5.3.24


syphilis on the rise

     DUH
                unfortunately syphilis cant tell the difference between pro-life Republicans or Democrats for that matter and people who recognise the liberty of personal choice  of freedom  arent at home within confines of majority obsessed white Christian male politicians – who have put their bias prejudice hatred at the forefront of their decisions

“Last June, Pfizer, the lone U. S. manufacturer (can you say monopoly) of their injection, notified the Food and Drug Administration of an ‘impending stock out’ (thas crap – thas coercion) that it anticipated would last a year (that’s extortion). (Pfizer) blamed ‘an increase in syphilis infection rates as well as competitive shortages.’”

he was stoked
                syphilis came to mind not through his reading hearing reports but rather intertwined with laryngitis – syphilis laryngitis – perhaps the –itis endings fascinated him as he dreamed or as he woke  perhaps hypnopompiced
no matter  front an center
                             likely steering him towards the ProPublica article he later found
 
7AM,  2sday – Super Tuesday,  5  3. 24
1625,  2sday


. . . because fear an faith go hand in hand

You believe that?

Ya disagree
             Youre under the gun  Your family   When I understand someone to be or they out themselves as religious I give em a wide berth   Im nowhere near 
Cant tolerate em

Its my time my life

Apparently youre cool wastin yours

I’m not.
           But . . but they’re family, friends of family.

Youre cross to bear babe  Id be no help
                                            Fear  Faith
Probably top two things on my Detest list   
Yaoughta make one for yourself
                                    Daily affirmations

1211,  2sday – Super Tuesday,  5  3. 24
1446,  2sday


Come on. The invite’s been extended to you from them through me.

Yes An I declined when you first offered

It’ll be fun, you ought to come.

Toldya  Busy
With what? 
              Your dance card's virtually, always, empty.

Busy doing things with myself  For myself

   You like crab.

I do

It’s a crab feast. Your ticket's free. You can catch a ride with me.

As I said  No thank you
                              Let it go


almost a toe in the dirt moment Is it because it’s being held at the Buddhist Temple?

   No

Why?

Let  It  Go
             I appreciate the invite  Receiving an invite doesnt require I accept
Tha Ive declined ought to suffice
No thank you

I undertand youre all in Enjoy yourself

almost defiantly I will.

I know you will Its your friendsyour crew
                                             Knock yourself out Ive got plenty on hand

I don’t know how you do it. Fuckin’ asocial.

   I enjoy my own company

1420,  2sday,  30  1. 24
1154,  2sday,  5  3. 24

afterwards he told him the invites were from Asian friends that he couldn’t believe how many white people were Buddhists


You’ve heard of the Trolley Proble . .
. . Again

   We haven’t solved it, finalized it between us.

We have
          Ive told you its simplistic

It isn’t. There’s freight associated with the question.

The freight frights yours
                           Trolley is a tap on the knee  reflexes

It isn’t.
As you insist
               You prefer to make a problem where one doesnt exist
But it does.

Does regarding you not me
                             Know thyself  I stand at the switch an objectively decide  Again you subjectively situate yourself

Yes. I personalize the problem.
                                  I have to throw the switch. I become responsibl . .
. . Youre always responsible for your decisions  Thas nothing new
                                                                       I believe the whiff tha holds your hand makes you hesitate  is accountability   Nobody wants to be accountableheld  accountable

Its a thought experiment
                           Lets play

Play? he frowned

Play Its a freakin thought experiment grant me tha

   really hesitant Maybe

he laughed recognising his discomfort
                                         I play rough
You do.

Wanna play Again  Its a thought experiment no skin off either of our asses


he quit waiting
              Youre at the switch  If you let train run its course it will run over your wife or you can throw it an it will run over you

   But I’m at the switch.
Yah

How can I be on the track?

Because in a thought experiment anythings possible you can be in twothree four fuckin places at the same time be all guys in an orgy with uncounted desirable womenJESUSCHRIST
                                                                    Woudya let go  let go of reality 
Easy for you to say. he shook his head  confounded

tryin hard to be sympathetic Yaneed some time


   No. No.  I’m at the switch and I’m on a track.

Correct

I throw the switch.   Lazarus Moment  Canopy Eyes

Yawoud
          Youre a nice stupid guy
hit the jets Whadaya mean stupid?

