7.4.25

human beens

AI

wasnt a fan
              lifeunfortunately goes on faster than he wants  enforced commercial 24/7 obscene
Vegas refusing to stay put in Nevada  maraudingintruding at will

if everything throttledinstantaneous
                                      it is hardcan be misconstrued when amidst this vastly parceledslivered time one seeks repose reflection  thoughtfulness


AI
    thought he was informed
knew ChatGPT Gemini Copilotdon think so  Claude

Perplexity.

Excuse me

You didn't mention it.

I don know it

    You may like to . . . sit.

Truly

I believe you know me well enough I’ll not tug your legparticularly in light of how incensedverging on violent you become when forced to regard all things artificialthat bug up your ass demanding authenticity, attempting, originality.

Human creativity

Despite inhuman machined creativity. Both are creative. You’ll give me that.

I have no choice but to
                          Also my choice not to be involv . .
. . Be left behind.

You shoudnt say tha asif it were a bad thing
                                                 Happy to hold down the fort wave byebye

You are an enthusiastic waver.

W  A  V  E  R
                  Or  W  A  I  V  E  R

Oh.  My.
            Both.  I didn’t see that coming.
Nor did I


Seated?

I am

Strapped in?

Don wear a seatbelt  Unlikely

Then we’re off.
Oh goody

Think Oz’s lions and tigers and bears.
                                          It may help.
Im attunedlistening

We have five aforementioned.

Correct

Chatsonic.
GitHub Copilot.
Different copilot
Yes. And yes a different Perplexity, Perplexity AI.
Characterdotai lowercase.
Jasper AI uppercase.
Meta AI, ditto.
Pi, like in math.
Writesonic.
CodeWhisperer, W capitalized, one word.
OpenAI Playground. Two.
Copy ai lowercase.
DeepSeek, S capitalized.
Grok.
Copyright Heinlein
I don’t know.
HuggingChat, C capitalized, one word
Bing.
Poe.
Copyright
No idea. Replika.
You, like you and me, Chat, capital C, one word.
DeepMind’s, M capital, one word, AlphaFold, F capital, although a biological application predicting protein structures.


    I ran out of fingers
 
Haven't enough toes either.
                               Obviously more coming.

 

Never enough more for human beens

B  E  E  N  S.

Correct

           Think Terminator 7 

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incorrigible

Strangeness, Integration, and Crisis  W G Sebalds elegant essay ON PETER HANDKE’S PLAY KASPAR

within he read a quote
                          I will have become because I am.

four lines later an affirmation mantra  is said to be repeated three times
                                                                               I am the one I am.

seemingly to reinforce I will have become because I am.


simplistically
               he pronounced I am
like No

needs no explanation


   he deemed I am long ago while a child who should not have known that at the age he was

he was at loggerheads with his parentswith indoctrination  education    school
they

it

tried ferociously to back him down

but submitting would have violated who he was
    back down then

                          then when would it stop It wouldnt
why would it

it was a long narrow barrel

the emittedchild a bullet inexorably spunspinning at some distant target


it would have been nice it would have been easier to have been a bullet
                                                                                but he knew he wasnt
they

it

knew too


   who was incorrigible

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AwferChristssake
                    kneejerk reaction
walking on a dirt lane under leafytrees coming out on the other side of the Editorial Note to W G Sebalds Campo Santo page four Prose  A Little Excursion to Ajaccio Corsica France on the lefthand margin just under the roundedge of his thumb a silent plop of mustardcoloured bugshit struck the page  quicklygently he blotted it with the corner of a handkerchief hoping to absorb it entirely
                                                                   but failed
a dollopedstain remained



when he was able to quit focusing on it
                                            he chuckled

it pointed to the line opposite that began  . . . devious maneuvers
                                                                             chuckled again
had he written it he would have spelt manoeuvres
                                                        pleased his oeuvre

his humour soothed his upset

his books were sacred
                            unblemished
he refused to let them out

which over the years angered many friends
                                                  Why?

    I   believe  ya understand no means no
                                                 No  also means no need to explain

many disassociated

it didnt occur to him to ask Why

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a head

Kyler went to her supervisorwhich  who  disgusted her  she loathed
                                                                         her hand forced by company policy  companys HR human resources was shit shit   absolute perfectlymarbled shit from protecting women from male higherups

all HR managers were men
                             she didnt understand   just the way it was    if she wanted a job
Why . . . 
DON’T ASK WHY.

