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he walked better reading 

he needed only to lift his eyehave it snag on something and thensuddenly he was out of his element

crossing a parking lot he glanced upleftright for cars not looking for casual pedestrians  the glanceright hooked him
jaguar spots
a tight top
            hed been a sucker for jaguar spots since he saw one as a boy stalking its cage back and forth and back and forth at the Brookfield Zoo

its quiet dignitysteady stalk impressed him but it was the beauty of its skin that drove him nuts he was a little disturbed when his mother told him the jaguar was a male then it didnt bother him it was another species wasntit cats were so damn androgynous he learned the term later boys and girls arent taught androgyny they almost have to fall on their face over it to learn for themselves curriculum whether at school or home sticksfast to its prejudices seemingly refusing to trust the innate intelligence of children born tabula rasas scribbled-all-over-with-coloured chalk   rascals

in and out of school he was politely referred to as a rascal though he preferred the other termshonest words adults muttered under their breaths he wasnt malleablewasnt iron to be heated up and poundedmolded into shape
into appeasing shapes


                    speaking of appeasing shapes jaguarskin on ffuull breasts pressed together jiggling cleavage
a fragrant chasm a yearning
                               then like the proverbial cherry-on-top  the spots clinging to a caramelcoloured cinnamoncoloured woman ffuull-bodied  slender waist  ffuull hips 

quickly dropping his eyes back into his book he still saw hersaw her strideswas mesmerised by the potent potion she exuded that stuck him like a dart from a blowgun

the lettersthe words laughed and ran aroundacross the open pages like children at recess

he couldnt remember what he was reading

he placed his finger in it as a bookmarker

closed the book

took one more glance

the second screamed on top of its lungs confirming his first 
                                                              a ffuull body flaunting jaguarskin
breathtaking

he walked in a pleasant dazewalked with his two glances walking with him and absently as he crossed the street he might have hoped if he could it wasnt against traffic  and thereby depending on the vaguerythe kindness of strangers  that it might be extended him and they didnt run him over he wouldnt have felt it  and he be trouble trying to dig him out of their grillwork and tires tread          



jaguar spots
              had an uncommon effect on him

1424,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  30  1. 19
1354,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  13  2. 19