Id pose the same scenario to your wife Yaoughta ask 
                                                           If I were a betting man shed save herself  As you shoudve

after1420,  2sday,  30  1. 24
1054,  2sday – Super Tuesday,  5  3. 24
Lazarus Moment  Canopy Eyes  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_rQsFLTlOU4

4.3.24


. . . woudya stop with the undecided nonsense
                                                  How many sides to a coin
Novembers a coin toss Either freedom or servility
                                                     Id frame it masculine feminine virility against tha servility  a willful willing subjugation

   An ifya whine a coin has an edge  undecided  somehow it lands on edge  Fuck you

Nobodys undecided theres nobody to persuade

Your pollmakers pollwatchers they can suck my cock
                                                         Snapshots in time While theyre at it they can get some snaps of them sucking my cock  Ill donate all proceeds to my candidate

   Do you realize how offensive you are?

An youre not
                Or are you naïve

I’m serious.

   As am I But Ive taken a side   Theres only two sides
                                                             Ill not be a compliant bitch
Though thasaid  bitches arent usually


As you well know, media follows polls.

They also refer to parties
                           Theres only one  the Democratic party  There is no equivalence  They ought to quit reporting asif there were

They oftenIll assume slips report the former as president
                                                             When they ought to reportrefer to him as a convicted fraud convicted rapist twice House-impeached four times indicted charged with ninetyone felony charges

An yet  somehow  a selfprofessed multibillionaire who cant post requisite bond to appeal his convictions
   Im all ears

They report on undecided voters.


Knock yourself out
                     But do me a favor Donspeak of it to me

1827,  Monday,  4  3. 24
2003,  Monday
Chicago  It Better End Soon  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VQKNMRh1xN0


he lived rural

the house he visited also rural

if he had to take a leak he took it outside watered the bushes roses wildflowers trees   liked confusing the shit out of the dog or visiting dogs
                           made perfect sense
waste not want not


they were shooting pool after having cups of coffee outside while discussing current events a wannabe strongman who was at best a pettyman Gazans slaughtered 30:1 unverified no forensics no evidence hearsay  unverified 7October atrocities he didnt take anyone at their word  SHOW ME
                                                         told his friend  Your shot be back gotta take a leak
he exited through the sliding glass doors

worked on a patch of poppies
                                   liked tha phonaesthetics

a bird alighted on the planked fence  almost eyelevel
a junco
         eyed his junk

Go on Off with yourself
                         NOPE
was taking him in
made him laugh


back inside  Howdya do

Immediately missed my shot. Heard you laugh.  Got miffed but no way you saw me miss the gimme you left

You missed it  How the hell ya do thathinkin of your lay your next shot

Yup.

One thing at a time

Yup.  I keep thinkin’ I’m there.
                                 I’m not.

Patience  Youve had the tablewha six months

Yeah.  Closer to seven.

   Patience
                 So Im out there takin a leak an a bird lands on the fence an watches me

Could you identify the species?

I coud
       Junco eyeballing my junk

friend laughed
                  Male or female?

Female

Are you sure?

I am

Are you really sure?

Ya got gay birds here
                        Im sure

How?

Really

Yeahreally. What's the difference?

The male has a gray head often closer to black
                                                   Hers was a pale brown wash
You’re correct.

Didnt need your affirmation
                               Had it been gay I woud have laughed louder harder longer

1344,  Saturday,  2  3. 24
1202,  Monday,  4  3. 24
Seals and Crofts  Hummingbird  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=B412Ij9IAnc


the hygienist mentioned if he had to use the restroom to just come through the door  It's the last door on the left.

he was reading lookingup he thanked her

   thought  Think Ill give it a try
his morning constitutional was stood on its head by the alteration to his routineFUCK  he usually wasnt verticalupright this time of the morning
                         still prone still cats between his legs as they slept

not only did he upset his but he spoiled their too
                                                   their look Thanks eversomuch Bub
they werent going to apologise
                                despite  he recalled 
their aftermidnight charade  I’m in the bag!  clatteringracing up the hallwayunder the beddown the hallwayback up the hallwayunder the beddown the hallway  the paperbag tearingfreeing them   whoever they were  he didnt see
   it was like when he discovers one of them shit on the floor

the four assembled at his back

he turns
         Awright  Whos the culprit

if they werent speaking English before they certainly werent going to begin now

a collective shrug

they broke huddle
                     aimlessly moseyed off

   how nice that must be   aimless
                                       not a fuckin care in the world

when he reincarnated he was coming back as a wellloved pet
                                                                 DITTO DITTO  &DITTO
   

his morning constitutional
                            his bowels usually churned after he was upright halfhour hour

were the stars aligning as he sat in the waiting room

Gas he thought most likelyfelt like gas
                                            Give it a go
he went

gas


he preferred his dentist fresh which is why he selected first thing in the morning
                                                                                     historically
but
     he wasnt getting any younger

his body dictated

he followed orders

not his usual bargain
                         his thick employment personnel file indicated otherwise
       