ACCEPT.

IT IS.


she dressed  cloistered
                         flesh  curves   draped beneath folds   hidden
every day she entered she could read the dismay in her supervisors faceevery  fuckin   day
                                                                                                                          truth be known
tickled her perineum


last goround he wanted to discuss her   advancement
                                                          You . might . . . suck my cock.

she tossed her head backlaughed  threw her brightred hair with her hands
                                                                                she asked
Is that going to get me a head?

he puzzledlooked confused
                         which whipped her laughter to lather

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she said Kyler

he heard Kyler  questioned    Tyler

No. Kyler, with a K.

Family name

No. Mom and Dad liked the sound of it.

Nice
       I asked because I taking notes
I assume you are or you shoud

You shoud

May I ask the matter of this call?

Triple A emailed a request It asked for my odometer reading for insurance purposes but when I tried to interact with the application it denied my birthdate

One shoud assume Id know my birthdate antha somewhere along the line of our business dealings it asked an collected it

    Hence why Im talkin with you
                                     Anif I were you Id advise whomever in I T the failing of their product no one shoud believe in one-offs


I’m sorry.  How can I help?

Record my mileage

We have it.
              It was recorded . . . March Eleventh.
Who

Excuse me?

The failed email request wasnt sent to me until March Fourteenth
                                                                     Who

 

Then Ill assume Triple A set an algorithm an guessed
                                                          Wha did it report
Your mileage . .
. . My  my    myodometer reading
                                         Yes

Threehundredfiftyfivethousand miles.
Wrong
         Let me take a leap of fate
You like numbers  Youre workin inside an actuary

Actuary.

Yes

I don’t know that I’ve conceived that.
                                         I do like numbers though.

Are you seated

I am.

Good If you werent Id ask you to sitthis is a real humdinger

A humdinger?

he wanted to tell her it tickled his perineum
                                               but restrained himself
Pen an paper

I can note on my computer.

Under my name Anyone looksanother agent views my auto insurance account theyd see your dated notation

 

    I didnt think so
                      Hence my notation me asking your name last initial employee number to haul you up on the carpet if I need verification of our interaction

Last initial


K.

Employee number

I can’t share that.

What office do you work in

Kentucky.

Big state
            City

Louisville.

I cant imagine theres many Kyler Ks working there

No. Or not to the best of my knowledge.

Fine
      Ready

My crazy mileage so it can be corrected an the algorithmknocked on its automaton assuming ass

Also Triple A

she laughed
                  You got me on pins and needles.
Thought I might

Youre going to change the false fallacious figures   Ready                  

I am. I’m waiting with bated breath.

I like tha kiddo
                 Mileage is threehunredfiftythreethousandthreehunredfiftythree
Need a snapshot with my phone text it to you

No no. No that’s not necessary.

Not necessary  Perhaps not yet
                                    But evidence of Triple As screwup

I’ll have to have it approved.

Kyler  Please   You have common sense
                                             Take this to a supervisor my word  I also have receipts if push comes to shove   Im meticulous

In some corners of the country the world
                                            Im anal
I am

Take it to your supervisor youll be wasting our time

Hes gonna tell you to change it
                                  Pull the trigger  Show initiative

I’m sorry. I can’t.

I’ll have to put you on hold.

Wasting time

    he didnt waste his
                         soon as she placed him on hold he pickedup W G Sebalds Campo Santo an began reading where he stopped when he returned from grocery shopping  walkinanreadin

 

 

 

nine minutes later she returned to the line and told him she had permission and she was changing the odometer reading to  giggled
                               Threehunredfiftythreethousandthreehunredfiftythree

Thank you Kyler
                  Yaoughta let your supervisor know tha initiative is critical to any successful company  Or individual

Have a fine afternoon

Thank you.

Youre welcome

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    prescience   irked him
                            but what was more irksome was buddys alphaHomo sapienship
wished it would run aground

sink

Man, you really got a hard on for our species.

You ought to as well

Why?
          We are the apex species top of the food chai . .
. . An for some reason you delight in tha
Delight.
             I’m fuckin’ thrilled.

