day after D-Day 

America suffered 416,800 military deaths in WWII

   eighteen days ago 20May 1,164,019 Americans had perished of Trumpvirus 

today 1,166,241 are dead

   2,222 in eighteen days 123 Americans a day 

                                                    D-Day  keeping everyone apprised of our Death-Day

   

1649,  day-between-2-Ts,  7  6. 23

https://www.nationalww2museum.org/students-teachers/student-resources/research-starters/research-starters-worldwide-deaths-world-war 

https://www.worldometers.info/coronavirus/country/us/ 

Ohmy hed glanced at his smartphonewas constantly glancing at it   Whaya lookin at tryin to will it to do something take an ad email text phone call any interruption   No.   Then wha   I don’t want to miss anything.   Anything  Tellinya man yare addicktedthas A D D I I know how to spell it Ya don  A D D I C K T E D  In light of your obsession thas how its spelled Ridiculous   Yeah? Where's your phone?   I left it at home its my house phone I came over for coffee conversation get a little high jot a few notes extrapolate later 

                                                   THAT’S IT! Ohmy . you interrupted my ohmy . the time . . you got your clipboardwrite this down real big time’s Zero Six Zero Zero BIG!

he wrote 0 6 0 0 

                       turned it towards him Big enough

Yeah plenty big.  Aw . you mind? he reached for the clipboard

Knock yourself out handed him the clipboard and pen 

                                                         he wrote 0 6 00 handed it back to him mighty pleased

he gestured with his handa flip of the wrist

                                              Yawanna say

he was pleased Is it necessary I say?

he nodded Please Donwanna assume  prefer no miscommunication

It was the time and . . .  grinning like a Cheshire Cat 

   And

Come on. You use your imagination.

Ah but its your imagination working so you have the floor

I know you know.

Tell me wha I know.

he pointed at the 00 

                        Look like titshuh? Squeezed tits squished tits. 

Manipulated

Yeah.

      Don’t they?

High

I am . . a bit. 

                Aren’t you going to thank me? 

Thank you

            You been lookin at the stack of old Playboys I gave you from storage 

Ihave.

I follow

Aren’t you happy I was paying attention to my phone?

Perhaps Certainly easier than beating a confession out of you

                                                                 Ya acted comme ci comme ca when I left them  laissez faire

   What’s with the French?

Seems whenever Im stoned it comes to me

You study it?

Two years junior highbut I don think this is tha

he laughed loudly

                   You don’t think this is that? Then then what is it? 

Then then

   Yeah.

he chuckled Then then I think it has more to dokeeping in line in the vein of our conversation 

                                                                                                    Janey 

Janey?

   You recall

Christ, don’t make me thinkI don’t wanna think.No.

Id go to her placewe were friends wed get stoned anthen then  Id have her sit beside me speak French have her read articles out of magazines Playboys books so I coud understand wha she was sayin Times Id catch her not translating goin off script on a tangent Whadaya sayin  Anshed giggle 

                                                             Hm She was smart mighty attractive well built  But we were just friendsplayful friends didnt see any reason to louse tha up

A girl friend?

Yes 

Not girlfriend.

Girl friend yare learnin

I can’t say I had one of those.

Thas unfortunate Might say something about ya

What might it say? 

   Use your imagination

    

afternoon,  day-between-2-Ts,  31  5. 23

1209,  day-between-2-Ts,  7  6. 23

Temptation  Just My Imagination  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YNn361umypM

voyeuristically Venn

   Ohbrother  phewYakiddin me shook his shaggyhead like a bull bison 

                                                                          hed love to slip her into a Venn diagram 

voyeuristically framed in a bathroom window 

framed in a celluloid snapshot 

ffuullroundness confined wrecktangularly 

                                           she needed help squeezing in hed lend both hands    

   twas a silent soliloquy

 

You ought to stop over sometime man, I’d introduce you, I think she’d like you.

I appreciate the thought but no thanks 

Seriously?

            Most guys would give an eyetooth for the opportunity.

I aint most guys 

                 Shes the last person Id want on my plate Not thatha woud necessarily happen

   Then why?

Seemsbeside  the obvious shes got a lot on the ball an I woudnt want to interrupt her

She might welcome the interruption

                                         he thought inhereruptionNo thanks  Ill admire her from afar 

the Venn was too small 

he underestimated her

Here she said Lemme help. 

                              hands to either side she squeezed her breasts together 

their spherenice became tantalisinglyovoid

   breathcaught   in his throat 

No really, I think you two would hit it off.

Im hit off as much as I wannabe 

                                     Im a good Cathlick

A good Catholic? 

