about death . . 
. . Not an excuse

It’s not an excuse, it’s my rea . .
. . Its not  Shaddup 

   Don’t tell me to shut up . .
. . Ill hurt you

he threw his shoulder back  maybe emulating a fighting cock 
                                                                You’ll hurt me? 
Ive no doubt I am confident 
                               You havent my confidence  Please

his ruffled feathers fellsmoothed


Thasaid I woud agree 
                           40s Ive heldwrestled with  werent bitter

1414,  Sunday,  19  2. 23
1219,  Saturday,  11  3. 23


I was thinkingyaknow wha I was thinking

she laughedsaid I never know what you’re thinking. 
                                                        topping it with a sprig of throttled merriment
Ya bein facetious 

   Me? 
          Facetious?
she was too much fun one of many reasons why he loved her

Yawanna hear I can tellya later if ya rather  I wont forget

she rolled her eyes 
                    No you won’t. When was the last time you forgot? 

   I forget  he chuckled  
she chuckled 
                Let me ask, would it be better now or later?

Now Woud synch better with the outdoorsy conversation we were having

So . . . you must?

I really shoud

Should I ask?

Yaoughta 


she rattled her noggin side to side
                                     Awright.  Gee Joe, what were you thinking? 
I thought yad never ask
they laughedrattled their noggins cracked themselves up 
                                                               So camping awwayscarrying a knife a pocketknife

Yes. You bought me one.

Id like to buy you another

Another?  Something wrong with mine? It's a Swiss Army knife . . in addition to other knives . . 
. . An cutlery

And cutlery, yes.
                   Is there something wrong with mine? 
Its not complete

My Swiss Army is incomplete?

Yah

It’s got everything I need.

   No he shook his head

And this is what you were thinking?

Im an idea guy

So what’s the big idea Einstein?

Youll love it

   You’re dragging your feet. 

I am

Trying to raise suspense?

Am I

   No.  You’re beginning to . irritate me.

Then perfect

What’s perfect?

Im thinking contact the company recommend their knife includes a vibrator 
                                                                                 gave her a cold cleareyed sober fishlook
he didnt often catch her with her panties down
they were around her ankles 
hed have to wait out her torrent of laughterwipe her eyes clear of tears 
                                                                           ahhuh plugged her in the G-spot 
wasnt far from her funny bone

1406,  Sunday,  19  2. 23
1049,  Saturday,  11  3. 23


their exchange backnforth was briskrapid

he saw in her face she was uncomfortable thinking on her feetbut she brought on the subject an whenever someone said something he disagreed withunfortunately he would be rude interrupted them he apologised however he wasnt going tofor a nanosecond let them believe he agreed 
                                                       he wanted her to know she wasnt preaching to the choir
he didnt care how goodlookinhow bright she was

she was miffed

understandable

she became exasperated was losing her cool
                                               Stop! You want to stop please?
   How can I help 
You can shaddup. 
                    she was losing her shit
that said 
          losing it she still looked fantastic

You wanna hold that thought?

Arya kiddin me

   Kidding you?

Yah

What?

Yawanna hold tha thought

she looked perplexed
                      ofcourse shed be confused  he was coming out of the blue 
What?

How did you know I nicknamed my cock Thought

wait for it  wait for it   wait for it

thereBAM she grinned 
                                 an not to her chagrin 
Thought?

Yah Donya think his turn to grin  lasciviously  

Aren’t you something else.

I am 
     Happy ya noticed

1416,  Sunday,  19  2. 23
0959,  Saturday,  11  3. 23