0810,  Monday,  4  3. 24
1058,  Monday
Wham!  Wake Me Up Before You Go-Go  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pIgZ7gMze7A

3.3.24

. . . semantics . .
. . Woudya shutup with tha

No. No. We’re being hobbled again by semantics.   We’re saying the same thing.

   If the same then  if then hypothesis conclusion
                                                       Why cant we agree

Because, I have to say, you refuse to concede.

Concede

Yes. If you’d concede then we can drop the accusation of semantics.

Riight
        I shoud concede tha eternity an myriad are the same

Yes. Because they are.

Their terminology is not

It is.

Then according to you if theyre the same you coud concede eternity is correct  Myriad reeks of infinite Eternity is not tha

They are

Ive an idea
              Lets compare antonyms
If the two are comparable as you insist likewise their antonyms  Correct

I didn’t say that.

No I did
           Myriad first
Woudya agree meagre 

      I . .
. . Youre hesitant You shoudnt be   They are
                                                Negligible  Insignificant  Scant  Scarce
They kind of roil off the tongue
Eternity
          Cessation Discontinuance Expiration   The End

See man dem aint tics  Semantics   Tics Dem aint fast repetitive muscle movements resulting in sudden difficult to control jolts sounds
                      Tourette syndrome
FUCK
        Am I correct


Howbout we say we agree to disagree?

   You can

1414,  Thursday,  30  1. 24
332preferred,  Sunday,  3  3. 24


Sounds beasty

She is, her name’s Betsy.

Really
         Betsy   Lemme guess Church lady

She is. A redhead.

Ooph  Please no

Ohno. Yes.

Sorry to hear tha

Yeah. She steps up like she owns the place.
                                               Big fat Betsy.  You wouldn’t tolerate her.
Why do you

She’s a friend of my friends . .
. . But not yours

   But kind of.

Howstha

They’re friends . .
. . Theyre friends
                   Do you somehow assume a friendfriends of your friends  have to be friends of yours

Doncha . .
. . No   I don think tha
                        Man you really have trouble drawing lines making boundaries let people traipse over you
I don’t.
Yado
      Rubberband man  The fact you insist youre not religious yet tolerate your friends religiositytolerate their proselyting their incessant harpinpreachin at you anya don shut em down blows my fuckin mind amazes me
Amazes me

   They’re good people.

Good
        A sterling defense Im good but Id tell em to keep it to themselves  Anif they cant Shove it up your ass

You wouldn’t.
I woudnt
           Why I refuse to go south to visit your friends refuse your invitestheir  invites Id be Daniel eatin the lions

   Daniel?
              I don’t follow.

Askem If theyre worth their salt they’ll know
                                                Salt Recall the pillar of salt Lots wife  Fleeing Sodom  Sodom of Sodom and Gomorrah fame Sodomy fame Bible hasnt a name for her It calls her Lots wifethas shit Some Jewish traditions refer to her as either Edith or Ado Shes in line with Lilith Adams first wife also unmentioned in the Bible but yet again Jews have names for everything Lilith like Adam was created from dust and earth
                                                                                        Ought to hit those churchgoer friends of yours in the mouth with tha shit
I wouldn’t.

   No You woudnt
                      But I woud
Betsys concoction  I interrupted

Yes. Thank you. I’d have forgotten. A cake. We ate it out of politeness. It was terrible.

Asshole

   What do you mean?

You didnt like it

No. We were being polite.

Fuck polite in the teeth
                         Coudbe Betsy whipped up the batter with her usedunwashed  you said concoction  Ill say cocked whipped up using her vibrator  Woud serve you an your gang of pietyHA just desserts

How you . .
. . Me  You
             A fat Betsy began singing  I swallowed a fly  tha started the whole world cryin . .
. . BeeGees.