Yes 

      Deny deny deny rolls off the tongue like The FatherThe SonThe Holy Ghost

Really? 

          Do you make confessions?

No 

    No priest has had the experience to possibly provide me absolution though Ive no sense of guilthavent done anything wrong   Awfully natural

Natural?

Yah  Take my word for it

afternoon,  day-between-2-Ts,  31  5. 23

1336,  2sday – D-Day,  6  6. 23

Betty Page  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=C6ahghQxj6Q

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4v5rsEa9vUI 

                                                      Whellshit he wondered  were shortninbread and pecan shortbread contingent alike                                                                                               

                 Whellblow me  https://mouthbrothels.wordpress.com/2018/07/08/pecan-shortnin-bread/ 

however missing from the posted recipe was the vital ingredient T H C

he split a 10 M G cookie with a cohort 

GADS

     hit the spot 

at 1537 by digitaldisplay on the microwave he askedthey had gotten into conversationcohort wrangled it What’s the difference between alpha and sigma males?

Hierarchy

   Could you be more specific?

Alpha apex within a hierarchy Virtually parallel to alpha though outside the structure is sigma lone wolf   He or she don need followers 

                    Whas your hierarchy 

My hierarchy?

Yah

   What do you mean my hierarchy?

Thas not a question for me thas up to you

I don’t know what you’re talking abouthow do you mean?

this often galled him bout cohort 

                               Since its yours you determine you establish wha it is  by whaever parameters you care to  You be your apex alpha 

                               Or not

   I don’t know. What’s yours?

Id have to give tha some thought Was shooting from the hipsounded intriguing

Yes. That sounds right . .

. . An since yare rollin out of townwont be back till July you can share it with me when you return A paper  What My Hierarchy Is

Write? I can’t write.

I expect postcards Youll be swinging through the Pacific Northwest have to write

Write a paper?

Sure a Wha I Did on My Summer Vacation Remember those from grade school 

                                                                                   Anif not a paper an outline a list  

Like you’ll put one together.

Ill put one together just to embarrass you 

                                           You like crow 

Christ man whod know better than you anif ya don know he grit his teeth Sheesh  Criminy

2349,  Monday,  5  6. 23

1151,  2sday – D-Day,  6  6. 23

Tim Hecker  Glissalia (possibly Glossolalia – speaking in tongues)  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ir-UlqHa1og

DeSantis citadel of freedumb 

                               https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bKSsjwcXLQo 

courtesy of the Free State of Florida 

                                                          https://www.jacksonville.com/story/opinion/letters/2023/03/19/shades-of-1984-in-desantis-so-called-free-state-of-florida/70005829007/ 

Christ

       if woke goes there to die hes going back to sleep  they who buy into WOKE malarkey are so full of shit governors full of shit 

           THAS A LOT OF SHIT

although the state does looks like a turd

   DeSantis has a snowflakes chance in a volcano

                                                      https://patch.com/florida/across-fl/ron-desantis-white-boots-steal-focus-ian-recovery-continues 

                                coudnt help himselfcoudnt rein it in https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZXqMkqeFQw

he shrugged 

              Awwha the heck

2127,  Monday,  5  6. 23

1241,  2sday – D-Day,  6  6. 23

he was asleep 

             someone bound into bedHiya, good morning. girl

he slept on his backthey were at his right hip which

                                                         he didnt open his eyes to see

Are you awake? he knew the tart the minx

I am Im up

No. Your eyes are closed you’re not.

I am in a manner of speaking accidentally turning onto her side she bumped him with her arm 

                                                                                             Ooh. You are.   

lazilyhe smiled  Yes wake every morning ahead of the game

she giggled 

            We could cuddle, I’d like a pillow. 

he didnt sleep with his head on one laid them to either side must have been restless sleeping in unfamiliarthough welcoming digsdidnt remember  both pillows were left of his head 

                                                                     Thasnot a good idea

I can get it.

Yacoud imagining her leaning across him he twitched but if I were you I woudnt

Then get me one. 

   Get ya one 

                Since Im me I shoudnt

What are you talking about?are you going to open your eyes?

Im fine as I am thank you

I can get it. her breath tickled his face she smelled like warm fresh buttered bread dusted with cinnamon and sugar  he felt the weight of her breasts wedging his arm

Yacoud get it though thamight not be wise whawoud your mother think  she leaned heavierhe grew harder

Wise? she teased 

                   Like her she wouldnt think shed do if I did . . what’s in it for me?