Youre thrilled  because you think were the only species on the planet tha has the presciencethe big  fuckin brain  to understand    were going to die
                                              I doubt tha

You think animals have a sense of death?

You think animals are automatons

You think they lack conceptualisation

Theyre dumb

Should they be leaving the planetbecome extinct  as we  apexassholes  hustle them along to extinction

You think tha Ignorance doesnt understands it is going to die

Word Ignorance  Capital I
                             I also relate to Homo sapiens

We have some beasts in our midst
Agree

Disagree


    You got a real bug up your ass.

Because I believe
                      Animals have a sense of deaththey do

Thaya choose to overlook them is your dereliction

My he harrumphed  dereliction?

Yup
       Though thamay be because I prefer relating to an with animals insects plants

Braggadocio.
                  You relate because you prefer not relating with people . unsocial . . are a freakin’ . what’s the wor . . yes . . . a freakin’ introvert.

Thas fair
            But youd lose your mind if yadidnt have someone aroundbe around  to   entertain you
Ive no problem with your assessment

Ive staked myself driven it in the ground tethered myself to it
                                                                    Immovable
Have to kill me an my sense of  prescience
       
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disliked with extreme prejudice preferred that to hates disliked the word
                                                                           disliked the keypad on his iPhone as he texted 
was constantly striking the wrong letter
                                           looks up at his screenSHIT  then had to dick around try to hit the space between words with his finger machine ignored him then ended up backspacing through wordwords to correct his misspelling start again only to misstroke again  backspace through wordwords


    case in point
                  he textedreplied to his buddy when he texted him that he was at the hospital to knockoff the required EKG labwork xrays in preparation for a minor corrective surgery later in the month

they were going to see each other the next daywere attending the HANDS OFF demonstration in the city

textedreplied  :  :  Looking forward to tomorrow

Pleased you took the time to determine your baselines You can tell me about the goodlookin’ nurses you harrassed yesterday

If not, make something up.
                               eventually  thats what he SENT

when he lookedup at his screen to send didnt want to make an error a misspelling
                                                                                         found
You can tell me about the goodlookin’ nurses you harrassed not a misspelling the second R made harass more harrassing   you harrassed teaterday

T to the left of Y E was correct A left of S
                                              turned yesterday into teaterday
harrassed teaterday
                         sighed For Gawdssake   questioned Freudian

Saturday after the demonstration stopped for coffee and bullshit  he admitted teaterday

buddy asked why he just didnt send the error
                                                 It’s humorous.

Because I wasnt meaning to be humourous I was tryin to incentivise you because yararely tell stories I was tryin to give you some leadtime

Whachagot

What do you mean what do I got?


    Story or lie  about goodlookin’ nurses at the hospital

There were none.

And

And?

Story or lie

Oh.
       I don’t know. The xray technician was gay.    I think he was hitting on me.

And

What?

Whenya meeting

Oh for God’s sakes.

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Hey  hey he felt a poke in the back  Were talkin to you he turned
                                                                couldnt make them out
despite them standing right behind him

Whyya dissin us

frowning Do I know you

Yaoughta

From where
             it seemed they turnedfaced each other for the briefestmoment piled leaves caughtspun in a windgust

Yareally want to insult us

I don know tha I have
You have

    How

Let us refresh your memory
                              . . . pitchedheadlong back to LalaLand  they varied            
Were a variety Gave us no cred

he squinted
             maybe then he migh . . . Ohshit

Ohshit he says

My error

Good to his word said one

He always admits when hes wrong said the other

My apologises he said
                          They varied he continued  episodic tomeish cartoonish coloured blackanwhite  text

Yes they chorused  Yes

I did not say acknowledge   the black motion like flames   of shadows  silhouettes

No you did not


They varied
              Episodic tomeish cartoonish coloured blackanwhite  text  black motion like flames of shadows an silhouettes

silhouette said Or silhouettes an shadows turned to shadow Gimme tha on occasion

Ill grant you tha


We cool

We appreciate your time
                            they dissipated into thin air


he rolled his shoulders still feeling the poke in the back wasnt shabby for a thing insubstantial

AMishmash,  Saturday,  5  4. 25
1024,  Saturday

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