Right on
          Though in honour of your Betsy Id sing There was an old woman who swallowed a fly yarecall  which devolved into also swallowing a spider a bird a cat a dog a goatnever followed tha  a cow a horse
                                                                                                        The old ladyBetsy  woud never have suffered those indignities if she swallowed cock to begin with
Bible be damned
                   Raw sex made me a believer  Monkees
Jesus. 
 
Twoish 1400,  Saturday,  2  3. 24
1330,  Sunday,  3  3. 24
Spinners  The Rubberband Man  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KSMVflSBKx8

BeeGees  I Started a Joke  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4ZWKR2zJESk

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/There_Was_an_Old_Lady_Who_Swallowed_a_Fly

Monkees  I’m A Believer  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4PQAqprjOuA

boorish intellects?
                 they repeatedly crossed words regarding intellect and genius  he believed they were standalones  buddy did not  they did not bleed into each other there existed a distinct demarcation  buddy believed they could merge


   if he were hed rather be an intellect
                                         genius too narrow  blinkered     myopic
buddy disagreed

Knock yourself out
                     Youll not convince me

buddy thought he could convince him

You cant
          In order to change anothers persons mind theythey  have to be willing to have their mind changed

That’s what’s known as being openminded.

Thas whas known as not knowing ones self

   I disagree.


Knock yourself out
                      Should someone be ignorant then choose to learn study their ignorance  decide about it after having taken in its facts an evidence  Youll not change their mind
                                                                       Particularly you
Me?

   You  Yes
              You havent the skills to effectively argue

Says you.

Says I

   Are you so sure?

Have you once changed my mind
                                   Yes Im sure Save your argumentation for someone else
That’s rich.
              You constantly try to change my opinio . .
. . I do not I simply state mine
                                  Youre welcome to wallow in your slop

Do you understand you’re being derogatory, demeaning.

Your words not mine

That’s how you make me feel.

Youll feel how you feel
                        How you feel is not informing moving my understanding Things I cite I can provide numerous objective sources Perhaps objectivity upsets you
You take it personally
Subjectively

   Get out of the way

after 4PM,  day-between-2-Ts,  28  2. 24
1128,  Sunday,  3  3. 24


That would be quite an arrow in one’s quiver . .
. . Makes me quiver

   theyd been talkin about identical twins

turns out they both knew a pair but he had been the only one who made a play

Stop.  You made a play?

How coud I not

Strike out?

Not not  necessarily
                     Didnt get them in the sack no Thawoud have stunned me
Why?

Im not usually attracted to blondes
                                      They were Norwegian exchange students  Being from Europe I figured they may be ahead of the game  Not so much   Seems they were together to keep an eye on each other
But I did get them stoned
They hadnt been before

How’d you swing that?

Turns out they were at a party I was at They arrived late in the eveningearly morning it had thinned out Thawas a good thing Had it been earlier I might not have been able to convince them
I shotgunned them
                      Yadone tha

Depends upon what you mean by shotgun.

Flip the joint around blow a jet of smoke into someones mouth they inhale

   No.

Someone shotgun you

No.

   Awshit Thas a crime
                           Across from a girl freakin seductive
Only way to be closer woud be to kiss them  Which I did thawas the deal   I shotgun them afterwards I get a kiss
I verily explained the risk I was assuming hot ash drops on my tongue burns me

   They bought it

What do you mean, they bought it?

Id perfected shotgun
                        Never once burned myself
Man  those beautiful iceblue eyes staring back into mine Curly blonde hair Coils playing against my forehead tangling with my hair
And they smelled fuckin amazing
                                    
Smelled different
                     First time they got high

Sounds . . . delicious.

It was
        Let their high come on
Then I collected
                  Deal was a long slow kiss The first evolved into a French kiss her sisters head right next to hers

Then I kissed the other as slowly  as deeply
Was fuckin erotic


They signed my yearbook On the same page
                                                  They wrote they wished tha night their sister wasnt around

No shit.

No shit They coud have been fuckin with me
                                                  But at graduationafter the ceremony they cornered me Each kissed me as sweetly as they had at the party
Great  fuckin  memory
                            he went away in his head


from a distance he heard him ask what made him think he could pull that off

he spiraledspunback to firmament

   dreamily Pull it off

Yeah. You heard me.

   Man
         How coud I not try

Nos never troubled me

Sixteenhunredhours, day-between-2-Ts,  28  2. 24
2012,  Saturday,  2  3. 24