In it For you 

               OhIdsay theres a lot of possibilities in it  for you 

gigglingshe leaned over him anlike a native brown trout he rose to her bait

AM,  Twosday – D-Day,  6  6. 23

D-Day

   yesterday:  In 1944, the second line of Paul Verlaine’s 1866 poem Chanson d’automne – Autumn Song – (Blessent mon Coeur d’une languer monotone – Hurt my heart with a monotonous tongue) is broadcast by the Allies over BBC Londres as a coded message to the French Resistance to prepare for the D-Day landings.

   the beginning of the end 

                             Allied soldiers land  many didnt have a chance to exact their bravery on Germany

Thank you 

             with all my fiber 

I will not forget  

1031, Monday,  5  6. 23

things occur to him  fall into his head like confetti litter 

                                                          might be from above the top of his head looks like a trashcan his nose the step to pop open his skull an toss shit in   maybe not shit  rather excess waste   residue 

   it occurred to him 

                            death and anesthesia 

dead anesthetised 

forms of Unaware 

                   uns pressing their ground two days running 

Unaware

dead is unaware supremely UNaware 

                                         though  his kidbrother flatlined more than twenty minutes docs hit him with a clot buster he understood injected into his brothers heartsaving his life 

                                                                            he saidwoudnt refute him that he was going up into a white light but hands of deceased relatives stayed him informed him it wasnt his time  but that the light was so warm and welcoming that he wanted to stay  they arrested his ascensionpulled him away from the light returned him

I saw their faces, Joe.  he wept as he said

                                                so there is that argument against UNaware

however hed been anesthetised eight timesNOTHING

                                                            seemed to him dead is nothing

UNless as he has his fingers crossed  dead is dreaming

an his dreaming was off the rails

sleeps Deaths second self Shakespeare  Sonnet 73 

                                                         Death’s second self that seals up all in rest.

   it just occurred to him

afternoon,  day-between-2-Ts,  31  5. 23

1321,  Monday,  5  6. 23

they were always at each others throat vying over this or thattha or this their notorious taunt  Would you stop, it’s semantics, we’re saying the same thing. 

No were not

We are . .

. . Not 

      Wha really gets my goat an why ya do it is how steadfast you prevaricate refuseadamantly refuse to keep to the question wha we were discussing 

                                      Im tellinya man ya shoudve been a politician quick with glib answers quick to hedge obscure

I’m not.

   When were talking between you and I Im asking youspecifically you what we discuss wont rock the planet off its axis I want wha you think not your assessment conviction of wha every Tom Dick and Harry thinks  Ill asked them if I want their opinion

 

I believe you thinkbecause I don know you believe anything Im laying a trap for you

Your conversations tend towards absolutes which . .

. . The tendency leans toward simple yes or nos . .

. . Which are absolutes and I do not believe absolutely.

Aint some fuckin badge of honour

Nothing is absolute.

Absolute zero On the Kelvin scale equivalent to minus 273.15degrees Celsius or minus 459.67 Fahrenheit Youll love this Formulaic In parenthesis degrees Celsius multiplied by ninefifths then add thirtytwo to acquire Fahrenheit temperature

All well and good, however absolute zero is theoret . .

. . An theoretical is not absolute

he nodded  Thank you for making my point. 

this shitstorm began 

                      Didn’t I say that, didn’t I say Stick to the program, stick to it?

Yes But I like something even better

That’s not sticking to the program.

                                       Better is not involved.

Wait till you hear

I don’t want to hear. You’re going to go off down the hall opening every door you come across and release denizens from behind them . .

. . Just widening the scope improving the gaze donwanna stick absolutely  to the program

It’s my program.

I like better stick to the pogrom

That’s murder.

Or expelling

The same thing.

They are not

Are you going to deny that if a particular ethnic group is massacred, it is not expelled?

If for your purposes massacred killed  means expelled 

                                                          I mean  I was expelled I aint dead  Hence stick to the pogrom 

   See

1456,  Sunday,  4  6. 23

High Noon!  Monday,  5  6. 23

Silverchair  Pure Massacre  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6wMH2AGbwg

he tried smug

couldnt pull it off 

                  hed been entitled too long the expression hung spectre over his face  he did not create envynot the envy he thought he would 

Hey man . . got lucky.

   Lucky

Yeah.    

No ya didnt

I did.

Ya didnt

bragging

           I got me laid. 

Worse yet

What?fuck you . . worse?

Worse 

        Does it occur to you tha no woman woud like to hear she was laid Ya didnt get luckyyour attentionintentions wore her down   How romantic

he glared 

            You only wis . .

. . Perhaps perhaps shell excuse me or not but no thank you 

                                                                Her flaws are evidentas evident as her freckles  an I dig freckles   How wonderful you were able to overlook em to get your rocks off                    

Jesus man, we all have flaws.

As you know thank you  Correct 

                                   However hers are supermagnified peerless ifya forgive the pun

Ya didnt seduce her

                      Found the lubricant

1301,  Sunday,  4  6. 23

2302,  Sunday

he couldnt find the brakes on this ride not that he wanted to 

                                                                   was just going to have to run with ithopefully not have to roll with punches hed had enough of thatbeen black and blue nose busted three times   hills he may not have died on them but he refused to disregard themturn his back walk away  walk off 

                                                                               he wouldnt let himself do that 

ethics 

           an ethical man 

each an everyone held accountable 

couldnt help himself 

that was the way he was raised 

a boy can leave his parents home 

but home doesnt leave the boy 

   he was reelingcascading

                             reams unbound runonness stream of consciousness streaming unconsciousness unbrooked unimpeded unrelenting

                          uns 

runonness

           he liked that

English teachers didnt like runon sentences 

Concurrent 

   Excuse me?

You would rather sentences were concurrent than consecutive prefer discrete sentences Fun with Dick and Jane Come Dick. Come Jane. Come and go. Go. Go. Go. Go. See Dick. See Jane. See Dick run. See Jane run.

   You’re being rather simplistic.

No Im standing up for spontaneityspoke words trying to record their breathless exertion expressed unlinearly or woud you prefer nonlinearly Im stuck on uns this morning uns unrelenting quite the barrage difficult to get a word in edgewise slantwise ensconced peripherally on-its-head parallelly chunky peanutbutter an rapejelly thamakes no sensemakes nonsense makes  for the uninhibitedJOY of being alive 

                                                           he shadduped 

she just looked at him

he looked back at her

Are you waiting for my head to blow up? 

   Arya waitin for mine Im uninhibited my skull is elastic Like a Timex

Timex?

         How?

It takes a licking and keeps on ticking

AM,  day-between-2-Ts,  31  5. 23

1241, Sunday,  4  6. 23

Desiderii Marginis  I Think It Was a Sunday  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lQY8GP900Rg

Jesus . . you have to come from the bathroom and talk about your loose stool?

he thought to himself Who woud do tha 

                                           I can talk about my loose stool if I like

Then find someone else to talk to.

Ya donwanna talk about it  its creamy texturestartling what a heightened coloration red beans adds it  

Would you shaddup?

I coud  but I wont 

                       Are you a moron  Id come from the bathroom an talk to you about my bowel movement

You are.

Im thinking on my feet making it up either of which crucifies you because you cant outside your bailiwick your abilities 

Yaoughta work on tha   

Talk about shit then criticize me . . . that’s a new low even for you.

   The legs  the legs on the bathroom stool are loose Im gonna have to reglue them  Theyre okay for the books sitting on it but if a little person were to visit and use it to stand on to wash their hands it might fail  thad be ugly

                                                                                                                  Thasaid

How woud you describe it 

Time to think on your feet be creative surprise me

So youd describe it as a loose stool too

   Cat got your tongue 

0957,  Sunday, 4  6. 23

not the One

 

   harangue haRANGue  haranguehurray 

                                             sounds like the roiling echo when he flushed a toilet

algorithms informing the fuckedupsphere hes older 

                                                     SCARE HIM  a hackers wet dream

he wasnt 

          wha he waswas a sceptic 

his wife came in from outside and told him the sun was up the sky bright blue

he went to see for himself

miffed Can’t you take me at my worddo you have to doubt me? 

Love Im not doubting you 

                           I just have to see for myself 

You’re such a prick.

Baby ya knew tha before we married Me an Popeye I yam wha I yam not a project cant change me I was honest  You either didnt listen or didnt want to hear  

                                          If onlyhuh

if his wife wouldnt listen to himshe flesh an blood why would computer constructs 

Reminder: your Paypal account temporarily limited 

                                                     he didnt have an account 

Prime activation billing: Membership billing information update

                                                                  he didnt have it

Norton subscription alert

                          had ceased it

Microsoft account team  ! Microsoft account unusual signin activity 

                                                                      Please fucked with his Hotmail account hyped an undefined excess Memory usage 91% full one day 161% the next   but he could pay for more Memory

he got itwasnt thick 

                     on-line social mediawhich coud also suckhis cock didnt participate electronic brightblue seas filled with lots of suckers an dolts 

                         he wasnt one

   he couldnt get it through its nebulousquivering silicone or whaever skull

 

afternoon,  Saturday,  3  6. 23

0135,  Sunday,  4  6. 23

John Lennon  Cold Turkey  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WDp_FwPisKA